Your Versions | Ben Hargreeves

Your versions | Ben Hargreeves

Sumarry – Ben Can't Understand What 'Old Ben' Had That He Doesn't.

Pairing – Sparrow!Ben Hargreeves x Umbrella!Reader | Word Count – 919

A/N – This has season 3 spoilers!♡ English is not my first language, so I'm sorry for any mistakes.

"Why this sad face?" Kluas Says sitting at the table where Ben is.

"Why does Y/n hate me so much?" Ben says half drunk and Klaus scoffs.

"Why do you think?" Klaus laughs and Ben looks at the table where Y/n and five are.

"Did she hate the 'Other Ben' too?"

"Oh no, she loved him more than anything," Klaus says and takes a sip of champagne.

"But we're talking the 'Old Ben' isn't it." Ben says mockingly.

"Can you imagine how hard it is to lose someone twice?" Klaus says and Ben frowns.

"He died so young and they were so in love." Klaus smiles as he remembers the young couple.

"I could see him after he died and he would always say how much he wanted to touch her and how much he wanted to confess to her, but that was impossible." He smiles sadly.

"And now here we are, she's facing the love of her life but it's not him, can you imagine that?" Ben looks at Y/n's table again, who is downing a glass along with Five.

"Y/n is the best of us, so I wish you wouldn't hurt her." Klaus says patting Ben on the shoulder and leaving.

After those words from Klaus, Ben has to admit he got thoughtful after all, what the fuck did this "outher Ben" have that he doesn't?

So when Ben saw Y/n get up and go to the elevator, he saw the perfect chance to ask her directly.

"Wait!" Ben says putting his hand on the door so it doesn't close.

He looked at Y/n and she looked at him with a serious expression "I wonder if she looked at the 'other Ben' like that too."

"But of course not, he was perfect." He thinks aloud as he enters the elevator.

"What did you say?" Y/n serious question.

"Nothing, I didn't say anything." Ben says standing next to her.

He was a little drunk, but maybe not drunk enough to ask the questions he wanted to ask her.

Ben was so thoughtful that he didn't even notice when the elevator stopped and the doors opened, so he decided to follow Y/n as she exited the elevator.

"Why are you following me?" Y/n asks turning around sharply.

"I don't want to fight ok, I just want to talk" Ben says raising his hands in acknowledgment.

"I do not want to talk to you." Y/n says starting to walk again.

"I bet you wouldn't say that to your Ben." When Ben says that, Y/n stops walking, and turns to face him.

"Stop talking about him." She says seriously to him.

"Turns out he's me!" Ben says in a louder tone.

"No, you're not my Ben, my Ben always thought of everyone, my Ben didn't mind being fucking number one!" Ben looks puzzled at Y/n who is watering in his eyes.

Y/n sighs, running a hand over her face and sits on the floor and leans her head against the hallway wall.

"I'm sorry, I just…don't want to talk." She says closing her eyes.

Ben looks at her, and sighs too "Fuck it wasn't supposed to be like this." He thinks

Ben sits next to her with their shoulders almost touching.

"How... what was he like?" He'd asked this so many times, but he wanted to know her answer so badly.

"I think everyone has told you about him." Y/n says opening her eyes and looking at him.

"But I want to see your vision of him." Y/n looks down at her feet and smiles slightly.

"He was the best person I've ever met, I could say anything to him, and he would never judge me, and he always listened to me and...was always there." Y/n says with a choked voice.

Ben listens intently with a sad expression.

"He always asked how my day was, even though we were spending the day together." Y/n says and lets out a giggle wiping the tears with her hands.

Ben looks down at his feet, and all he can hear is Y/n's sniffles, and it hurts so bad.

"How…how was your day?" Ben says quietly and Y/n looks at him in surprise.

"You do not have to do this." She says looking at him.

"I want to do this, please just... let me do this." Y/n closes her eyes again smiling slightly.

"I think I had a bad day." Y/n says still with her eyes closed.

"I bet that Ben didn't help much." Ben says analyzing her face, and smiles to see her smile more.

"God, she's so beautiful."

"Oh he's not as bad as he looks." She says and the two laugh.

After a while of silence, Ben feels Y/n lean her head on his shoulder.

"I know I'm not your Ben but-" Ben starts but is interrupted by Y/n.

"Stop saying that, you are who you should be." Y/n says, and Ben feels his eyes water.

"I'm sure he loved you as much as you loved him." He says softly and Y/n smiles.

"I think I will always love all of your versions." Y/n says closing his eyes and Ben smiles more.

"Even the worst?"

"Mostly him"

Am I the only one who thinks Aidan should have more fanfics? I know he's still young, but fuck anything platonic or something? It doesn't need to have smut, because I still don't feel comfortable reading smut with him, but I would really like to read something cuter and more romantic and even platonic.

Maybe I'll start writing him, I think I'll do that

Anyone: *doing anything*

Five: You fucking ass!

Y/n: *doing anything*

Five: I love everything you do

I just spent the past twenty straight days saving the world. Twice.

Number Five in his promo trailer for The Umbrella Academy Season 3

My dear | Loki Laufeyson

Sumarry → After faking his death, Loki discovers that his lover is definitely dead.

Pairing → Loki X Avenger!Reader | Word Count → 756

A/N → This is sad, so if you don't like it, or are sensitive, please don't read it, I almost never write something sad so you can read a lot of happy things if you visit my masterlist ♡ English is not my first language, so I’m sorry for any mistakes.

"I thought you were dead, I cried for you." Thor says, as soon as Loki came out of his Odin form.

"I'm flattered, but brother... where's Y/n." Loki asks looking around looking for his beloved.

"Loki, Lady Y/n is dead." Thor speaks, and Loki laughs as he shakes his head.

"Your humor is funny Thor, I've learned my lesson." Loki says looking at Thor, who continues with the same serious expression.

"I also wish that was a lie."

"No…that's impossible, hell she was stronger than me, she…she was stronger than you!"

"She died a hero in the land-".

"And how the hell would that make me feel better? Where were you? It was your job to take care of the land, not hers!" Loki says yelling at Thor.

"Loki..."

"Thor please, if this is a bad joke." Loki says feeling a lump in his throat, and his eyes burn like never before.

"I'm sorry brother." Loki feels his knees sinking to the ground, and him leaning his head on the ground with his eyes closed, as he remembers his beloved's angelic face.

"Please Thor, take me to where her body is"

Well, Loki sure imagined Y/n in a lot of ways, but none of them were six feet below the ground, he loved her so damn much, he loves her so much, but look at him now, staring at a rock with his beautiful name etched on it.

Thor watched from afar not wanting to disturb his brother's moment, it hurt him too, he missed her so much so he couldn't imagine what Loki was feeling.

"Hi my love I... missed you so much my dear." Loki says already feeling his throat closing up.

"How I wish I could see your little face again." He says kneeling down and stroking the headstone.

"But I'm glad you died the way you wanted." Loki smiles softly as he remembers the conversation he had with Y/na a while back.

"When I die, I hope to at least die a heroine." Y/n said lying on Loki's chest

"Don't say that dear" He closes his eyes, not liking the mention of 'death' and 'Y/n' in the same sentence.

"Come on Loki, I'm not saying I'm going to die tomorrow." She lifts herself from Loki's chest and kisses his cheek.

"You better not"

"Forgive me honey, I wasn't good enough for you, I couldn't save you or give you all the love you deserved." Loki says now crying

"But you need to know that you were always the only one my love, and you will always be the only one"

"The only one who ever had my body, soul and heart, and always will, and I was a fool not to have told you that while you were here." Loki leans his forehead against the headstone with his eyes closed.

"I also never told you that I think about you every hour, minute and second of my day, and I remember our moments not to freak out for good." he laughs softly

"You will be so missed my love, not just for me, but for the fool of Thor, Asgard, the avengers and the land too... you know to this day I can't understand how a fool like me got a hero like you, a queen , my queen.” He laughs and wipes the tears with his hands.

"I'm going to miss your smile so much, the nicknames you used to give me…the feel of your hands touching me." Loki closes his eyes, trying to imagine Y/n touching his skin.

"You always saw the best in me, in fact you always saw the best in everyone, how did you do that?"

"Brother, we have to go now." Thor says putting his hand on Loki's shoulder.

Loki was so focused he didn't even see Thor approaching.

"I have to go now dear...but I promise I will visit you often." Loki kisses the stone with his eyes closed and gets up from the ground still crying.

Thor watched his brother, and he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, Y/n was amazing, the only one Loki ever loved, and surely the only one he will ever love and will definitely be missed.

"Goodbye Lady Y/n" Thor says bowing a little.

"My beautiful angel" he says looking at the sky.

My God Aidan is growing up so fast