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Tease Masterlist

Tease Masterlist

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Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader (female reader)

Genre: enemies to lovers au, series (ON-GOING), smut (a lot of smut), angst, a little fluff

Word Count: 20.3k (with all the chapters combined)

Warnings: cursing, sexual themes, lots of teasing of course, deceiving, confusing emotions, theft lol, trespassing if you squint, lots of smut, a good amount of grinding and dry humping, oral (m & f receiving), protected sex, penetration, lots of making out, I think some exhibitionism, mayhaps some public sex, dirty talk, and probably a lot more stuff (there will also be individual warnings for each chapter)

Summary: Ever since you moved next door to Baekhyun, you have been the victim of his teasing . . . until you had enough.

A/N: Hi everyone! This was originally supposed to be a one shot (as you’ll see in the first chapter) but many of you encouraged me to continue it and make it into a series. This is probably one of the most challenging yet rewarding series to write. I feel like I’m not too good at writing smut, but because this is a smutty fic, it pushes me to be more creative with my writing lol. Anyway, I will try to update this fic more often; I have an idea of where I want this fic to go, it’s just a matter of getting there. But thank you for everyone who has kept up with this series and I hope you continue to like it.

Taglist: @namecannotbblank @baekbeaut @baek-fruit​ 

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Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

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3 years ago

Best Friend of my FWB Masterlist

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Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Jimin x Reader (female reader)

Genre: fake dating au, series (completed), angst, fluff, smut, a little bit of everything

Word Count: 30.5k (with all the chapters combined)

Warnings: cursing, sexual themes, some violence but not really, slut shaming, and your usual smut (there will also be individual warnings for each chapter)

Summary: You and Jimin have been friends with benefits for a while. Because of that, you’ve met his best friend Jungkook on several occasions. Some of those moments were not so appropriate. But your not-so-existent relationship with Jungkook changes when you were hired to work at the same place as him and now have to pretend to be his girlfriend.

A/N: Hello everyone! This is my masterlist for this series. I can’t believe I never thought of making one. I’m trying to organize my general masterlist so this is me trying to do that lol. Anyway, thank you so much to everyone that supported me and my work and thank you all for the kind and encouraging words sent my way. I had a lot of fun writing this and it’s my first ever completed series. I hope you all enjoy it!

Taglist: @erraaxh @bunnybearrj @aretha170 @namjooningelsewhere @littletinyhobi​ (I’m so sorry I forgot to tag you in the last few updates)

(M) = Smut

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Part 1 (M)

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5 (M)

Part 6 (M)

Part 7 (M)

Part 8 (finale)


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3 years ago

Ahh! I had no idea you posted chapter 7! It was great as usual! I love seeing how much oc and jk love each other. Those kisses *sigh* so many kisses 😘😍🥰 it’s a bittersweet feeling that this little series is coming to an end soon! I remember reading this back in 2018! 🥺🤧❤️❤️ thank you for working so hard on it! 💜💜💜 I can’t wait to read the finale 💕

omg thank you so much for being with me for so long! i appreciate the constant support. i hope i do not disappoint with the finale ❤️💕


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3 years ago
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Best Friend of my FWB pt. 7 (M)

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, Jimin x Reader

Genre: series, a little angsty, smut (not much smut in this chapter tho), fluff, au

Word Count: 4,649

Warnings: not many warnings from here on out, just a little bit of cursing, kissing, slight touching

Summary: You and Jimin have been friends with benefits for a while. Because of that, you’ve met his best friend Jungkook on several occasions. Some of those moments were not so appropriate. But your not-so-existent relationship with Jungkook changes when you work at the same place as him and have to pretend to be his girlfriend.

A/N: This is an angsty and fluffy chapter with very little smut. Almost no smut. Please don’t hate me. Anyway, I hope you like it. It’s the second to last chapter before the series ends. 

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8

Taglist: @erraaxh @bunnybearrj​ @aretha170​ @namjooningelsewhere​

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Pt. 7

Jungkook wakes up to the sound of his alarm. He slowly goes to reach for his phone on his night stand when he feels a bit of pressure on his chest. He looks down to see you snuggled up to him, eyes still closed. He smiles at your presence and leans down to plant a kiss on top of your head before he extends his arm to turn off his alarm.

“Is it time for work already,” you mumble against his chest.

He wraps his arms around you and plants another kiss on your head. “Yup.”

You groan. “I wish I can stay with you like this all day.”

“Me too, but we have to go. I don’t want my boss getting mad at me. I heard she can be ruthless.”

You chuckle at Jungkook referencing you. You look up at him with playful eyes. “Yeah? I heard she’ll punish you if you do something wrong,” you wink.

“Will she?” he smiles as he leans down.

“Yes she will,” you giggle as you meet his lips half way.

You break the brief kiss and stretch. “Ok work time.”

You both get up off the bed and look for your scattered clothes.

“Do you want to shower?” asks Jungkook.

You raise a suggestive eyebrow. “What are you trying to ask of me Jungkook?”

Jungkook laughs at your teasing. “I mean do you want to shower first.” Suddenly, he makes his way to you slowly and pulls you close by your waist. “Unless you want to shower together?”

You put your arms loosely around his neck and look up at him. “I’m all about conserving water.”

Jungkook chuckles at your comment and doesn’t hesitate to grab your ass and hoist you up. You both start kissing as he makes his way to the bathroom. He slowly lets you down once you reach your destination.

“As much as I would love to have shower sex,” starts Jungkook. “I don’t think we have time. Plus, we’ll never get to work if that happens.”

You chuckle and nod. “Alright.”  

You both shower peacefully, Jungkook helping shampoo your hair, you helping scrub his back, both of you sharing a few kisses here and there. This is so new to you, showering with someone and it not leading to sex. But you don’t hate it, it’s actually kind of nice.

“Jungkook,” you say as his back is toward you, washing away the conditioner in his hair.

He turns to you as he pushes his wet hair back, looking as hot as ever. “What’s up?”

You take a deep breath to control yourself, before you jump his bones. “I swear you’re like a whole different person now that we’re dating.”

Jungkook cocks his head to side with a laugh. “How?”

“Well first of all, you are like a completely different person in bed.”

Jungkook can’t help but blush at the comment, even if he is standing naked in the shower right in front of you. “What do you mean?”

“You were really possessive last night. ‘Who’s tits are these?’” you mimic with a low voice as you reach over and grab his pecks.

He chuckles as he crosses his arms, attempting to cover himself. “Okay, so? You weren’t complaining last night. ‘Jungkook, right there! I’m gonna cum,’” he mimics you as well with a high pitched voice.

You burst out laughing. “Chill babe. I don’t sound that whiny.”

“You sure about that?” he says as he reaches over discreetly and rubs your clit.  

“F-fuck,” you say breathlessly.

Jungkook chuckles at your reaction as he backs away again into the water.

“Okay whatever,” you mutter as you cross your arms in front of you. “But you see what I mean. You’re suddenly so bold and confident now. You go from shy bunny to sex god.”

Jungkook laughs at your statement. “Why can’t I be both?”

“I mean you can. I’m not saying I don’t like the duality, it just took me by surprise.”

“Well in all honesty, I went all out last night.”

You look confused and chuckle. “What do you mean?”

Jungkook all of a sudden becomes shy and avoids your eyes. “I know I’m not the most sexually forward person and I know that you have a lot of experience. I guess I just wanted to show you that I can be just as good as those other guys and that you didn’t make a mistake dating me.”

Your heart skips a beat hearing Jungkook’s confession. You’re flattered that he wanted to impress you, but you feel bad that he was feeling pressured to perform well and kept comparing himself to others.

You take a step forward and place your hands comfortingly on his chest. “You don’t have anything to prove to me, Jungkook. My feelings for you won’t change because of how the sex is. I’m dating you because I like you, not because you fuck me good, which by the way, you do.”

Jungkook chuckles at your statement and places his hands on your hips.

“Thanks.” He sighs before continuing. “I guess I was also insecure because you said Jimin was the best you ever had.”

Your eyes falter as you nod in understanding. “I forgot I told you that.” You look up at him again and place your hands on his face delicately. “Even if Jimin is the best I’ve ever had, I chose you. He asked me out before you and I said no despite how good the sex is. It should be enough that I changed my whole life style to be with you.”

Jungkook nods and sighs. “You’re right. I’m sorry. I was just second guessing myself.”

You lean forward to give him delicate kiss on the lip before backing away slowly and looking him in the eyes. “No need to apologize baby, just know that I’m here for the long run. And that’s because it’s you and no one else.”

Jungkook smiles and nods.

You smile back and pat his chest. “Okay now let’s go to work.”

You’re now both dressed, ready, and out the door. “I need to stop by my place to change real quick,” you state as you both make your way down the stairs of his apartment. “And then we can pick up breakfast along the way. How does that sound?”

“Sounds good to me,” he says as you both reach your car.

~

Today has been going great. You’re both working in your respective departments for the time being before meeting up for lunch. Taehyung and Namjoon join you both and you decide to tell them the truth, Namjoon knowing most of it already. But you confirm that you are now officially dating, for real this time, to which they congratulate you both.

It is now after lunch, and you’re all requested to come into the large conference room for some company announcements. You would normally hate these things but if it meant you could stand in the back holding hands with Jungkook, then you were all for it.

It didn’t take long, the company sharing news about how they bought out a smaller competitive company (capitalism everyone). The meeting ended and you both make your way out. You stop in your tracks a couple of feet outside the conference room and turn to Jungkook.

“What do you want to do after work today?” you ask. “And it can just be something simple like ordering take out and watching movies. Or we don’t have to do anything if you’re tired. I know work can be grueling. I’m sorry I give you so much work. You know what forget I said anything.”

Jungkook smiles at your rambling. He’s happy you want to take initiative with this whole relationship thing. He knows it’s still new to you, so he’s more than elated that you’re trying.

He reaches over and holds your hand. “I’m okay with anything as long you’re there. And movies and take out sounds great. Just don’t stress yourself out,” he chuckles.

“Sorry,” you say embarrassed. “I’m still trying to get the hang of this dating thing again.”

Jungkook squeezes your hand supportively. “I know. And I appreciate you trying.”

Before you can continue your conversation, a voice suddenly interrupts. “Hey Y/N,” starts Hoseok. “I think I left my watch at your place yesterday.”

Jungkook’s hand suddenly freezes at his words. Your heart rate picks up at the realization of what Hoseok just said in front of Jungkook.

Hoseok looks from you to Jungkook before clapping his hands. “Oh, did you guys make up? Wow, good for you Y/N. Maybe you won’t be needing me after all.” He pats your back before walking away and saying, “Let me know if you see my watch. It might be on your couch or something.”

And with that Hoseok left, leaving you and Jungkook in silence. You look up at Jungkook to see him looking at Hoseok walk away. You can see the wheels turning in his head as he tries to piece together what Hoseok just said. Jungkook then lets go of your hand as the words sink in.

“Jungkook, I can explain,” you start but Jungkook is already walking away from you. You grab his forearm, but he removes it from your grasp. Thank god no one is around, everyone having left the conference room and made their way to their respective offices or cubicles.

“Did I hear him right?” asks Jungkook firmly. “Did he really say he was at your place yesterday?”

You look down avoiding his eyes. “Yes, but it’s not what you think.”

“Well what am I supposed to think,” says Jungkook in a harsher tone. “I was with you in the morning and at night. The only other time he could have been with you is right after I left your place.”

You look up at him, nervously inhaling. “I didn’t know who else to call after I felt like shit for hurting you. I didn’t think Seolhyun wanted anything to do with me and you wouldn’t answer my calls.”

“So this is my fault now?” Jungkook scoffs.

“I didn’t say that.”

“Did you sleep with him?” he asks suddenly.

“No, I promise.”

“Did you both do anything remotely sexual?” he asks pointedly.

You hesitate to answer, opening your mouth to say something, but no words would come out.

“I’m out,” says Jungkook as he walks away from you.

“Jungkook, please,” you beg, but he keeps walking.

You didn’t think that Hoseok would ever interact with you again, let alone in front of Jungkook. How is it that you keep fucking up over and over again? Were you really that hopeless when it came to relationships? That you fuck it up before it really starts. You walk back to your office and bury yourself in your work to distract yourself from the constant guilt of hurting Jungkook once again.

~

“Hey, Kook,” says Namjoon worriedly. “Are you sure you’re okay? You haven’t touched your beer.”

Jungkook and Namjoon are at a bar near your job. Namjoon saw that Jungkook was being more anti-social than usual so he invited him for drinks after work.

“I’m fine,” Jungkook sighs.

“You were literally elated earlier today when you and Y/N told us you were dating. How did your mood change so quickly?”

Jungkook grimaces at the mention of your name and Namjoon takes note of that.

“Did something happen between you two?”

“Do you think I should be mad at her for having her ex-boyfriend over right before she came over to my place to make up with me?” Jungkook blurts out.

“I need more details than that,” says Namjoon as he takes a gulp of his beer.

Jungkook takes a swig as well before speaking. “After I stormed out of Y/N place, she invited her ex-boyfriend over, I assume for comfort. She said she didn’t know who else to go to. And they did some . . . things.”

“They had sex?”

“No.”

“Then what?”

“I don’t know. I walked away before she could explain,” Jungkook puts his face in his hands and groans. “I don’t know what to do.”

Namjoon pats Jungkook on the back and sighs. “Listen Kook, do you want some big brother advice?”

Jungkook lifts his head up and nods.

“Now this might sound harsh but just remember it’s tough love.” Jungkook looks at Namjoon, not knowing what he’s going to say. Namjoon continues, “I don’t think you have a right to be mad at Y/N. From the sound of it, nothing really happened. And besides, even if they did do some ‘things,’” Namjoon says in air quotes. “You guys weren’t together then. She had every right to do whatever she wanted.”

Jungkook sighs, knowing Namjoon is right.

Namjoon continues, “And at the end of the day, she chose you. Like you said, she’s not the relationship type, but at least she’s trying for you. That’s a lot to ask for and she’s doing the work so she can be with you.”

Jungkook takes a deep breath. Namjoon is right. He’s such an idiot. How could he treat you like this after all the effort you have been putting into your relationship with him? And Namjoon had a point, as much as Jungkook hates to admit it, whatever happened between you and Hoseok happened before you were officially dating. So technically, he has no reason to be angry with you. Shit, he’s made a huge mistake.

Jungkook runs a frustrating hand through his hair. “Fuck, I’m such a dumbass.”

“Well,” says a teasing Namjoon. Jungkook nudges him jokingly. “Kidding,” says Namjoon chuckling. “So what are you going to do?”

Jungkook starts putting on his jacket. “I’m going to apologize to her.” He takes out a couple of large bills out of his wallet and puts it on the table. “On me. Thanks again.”

“Anytime Kookie,” says Namjoon smiling.

Jungkook pats Namjoon on the shoulder before walking toward the exit. “Stop calling me that,” he says over his shoulder.

“Never,” chuckles Namjoon.

~

Jungkook is catching his breath outside the door of your apartment. How the tables have turned. He took a cab over to your place and ran up the stairs and is now trying to control his breathing before knocking on your door. He hopes you’re in there.

You slowly open the door and your heart skips a beat, not expecting to see him.

“Jungkook?” you ask in disbelief.

Jungkook immediately lunges forward and embraces you. You stand there frozen, not knowing what exactly is going on.

“I’m sorry I got mad at you,” says Jungkook in your neck, still slightly out of breath. “I had no right to be mad at you over something that happened before we officially started dating.”

You let out a sigh of relief and embrace Jungkook as well. “I’m sorry too.”

Jungkook leans back and holds your shoulders gently. “No, you don’t need to apologize. You don’t need to explain anything to me. I was the asshole who got mad at you for something that wasn’t any of my business.”

“But I understand why you would react that way. I don’t necessarily have the best reputation when it comes to relationships.”

“That doesn’t matter. I trust you, and if you said nothing happened, then I believe you.”

You give him a small smile. You’re not sure if you’re doing this relationship thing right, but as long as Jungkook says he trusts you, then you will do everything in your power not to break that trust.

“So you forgive me?” you ask sheepishly.

Jungkook wraps his arms around you as you look up at him. “There’s nothing for me to forgive. Do you forgive me?” he asks, looking down into your eyes.

“Of course.”

Jungkook smiles as he leans down to peck your lips. “Have you had dinner yet?” he asks.

“Not yet.”

“Would you like to accompany me for dinner?” he asks sweetly.

“Sure,” you smile. “Let me just get dressed. I’ve been sulking in my pajamas all evening.”

“Aww my poor baby,” says Jungkook as he presses small kisses on your lips. “I’m sorry I made you worry.”

You chuckle as Jungkook continues giving you kisses, this time all over your face. “It’s okay as long as we’re good now.”

He gives you one final kiss on your lips. “We’re definitely good.”

~

You both leave your apartment and start approaching your car. Jungkook reaches for your hand before you can step off the curb.

“Actually, this place is walking distance from your place,” he says.

“Oh, really?”

“Yeah,” he says as he begins slowly leading you to the place, swinging your hands playfully. “I looked up some places around your neighborhood so you wouldn’t have to travel too far.”

“Why are you so cute?” you say, squeezing his hand playfully.

He chuckles. “That’s you babe.”

You both chat aimlessly as you approach the sushi place.

You turn to him. “How did you know I love this place?”

“I may have asked Seolhyun about your favorite places to eat.”

Your heart melts at Jungkook’s efforts. “I really need to step up my dating game. You’re making me look bad.”

Jungkook leans over and kisses the side of your head. “You’re doing amazing. Just keep doing you.”

You smile at his kind words as he leads you into the restaurant.

You both chat carelessly, talking about everything and nothing, while you feed each other, laugh, and just overall enjoy each other’s company.

“Babe, I have a question,” you say.

“What’s up?” says Jungkook as he chews on a spicy tuna roll.

“Why don’t you have sex with people unless you have feelings for them?”

Jungkook freezes momentarily causing you to panic. “You don’t have to answer that if you don’t want-“

“No, it’s okay,” he says with a small smile. “Now that we’re dating, I want you to know everything about me.”

You nod in understanding, grateful that he wants to open up to you.

“Well, I’m not going to lie, I’ve always been kind of a romantic,” he says, chuckling to himself. “But I initially didn’t have a problem sleeping around. I did it every once in a while during college.”

You gasp sarcastically. “You? My Kookie? Sleeping around? I refuse to believe it,” you say jokingly to ease the mood.

Jungkook chuckles at your joke. “I know! Hard to believe right. But there was this one time I had a huge crush on this girl. I was head over heals for her. And I thought she liked me too. We hit it off really well. And then one day, when we were studying together, one thing led to another and we slept together. And I thought things were going great for us that I decided to stop by her room to ask her out officially. But when I was at her door, I overheard her talking to her friends and laughing, saying she won the bet on whether she can sleep with me or not. Since I was pretty shy, they thought it would have been a challenge for her, so they bet on it. I was so heartbroken and I felt so humiliated that I swore to myself that I wouldn’t sleep with anyone unless I had feelings for them, and they reciprocated it as well.”

You extend your hand and place it over his. “I’m sorry that happened to you. I wish I knew her so I could kick her ass.”

Jungkook chuckles at your threat. “It’s okay. Mina already did that when she heard about what happened.”

You chuckle as well. “Okay I know Mina is a bitch, but that was cool of her to do that. I’m surprised you didn’t date her after that.”

Jungkook cringes. “No thank you. She’s just too obsessed with gatekeeing me.”

“True.” You suddenly sigh. “I’m just jealous I wasn’t the one who kicked that girl’s ass.”

Jungkook smiles. “Well seeing how you left Jin after one punch, lets consider her lucky for not encountering your wrath.”

“Well I’d fight anyone for you,” you say with a smile. “Just stand behind me and I’ll defend you.”

Jungkook smiles. “I mean you’ve been doing that since you got here.”

“And I’ll continue doing it,” you squeeze his hand. “It’s my turn to gatekeep what’s mine.”

Jungkook smiles at how cute you sound wanting to be his knight in shining armor.

You suddenly remove your hand from his and sigh. “I’m sorry this happened to you Jungkook. I realize now the extent of how much I hurt you. I’m sorry I didn’t consider how much this could mean to you.”

“Didn’t I say you can stop apologizing now?”

“I know but I feel terrible for making you relive such a traumatic experience.”

“But now you’re making up for it so don’t give yourself such a hard time.”

“I just wish I can punch myself,” you chuckle. “Say the words and I’ll do it.”

Jungkook chuckles as well, “I won’t.” He extends his hand on the table, basically asking for your hand as well. You place yours on top of his before he continues. “Listen Y/N. We all make mistakes and it’s okay. I just made a huge mistake today and hurt you as well. So don’t think that you’re the only one who fucks up because you’re not.”

“I know, but this was something that changed your perspective on how you approach sex forever. And I fucked with that.”

“Well I also hurt you today based on how you approach sex. And I shouldn’t have.” Jungkook squeezes your hand reassuringly. “I know that you secretly hate people assuming things about you and your sex life. And you’re very self conscious of how people view you when they find out about your views on sex. Yet, here I was hurting you on something personal as well.”

You didn’t think anyone noticed your insecurities about how you’re perceived. You’re surprised Jungkook knows this about you without talking to you about it.

Jungkook squeezes your hand and continues. “I forgive you and now it’s time for you to forgive yourself. We’re dating now, and I’m happy. And I hope you’re happy too.”

“Of course I’m happy.”

“Good. Then let’s move on and just be happy together.”

You nod and smile. Jungkook smiles as well and interlocks your fingers together.

“Now let’s finish up so we can get ice cream,” he says with a smile.

~

You’re walking back home, hand in hand, in comfortable silence. You stop once you reach your apartment building. You turn to each other, still holding hands.

“Thank you,” you say. “For dinner. For everything.”

“It’s my pleasure,” he says, slowly pulling you into a hug. “I’m sorry again, for today.”

“Now it’s your turn to stop apologizing,” you say as Jungkook chuckles. “But seriously. We’re good. I’m just so happy you trust me.”

Jungkook leans back slightly to look you in the eyes. “Of course I trust you. You’re my girlfriend.”

Your heart skips a beat at the sound of the title. This is the first time you’ve officially heard him call you his girlfriend, and not as pretend.

You notice Jungkook’s confused face at your lack of response so you decide to put him at ease. “Sorry, I’m just not used to being called someone’s girlfriend.”

“O-Oh,” Jungkook doesn’t really know what to say to that or know how you feel about it. You can tell he’s worried so you continue.

“It’s still new to me, but I love being called your girlfriend, especially since it’s coming from you.” You go on your tippy toes and reach up to kiss his lips.

Jungkook smiles into the kiss, embracing you more if thats possible. You back away and smile.

“Okay, well. It’s getting pretty late,” you state. “I can drive you home if you want, or you can sleep over mine?”

Jungkook pretends to think about it before saying, “I want to stay with you longer.”

You smile at his response before you grab his hand and lead him in.

~

“Thanks for meeting with me,” says Jimin as he sits down next to you on the park bench.

“It’s no problem,” you say with a small smile.

“You don’t understand how shitty I’ve been feeling. I already called Seolhyun and apologized. I’m sorry for hurting her, for hurting you. I honestly feel awful.”

“You forgot one more person.”

He looks at you confused. “Who?”

“You hurt Jungkook as well.”

“Just because I said he didn’t matter-“

“Yes, because of that,” you interrupt him, feeling defensive on behalf of Jungkook. “Listen Jimin, he’s your best friend. You shouldn’t be treating him like this. He cares about you.”

Jimin scoffs. “If he cared about me, he wouldn’t have gone after the same girl as me.”

“He wasn’t. We were fake dating and he never tried anything with me.”

“Oh cmon Y/N, you seriously can’t see that the kid is in love with you.”

“Well I know that now,” you say. “That’s part of the reason I wanted to talk to you today.”

Jimin looks confused. “What do you mean?”

You sigh before you speak. “I’m dating Jungkook now. For real. We’re no longer fake dating. It’s the real deal.”

Jimin laughs sarcastically. “You’re not being serious right? You said it yourself that you don’t do dating.”

“Well I am, I’m actually dating Jungkook. And I want you to support us, support him.”

Jimin still has a confused look on his face. “Sorry, I’m just finding it really hard to believe. Since I’ve known you, you’ve never shown any indication of wanting to be in a relationship. If anything, you were repulsed by the idea of it. And now all of a sudden, you’re dating my best friend, a week after I confessed to you.”

You laugh to yourself suddenly. “I know. It surprised me too. And you’re right, I wasn’t the dating type and I was repulsed by anything romantic. But Jungkook makes me feel different about the whole thing.”

Jimin doesn’t say anything, unsure of what to say at the moment so you continue.

“And I’m sorry about the timing of it all. I know you just confessed to me and suddenly I’m dating Jungkook.” You reach over and grab his hand in yours. “But I’m really happy with the decision I made. That’s not to say we didn’t have fun times, but I think I’m ready to be committed to only one person, and that person is Jungkook.”

Jimin takes a deep breath. You don’t know what he’s going to say but you know he has something in mind so you wait for his response.

“This is still really shocking to me. And it’s going to take me some time to get used to, as well as get over my feelings for you. But I’m happy that you’re happy.” He squeezes your hand in support. “And to be honest, if you’re going to date anyone that isn’t me, I’m glad it’s Jungkook. You weren’t wrong when you said he’s boyfriend material.” You laugh at his comment, but let him continue speaking. “And I’m happy for Jungkook as well. He managed to get himself an amazing girl.”

You smile at his comment as you lay your head on his shoulder. “Thanks Jimin. Your support means everything. Especially to Jungkook.”

“Yeah yeah,” he says jokingly. “Whatever. Just don’t let me walk in on you guys having sex this time.”

You chuckle at his comment. “Thats on you buddy.”

“Ouch,” says Jimin as he playfully clutches his heart. “Buddy? That knocked me right into the friendzone.”

You laugh at his playful demeanor. You stay like that for a moment, you laying on his shoulder, watching the people pass by you in the park before Jimin speaks again.

“Goodbye sex?”

“Fuck off,” you laugh.

~

A/N: Hope you all liked it. It is finally coming to an end. 


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