An Accepted Challenge

An Accepted Challenge

Pairing: Hyunjin x fem!reader Genre: Fluff(for the most part), Angst(duh), High school!AU WC: 0.8k Warnings: character death, tears, yelling, pet names(princess, baby, angel), idk(tell me if i missed sum) Song rec: The One That Got Away - Katy Perry A.N: Don’t blame me, blame the TikTok I saw like 3 weeks ago

Your leg bounced up and down as you waited for Hyunjin at the usual spot. You attempted to ease your mind by pushing yourself on the swing and rubbing your hands to keep from the cold. But it was to no avail.

Just as you were about to lose hope, your boyfriend of 3 years came trudging down the dark path, his shoulder scrunched up to his neck.

He smiled and said, “Sorry, princess. Had to wait for the right time to get out the house. Everything alright?”

You returned his kind smile. “Nothing. Just wanted to see you.”

“Well, you could’ve just facetimed me. We do that all the time.”

“Yeah but I wanted to see you in person. Hold you? Maybe?”

Hyunjin chuckled before pulling you into a warm embrace. It started as a sniffle before you started sobbing into his shoulder. He tried to move to see if you were doing okay but you only held him tighter.

“Baby, what’s wrong. What’s got my princess so upset.” He gently rubbed your back and soothed your hair. “You know you can tell me anything. Only if you want to of course.”

You shook your head. “I-I just really miss you. A lot lately. I don’t know why, I just do.”

A smile spread across his face and his eyes filled with adoration for you, not that you could see. But he’ll tell you later anyways. He softly kissed the top of your head and rocked you back and forth.

When your cries finally came to a stop, you finally looked up at him. “I love you. So so so much.” ~~~ Over the next few weeks, Hyunjin refused to leave your side. Clinging to you like a baby would to a mother. This wasn’t anything new for the two of you but you must admit, it was a bit of a surprise. Usually, you were the one initiating all this cuddles.

You looked up at Hyunjin from where you could see and captured his eyes with yours.

“Hyunnie we’ve been like really close lately.”

“Why? Do you not like it?”

“No it’s not that. I just thought of something we should try.”

He raised his eyebrow questioningly. It sent you into a fit of giggles.

“It’s not anything bad I promise. Just a little challenge and I know you loooooove challenges.”

Your boyfriend leaned down and pecked your lips. “Tell me about this genius challenge of yours.” You smiled widely and Hyunjin raised his eyebrow once again.

“Okay, now I don’t know if I should be fine with this anymore.”

“You should!! It’s a quick challenge, I promise!”

“Okay. Okay! Just tell me already! Quit keeping all this suspense.” He pouted at you.

“You’ve been all touchy touchy lately and I don’t know if you can even keep away from me for a week.”

Hyunjin sat up from his position, holding his hand over his heart. Clearly offended. “Can too!”

“Can not.” You rolled your eyes.

“CAN TOO!!”

“Okay then accept my challenge.”

“Bet.”

“Shake on it?”

“Shake on it.”

You raise your hand, offering it to Hyunjin. He gladly accepts as he shakes your hand.

MONDAY: It was harder than either of you initially thought. Even though you proposed the idea, you must admit, it was a bit lonely without him. Hyunjin on the other hand just missed you.

He thought you were just talking about meeting up in person but you restricted him from texting or calling you either. This was so unfair to him. He just wanted to see his baby. His princess. His sweetheart.

TUESDAY: Tuesday rolled around and he just really wanted to text you. His phone was right there! He grumbled loudly.

In school, you wouldn’t even talk to him. He couldn’t talk to you. You’d just pass him by without a single glance and he felt his heart break. How could you be so cruel?

WEDNESDAY: By now he started getting used to it. Some mutual friends began to think the two of you had broken up. But he reassured them that you hadn’t.

It was getting easier to ignore this yearning feeling but he still missed you. He wanted to hold you. Fuck, talking to you would’ve been enough.

THURSDAY: Seeing you but feeling like a stranger was torture to him. Acknowledge him please. Anything!

Quit acting like he didn’t exist!

Now you weren’t even coming to school so he couldn’t even see you. This sucked. He should’ve never accepted the challenge. But he had to stand tall and prove you wrong.

FRIDAY: He felt like a zombie. Just moping from day to day now. He didn’t expect it to be this hard. Things like this were so much easier when he was younger.

He could go a whole summer without talking to his friends and still be friends the next year. But that was when he was younger. He had to keep conversations with people to keep the bond.

It was driving him crazy. Two more days. Just two more days.

SATURDAY: He began to regain hope. He could finally see you after so long. Well not now at least. But just one more day and he would be able to talk to you and hold you.

Do everything he couldn’t for the past week. He was deprived of you and needed you ASAP. Anything to just be with you.

SUNDAY: HE’S SEEING YOU TOMORROW!!! He couldn’t wait. All the things he could do with you. He’s been waiting forever and he’ll even win the challenge.

He felt so giddy the entire day.He could finally hold his pretty little angel in his arms. Now he even looked forward to the school day ahead. ~~~ With all of his excitement he got ready early in the morning and headed to your house to pick you up. There were white flowers by the door. Your mother must’ve chose a new type of flower to decorate your home.

But when you didn’t come out after 7:43 he got worried. You’d usually be out by 7:30 so where were you.

He went up to your door and rang the doorbell.

No answer.

He rang once more.

The door opened and on the other side stood your mother. Hyunjin smiled brightly as he asked, “Hi Mrs.(l/n), do you happen to know where Y/n is?”

Your mother broke down in tears. “Oh dear do you not know? Wait. Wait here. I’ve got something for you.”

Hyunjin stood patiently at the doorway as he watched your mother disappear back into the house. He was worried. Normally your mother was a very cheerful and welcoming woman. He wanted to comfort her but she left too quickly.

When your mother returned, she held an envelope in her hands. “Here. I think she should explain to you herself.” Hyunjin took the envelope but before he could say anything, he was faced with a shut door.

As Hyunjin walked the rest of the way to school, he excitedly opened the envelope. Inside he found a letter along with a necklace he’d given you for your first valentines together. The necklace of a paintbrush that attached to his matching paint pallet one.

Was this your way of breaking up with you?

He quickly opened the letter to read.

“Hey Hyunnie. If you’re reading this, you probably won the bet. I wish I could congratulate you with a million kisses. You’re an amazing person and an amazing boyfriend. Wanted to let you know before I drop this all on you. It’s not that I don’t trust you, it’s just that I’m too scared to tell you. I’m not here anymore. The day I called you to the park, crying, I found out about my condition. All I wanted to do was stay healthy and I couldn’t even do that. I couldn’t even do that for you. I’m so sorry. I wanted to spend my last month with you because I love you so much and I’d want to leave you with the best memories. I gave you that week long challenge so that you wouldn’t have to see me whither away. It hurts so much, Hyun. I don’t want to die like this. I want to be with you and grow old with you. But it just hurts too much. Maybe in another life we could be together. I’m so sorry. I love you so so much. I’m so proud of you. You survived an entire week without me. So continue to do that for the rest of your life. For me please? I don’t want to see you here anytime soon. I really do love you. Goodbye, Hyun.”

Hyunjin dropped to his knees and sobs racked through his body. How could he think so horribly of you? All he thought about was his suffering and never yours. How could he be so selfish? He clenched the letter in his fist as he stared at the sky. Forcing a smile onto his lips.

“I love you too.” ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A.N. Hello everyone. Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed. Hopefully I didn’t break your hearts too bad this time😔 Feedback is greatly appreciated. This TikTok is the culprit of this fanfic

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Random BF Texts

//gn!reader x bf!skz//

Synopsis: Random texts between you and boyfriend

Genre: crack/humor

Warnings: swearing (of course)

A/N: I finally decided to start doing text fics and honestly….i had SO much fun

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SEARCHING FOR MY MUSE

Synopsis: Hyunjin searches for inspiration for his next art piece. Y/n offers some suggestions only to be hurt in the process.

bf!Hyunjin x gn!Reader Genre — Angst Warnings — Reader has anxiety around self-image, Petnames (Love, baby)

Word Count — 0.8k

Real images from Hyunjin's art pieces!

Hyunjin sat on a wooden stool in his room. His eyes scanned around the room, searching for something to draw or paint. Usually on days like these where he is in his room, he finds it so easy to put something onto some kind of canvas. But today seemed different; the clouds outside dimmed the natural light in the room and everything in the room wasn’t calling out to him. He continued to sit there with a pencil in his right hand, hoping for an answer.

“Y/n!” He suddenly calls out. “I need help!” He waits a couple of seconds to hear if you are coming but is met with total silence despite the dorm having everyone home. He groans, standing up from his chair to open the door and call you once more. This time, little pitter patter of your feet meeting the wood floor could be heard approaching his room. You walk up to the door that is slightly ajar and smile brightly at the boy who already made his way back to his stool. 

“What do you need, love?” You ask as you find a place to sit on his bed. 

“I want to create something… I just don’t know what” Your lips curl into another smile as you look around the room. There are painting supplies everywhere, stuffed animals, paintings of actors in movie scenes… what hasn’t he created yet? On the other hand, Hyunjin was impatiently waiting for an answer. His legs shook the table in front of him as he waited for your reply.

“Well, what about those flowers that Versace sent you? Maybe your take on that?” Hyunjin’s head tilts from side to side, considering your idea for a few seconds. But he stops and rubs his neck as he looks around the room.

“No. I already painted something like that before” He huffs. You look to where his head is directing you and you see a bouquet of flowers on an old canvas. Although the flowers on the canvas weren’t from Versace, his artwork is worth more than any item of theirs. Your eyes continued to examine the boy’s room in hopes to not only find physical things to paint but also feelings.

“Hmmm… How about those shoes you placed next to your wardrobe?” He takes a quick glance at the wardrobe and shakes his head. “No, I want something challenging” He responds. 

“What abooooout… that plant that is hung up on your ceiling? It has nice leaves flowing out of it?” Again, his eyes search for the plant and he sighs. “Already sketched that”. He flips through his journal a few times to show you the black sketch over his shoulder.

“Well then… How do you feel today? The weather is a bit melancholy so maybe show me what that means to you?” Hyunjin sits still. No head tilting or eyes wandering around the room. You thought for a moment that that was his answer to his inspiration until he quietly groans. 

“I want to create something that contrasts this weather. This weather is actually making me tired” Instead of offering more objects to get on his paper, you think again about more thought-evoking ideas. No sad or somber thoughts, nothing that is in this room…With this criteria, you had no idea what he was looking for. As a way to lighten the room up, you offered another suggestion. 

“Hyunne, I don’t know what you’re looking for so why not just paint me? You’ve never painted me before!” You jumped off the bed to see the look on his face. Hoping to see a soft smile appear from this idea about someone he loved, you saw a face of disgust instead. His eyes were squinted and his eyebrows furrowed into his face.

“Why would I paint you? You won’t even look good” He mumbles. The smile on your face fades into a frown. Your heart absolutely broke. You weren’t always so happy about the way you looked. You didn’t look  like the people you would see Hyunjin around. You were just you. Yet Hyunjin still loved you inside and out. He always told you this too. So why was he acting like this?  

“Why not?” Your voice wavered as you tried your best to keep your anxieties and tears at bay. 

“If I painted you, you would look terrible” His confirming words broke the dam. You began to cry quietly at his hurtful words. Hyunjin doesn’t flinch from his seat even though you started to sniffle from the tears finally making its way down. 

“Oh… Okay then” You nod as if he was paying attention. You reached to tap him on the shoulder so he knew you were hurt but you chose to fight back your sob instead. You couldn’t bear to be in the room anymore as his words began to puddle inside of your head so you left without another word.

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