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All In My Head (Jungkook X You ONESHOT)

All in My Head (Jungkook x You ONESHOT)

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Thankyou for the request anon! I am not sure if this is the way you wanted the story would go but I had so much fun writinmg it. hope you like it! :)

A/N: and keep those requests coming in guys! especially those song based ones (it doesnt have to be, though). I always have fun writing requests

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Jeon Jungkook’s wife.

Something you have always wanted to be.

Something you have always dream of.

But its something you know wont ever come true.

Until today.

As you looked at the handsome man who is impeccably dressed in a black suit standing in front of you at the altar, you slowly pinched yourself to checked for the nth time that this is not just another one of your vivid day dream.

Its your wedding day. And you are marrying Jeon Jungkook. Your best friend who you have been in love with for years. Its supposed to be the happiest day of your life. The most joyful experience a girl can ever have. But when Jungkook looked at you with his dark obsidian eyes, void of any emotions while he slipped on the ring on your shaking finger, your marriage ring that will bound the two of you for eternity, only then you remembered that this is not the fairytale you had always wished for. Jungkook is not here, marrying you, own his own will.

Your marriage was arranged.

And Jungkook hates and blames you for it.

There was no loving hugs or kisses after the two of you were married, only polite nods and formal greetings to the guests. Jungkook wanted to keep the wedding small, only inviting close friends and relatives as he told you to keep the fact that you are married from the media a while longer. Although you heart breaks thinking about how Jungkook really hates the fact that he’s married to you to the point he is keeping it a secret from everyone, you still meekly agreed to each and every one of his condition.

As long as you still become Jeon Jungkook’s wife.

Jungkook swing opened the double doors to your new marriage home, a pent house at one of the most expensive building in the city, a gift from the both of your parents who is the most happiest to finally get their two children together.

“So… this is home,” he said as he walked in, placing the suitcases on the floor. “You like it?” you paced around the huge living area and look out from the ceiling to floor windows that lined the walls, exposing the night scenery of the city.

“I do. Its beautiful,” you whispered as you turned to looked at him. Your husband. The reality of this very fact still sounds unreal to you. “Jungkook. We-”

Jungkook akwardly cleared his throat and cut whatever it is you were intending to say.

“Erm so why dont you go freshen up or take a bath first, its late and I’m sure you are already tired,” you dropped your gaze to the floor and gave a slow nod before making your way to your bedroom. After you had a long refreshing bath, you opened you suitcase that has been pre packed for you by your mother, only too find hundreds of neatly folded pieces of various types of lingerie and nighties.

Is she crazy? What am I supposed to do with all this? This is fit for someone’s wedding nigh- wait. It is my wedding night. Should I?

You thought to yourself as you turned and run your fingers through the delicate multicoloured laces and silks, each piece only making your face warm up in embarassement. After pondering for a moment on your next move, you finally decided to just go for it. Jungkook and you are married after all, and he is a man. You nervously reached out for the most modest design, well as modest as a scrap of lace can be, a black set and hurriedly putting in on before covering yourself with a matching, barely covering anything robe. You tidied up the rest of the room, spritz on some perfume and sat nervously at the corner or the bed, waiting for your husband to finally join you. After the longest 30 minutes wait of your life, Jungkook finally walked in, hands busy trying to put on his jacket.

“Y/N, I-” he stopped when he sees the what you are currently clad in and gave you the once over, his eyes lingering all over your body, causing you to blushed a crimson red. “Oh,”

“I…uh.. ah, I have been waiting for you,” you slowly told him, feeling embarassed beyond belief. Would he think you are just embarassing yourself? What if he this is not his style? What if he dont like it? Should you change?

Jungkook run his tounge on his bottom lips and scratch the back of his neck. “I… I just came in to tell you that I’m going out for a while. I’ll be late. Dont wait up,” he informed you before quickly exiting the room and the apartment, leaving you alone and stunned by his unexpected reaction. You just sat there, unable to move, pulling the robe tighter around your yourself to cover your body as much as you can as you feel the hot tears start to trinkled down your face.

Did your husband just left you alone on your wedding night?

The sinister thoughts stayed with you the whole night until you wake up the next morning, only to find a cold empty space beside you, a sign that Jungkook didnt even bother returning home the night before.

Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time

You flicked through the channel and stop at some entertainment news after you had your breakfast. Alone. You dont know where Jungkook is and you are not sure if you are allowed to call and ask him about it. Would it just pissed him off?

You wonder where he is. Is he safe? Who is he with? Is he with the boys? Does he have a schedule today? Have he eaten? You shake your head to get the thoughts of him out from your mind. Jungkook has been your best friends for years, and you have been in love with him ever since you can ever remember. Being in love with a well sought after idol is really the best way to inflict pain on yourself when you have to see and listen to him talked about his latest conquest for the week, or sometime even for jusy the night. You always plastered on the brightest smile you can muster and act like the supportive best friend that you are, wishing that you he will one day see you that way.

Sometimes you cursed yourself for self inflicting the pain of loving him onto yourself. You told yourself to stop thinking about him all the time, but the effort never fruitful. Thoughts of him always plagued your mind like a disease without a cure. You thought you are doomed for eternity, forever loving someone who will never reprocicate your feelings, until both of your parents dropped the news of the arranged marriage, taking the both of you by surprised. You were shocked when Jungkook didnt put out any fighy, but instead seems to willingly agree with it, although he is nonchalant about the whole thing. You on the other hand are overjoyed. You are going to marry Jungkook, and right then, it doesnt matter if its arranged. Jungkook is your best friend, the two of you will make the marriage work. You are sure you will. Nothing could go wrong.

Or so you thought.

I see you with her and it crushes me inside

Your thoughts were interrupted when the TV screen changed and showed a video of your husband, from the night before. Apparently he spend the whole night at the club celebrating his alleged girlfriend’s birthday. There were rumors about them being together, even before the two of you were married. You had asked him about it once but he just shrugged and didnt give you any straight answer  The screen changed again to show Jungkook and Nara, snuggling againsts each other, laughing and drinking with their friends while answering some of the reporter’s questions. You quickly clicked the off button, turning the TV off and try to calm your shattered heart that is beating rapidly. You can feel the tears stinging the back of your eyes, struggling to get out.

So that is where you went on our wedding night.

The thought crushes every part of your being and you can no longer held back your tears and finally let it flow freely down your face.

Maybe this is what I needed maybe this is a sign Maybe I’ve been blind to reality baby tell me

You finally woke up from your curled up form on the couch after hours of crying over Jungkook and trying to sooth your broken heart. All this while, you thought by being married to you, he would at least try to stay loyal, dropping the girls he always took home before. You are, after all, not just some random girl. You are his best friend.You thought, he would at least respect that. That maybe in time Jungkook would learn how to love you.

But you thought wrong.

The marriage is only something he has to do to pleased his parents, and definitely nothing more.

As the images of Jungkook and Nara flashes in your mind, you realized that there is no point in hoping for the relationship to go anywhere anymore. This is the sign you have been waiting for. Jungkook doesnt love you, and he never will.

Maybe its really finally time for you to get over him.

Every little glance my way Every time you wanted to hang You seemed so interested

You tried your hardest to push your feelings aside. Trying not to show Jungkook any sign that you are hurting. You and Jungkook only exchanged akward greetings here and there during breakfast and dinner, and on the rare occassion that he’s actually home, he will usually spent the night in his little work room or slept the couch. Your heart ached everytime you thought about how he rather sleep on an uncomfortable couch than spend the night sharing a bed with you.

Where did it all went wrong?

The two of you used to be so close. And this marriage ruined everything.

You sighed as you stabbed your already limp piece of pancake, drenched in syrup.

“Hey… you okay?” Jungkook’s voice startled you. He sounds so careful, as if he is afraid to talk to you.

“Yea.. yeah. Just a lot on my mind,” you give a quiet reply before shoving a big piece in your mouth. Jungkook looks closer at you and cleared his throat.

“I.. um, we are having a break since promotion season is over,” he breaks the silence. You raised your eyes to met his, who is already staring at you. You can feel your heart beat faster. There is no way in hell you will ever get over him. Its never going to happen. “And I thought… maybe we can spend more time together. You know, hanging out like we used to?”

You almost choked on your pancake at his suggestion. The two of you has been akward with each other ever since your wedding, barely saying a word to each other, and now he suddenly wants to hang out?

“What do you say? We are, first and foremost, best friends before we are husband and wife Y/N,” he grinned at you, flashing his bunny like smile that you had missed. You ponder on his suggestion for a moment before finally agreeing with a smile.

“Yes Jungkook, that would be nice,”

Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head

True to his promise, Jungkook spend his time with you just like the old days. He still do sleeps in his work room or the couch, but at least the conversations were no longer akward, the house is no longer silent, but instead is filled with teasing and laughter.

All thoughts of Nara and the way he just left you on your wedding night dissappeared from your mind, replaced by the smiling Jungkook in front of you. Since your marriage is still kept a secret from the public, most of your activities includes eating take aways while watching old sitcom reruns, competing against each other in video games, which Jungkook always wins and watching late night movies until you accidentally fell asleep in his embraced a few times. You could not have been happier. Everything is finally falling into place. Your marriage is working out so well, its surreal, making you wonder if this is all real or just a friction of your imagination.

“Thankyou Jungkook,” you beamed at him one night while sitting on the couch beside him. He smiled back at you, reaching to carress your cheek.

“What for?”

“For spending time with me. Like we used to,”

“Of course Y/N. Nothing is going to change between us just because we are married,” his hands keeps carressing your cheek and you close your eyes, leaning in into his touch. After a few moment of silence, you opened your eyes to see him staring right at you. Eyes so deep it feels like he is lookong straight into your soul. You take the chance and looked back into the doe eyes of the man you love so much.

“Jungkook… I…..This feelings I’m having… These weird chemistry I’m sensing between us…Please tell me if its really real? Or am I just imagining things? Is this all only in my head?” you finally find the courage to ask him the question that has been burning at the back of your mind for years. Jungkook’s gaze didnt falter as he continued to stare into your eyes, taking in your features as his hands keeps on carressing your hair.

“Y/N, I-” he didnt get to finished his sentence when his phone rang, breaking the moment. Both of you snapped back into reality as he fumbled to answer the call.

“Yes hello? What? Okay, I’ll be right there,” he quickly stands up and gather his jacket.

“Jungkook, whats wrong?” panic surged through you as you saw how disheveled he seems after the call.

“Nara. She’s in trouble. I need to go,” Jungkook quickly exited the door and slammed it shut, not looking back or even bothering to wait for your respond.

“Oh… okay. Stay safe Kookie…” you softly whispered at the empty apartment as you slide down further into the couch, feeling the warmth of the spot where Jungkook used to be.

She’s so pretty you two look so great

You were awaken a few hours later to find yourself had fallen asleep on the couch after Jungkook left. The front lock jiggles and you peeked your sleepy head at the door.

“Jungkook? Are you back? Is Nara ok-” you dont need to finish your question as your husband stumbled in carrying a drunk Nara, helping her up by hugging her tightly by the waist. You felt you heart ache at the scene. Even while drunk, Nara looked so beautiful in real life compared to what you always sees on TV. No wonder your playboy husband chose her out of his many girls, as his girlfriend. They are a perfect match for each other. Complementing each other in every way.

“Do..do you need help?” you asked, standing up and akwardly fiddling with your hands.

“No. Its fine. I just need to change her and clean her up a little,” your eyes bulged. Change her? But you didnt dare to say anything. “I’m going to take her into our bedroom, since its more comfortable. Do you mind sleeping outside today?” Jungkook asked but not bothering to wait for a respond as he is already about to close the door.

“Yes, I guess…”

You stood there stunned. Jungkook himself have never slept in your marital bed, and the first time he’s doing so, he is doing it with a drunk Nara.

He is just helping her. Nothing is going on.

You quickly wiped your tears and prepared yourself a place to sleep on the couch, curling yourself into a ball under your blanket, pushing all thoughts of your husband with another girl in your bed right now.

Was it real or was it fake? Was it all a mistake? Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?

That night, apparently, doesnt seem to be the only night Jungkook ran out to rescue Nara and bringing her back, drunk, to your room. In fact it happened almost every week. You have given up all hopes that you and Jungkook would ever care enough about your feelings to see how much you are hurting by his actions. You are sure now that the feelings and chemistry you felt night between the two of you is just another one sided moment in your head. Jungkook doesnt feel anything.

He never did. He never will.

You are even more sure when he promised to celebrate your birthday with a simple romantic dinner for two at home. You slaved all day to create the perfect meal. Although its your birthday, you wanted to cooked for your husband on your special night and hoping that this night will erased all the unpleasant events that occured recently because of Nara.

Jungkook called to tell you that he will be a little late as the boys wanted to do one last practice round before ending the day. You decide to use that to your advantage and take your time to perfected your outfit, hair and makeup. You wanted to look beautiful for Jungkook tonight. You are going to find out once and for all if the chemistry you felt between the two of you are for real or is only a make believe in your head.

You are going to tell him you love him.

You waited for him, rearranging the dinner table multiple times, anxious, nervous and excited for his return. But one hour turned to two, turned to three and four, and when its official he is more than seven hours late, you know he’s not coming. You blew off the candle and start to clean up the food, not even bothering to hide the fact that you are crying anymore when the door finally opened, revealing Jungkook and of course, staggering by his side, Nara.

You just stare at the door, no longer interested to say anything. To be honest, you had already had expected it. Of course he would be with his girlfriend on your special day.

“Y/N, hey. I-” Jungkook stopped in his tracks when he saw how you are beautifully dressed, with a ruined makeup because of your tears and your now messy hair, cleaning the table that’s supposed to be the main event of the night. He stumbled a little with Nara’s weight on his shoulders, trying to get closer to you.

“Y/N. I’m so sorry. I know I promised and I know you waited for me. But Nara, she-”

“Its fine Jungkook. Its always Nara. I know,” you cutted him off, no energy left to fight or even listen to his explanations. “Just take her to the room like you usually do. Not like you ever ask me if I’m okay with it in the first place,” you turned and start to continue cleaning the table.

“Y/N please. Its not like that. I-”

“It’s my birthday Jungkook, and my only wish right now is to not hear you talk or see you tonight,” you looked straight into his eyes with your cold ones, sending shivers to his spine before spinning on your heels and turned away.

Time for me to move on now it was probably just a silly crush anyway But I just cant help but think that we, we could’ve had something

Jungkook woke up the next morning from the couch in the bedroom, stretching his body, feeling exhausted, to see Nara stirring on the couch, slowly waking up from her drunken night.

“Hey, feeling better?” Nara rubbed her temples and nodded.

“Yeah. Thanks again Kookie. I’m sorry I have been such a nuisance lately. Thankyou for always be here for me,” she leaned in and gives him a kiss on the cheek, making him winced. “I’ll should get going now,” she quickly grabbed her things and make her way out. Jungkook immediately make his way outside, only to find the apartment eerily empty. Silent. You will usually be out whenever Nara slept over, but there is always trcaes of you left. A dirty cereal bowl in the sink, a simple breakfast for him under on the table or the faint smell of coffee. But not this time. There were no traces of you anywhere. He scratched his head, wondering where might you have gone to. He wanted to have a long serious talk with you today. Its finally time to make his feelings known.

He stumble his way to the kitchen, figuring he needs a hot cup of coffee to straigthen his mind when he saw a note left on the counter in your handwriting.

Jungkook,

Being your wife has always been a dream of mine, but I know now the reality will never be as beautiful as the dream. Maybe I’m just better suited to stay only as your best friend. With that being said, I’m applying for a divorce.

I will be coming to collect my things in the next few days.

Y/N

“A divorce? No no no. This cant be happening,” Jungkook shakes his head and crumpled the paper, throwing it away to try and released a bit of his anger. He needs to find you. There is no way in hell he is letting this happen without talking to you first.

Did you ever feel the same? Was my mind just playing games? Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head?

You tip toed inside the apartment. You had call the company and check Jungkook’s schedule in advanced before deciding to come and collect your things. Leaving Jungkook was the hardest decision you have ever made, and you know all your determination will crumble down if you ever see his beautiful face again. Once you arrived in the bedroom, you open the suitcase that is still half filled with the unused lingerie. You looked at them with sadness, memory of your wedding night came back, making you more convinced that what you are doing is the right decision. You looked around the room and start to grabbed everything of yours that you can see and toss it in the suitcase. Organizing can be done later. You need to get out of here as fast as you can.

“What the hell do you think you are doing Y/N?” you frozed. Shit, Jungkook’s home. You summoned all the courage you have left and put on a brave face before facing him.

“Arent you supposed to be in practice?”

“I didnt feel like it,” his answer is short and leave no room for argument. “Besides, someone from the company told me that my wife calls and ask about my schedule today. So I figured maybe my wife needed something at home, so I rather be home and wait for her than staying in a room, sweating my ass off with six other boys,” he starts to walk closer with painfully slow steps, eyes boring into your statued figure.

“Erm, I-”

“Did you really think they wouldnt tell me if my wife calls Y/N? Hmm?” Jungkook is right in front of you now, his hands reaching out to tuck a stray hair behind your ear. You flinched.

“I didnt think you told anybody that you were married except for the members Jungkook,” you replied back, eyes staring back into his, not backing down although he can see you are starting to shake. He chuckled.

“What? Why would you think I’m hiding you? Keeping you a secret on purpose?” you let out a snort at that and pushed him away, continuing to toss your things inside your suitcase.

“Isnt that what you are doing? You wanted a small wedding, hidden from everyone, you dont allow me to tell anyone about us, not even my friends! Just so you can continue to be all sickeningly sweet with your girlfriend, without the pressure of people knowing that you are someone’s husband, isnt that right?” you scoffed. You dont care about Jungkook’s feelings anymore. You are tired of being heart broken. You just want to get over all this, over him and move on with your life. “Well, guess what Jungkook, you are free now. The divorce will be finalized soon and I will stop getting in your way,”

“Wait,” Jungkook raised a hand, shaking his head and he looked shocked. “Is that what you think I’m doing all this while? Hiding you because I want to be with Nara?”

“What am I supposed to think Jungkook?” you sighed as you tossed a bottle of your perfume in the suitcase, frustrated with him. Why is he acting as if he doesnt know what he did? What kind of games is he playing with you now? “You didnt want to marry me remember? You were only doing it because you have to. Having to give up your throng of women and your girlfriend, for someone like me,” you scoffed again while you look at his bewildered face. “Even I would hate me for that. You hide our relationship from everyone. You brought back Nara to our house almost every night and slept with her in our marital bed, which, by the way, you left me alone in, on our wedding night, where I embrassingly presented myself to you, which of course, you are disgusted with,” the memory from that night still makes you cringe, “you probably have more beautiful women to pleased you every night, right? So you tell me Jungkook, what am I supposed to think?” Your eyes flickered softly across his face. Looking at the face you love so much while saying out loud all the things that he did to you only makes the whole thing becoming even more real. You sighed and quickly collect the rest of your things before pulling out another small suitcase when Jungkook just kept silent. You need to get your packing done as fast as you can and get out from here.

“You know…” you eyes runs over his face and settled at his doe eyes, “I love you Jungkook,” you admitted softly. There is no point in hiding it anymore. You are letting everything out once and for all today, and maybe then you can finally moved on.

“Wh.what?”

“I love you. There, I said it. I have loved you, wanted you for as long as I can even remembered,” you close your eyes and let out a deep breath. “I know you wont ever love me back,  how can you? You are so perfect… and just look at me,” you dropped down on the bed, sitting beside your opened suitcase. You are emotionally drained, you dont even have anymore tears to cry,  "but on those days when you look at me deep in the eyes, or when you seems so happy to hang out with me, it just sends me a ray of hope, that maybe, just maybe you might see me as more than just your friend,“ Your eyes lowered to your lap before flicking back to his face and stood up, preparing to get your suitcases out. Jungkook is still statued to the same spot, but his hands are now balled into fist by his side.

“Tell me just this once Jungkook. Do you ever feel the same about me? Do you think you ever will? Was I only imagining things all this while? Is it all just in my head?” your voice is barely above a whisper, looking at him with tired eyes. “I’m sorry, but I cant do this anymore. I cant torture my own heart anymore. Seeing you with someone else while being your wife… that is just the last straw. I’m sorry Jungkook,” you carried your suitcases and start to make your way out but Jungkook stopped you, making your bags dropped to the floor. He looked at you with dark eyes, filled with anger…and lust?

“Are you done?” He growled and didnt wait for your answer. “Now you listen to me,” he slowly walks closer towards you, making you walk backwards, trying to get away from his intimidating steps. He lets out a sinister laugh.

“You really do like to just assume whatever you want about me dont you, Y/N? You never think about how I felt. I thought you should know me better, being my best friend and all,” he snickered at you.

“I wanted a small wedding because I dont want to get caught up in the media circus. I dont want you to be exposed to my fans, I dont want you to get hurt. It would kill me if you get hurt because of me. I dont care how big the wedding is, as long as by the end of the day you become my wife, then that’s all that matters,” your mouth formed into an O shaped, surprised at what he’s saying. “And have it ever come out from my mouth that I dont want to marry you? You said I’m doing it because I have to, but does it ever occured to you that I actually wanted to?”

“I…urm-”

“Of course not. You only assumed the worse of me Y/N,” he lets out a bark of laughter, but it lacks any form of humour to your ears. “If you had only asks me, then you will know,” he continue to close the gap between the two of you, making you flatten yourself to the wall behind you, trying to avoid him  "how,“ closer, "much I,” closer, “actually,” closer “want,” he closes the gap, “you,”

His face is directly in front of you now, caging you in, his breath feels warm across your face. You closed your eyes and tilted your face to the right, trying to avoid his gaze.

“Wh…what about Nara? If you really wanted to marry me, you wouldnt still be with Nara,” you managed to stutter out your words. Jungkook cupped your chin and turned you to face him.

“I’m really sorry about Nara. But Y/N, there’s nothing going on with me and Nara. Never have and never will. She is my closest acquintance from the industry. People like to gossip us together. She’s having a hard time lately since her company ended her contract, that’s why she’s always getting drunk. I’m only helping her. We didnt do anything Y/N. We didnt even sleep on the same bed. I only stayed in the room because she tends to wake up and throw up in the middle of the night when she’s shit drunk,” his warm breath hits your face with every word he said, making you shiver. “And if you would have bother to wait every morning, you will find that she actually wanted to meet you, my wife, to say her thanks and apologized,”

Saying you were shocked was an understatement. All this while you thought Jungkook and Nara were really a couple. They were so close even before you were married. Those lingering looks and secret touches you saw between them, are they all only in you head?

“But…but, you didnt want to be with me Jungkook. You left me alone on our wedding night to be with her. Even when I’m already waiting for you. Ready to give myself to you…” the embarassing reminder from that night brought tears to your eyes. Jungkook softly wiped those tears that rolled down your cheeks with his thumb.

“If only you knew how much I have always wanted you Y/N. I have longed for you for so long, but I’m afraid to ruin our friendship. What we had is special to me. And now you are my wife,all ready, willing and mine for the taking. You really dont know what you do to me Y/N, ” he let out a staggered breath. “Seeing you dressed like that just for me that night, I almost went crazy. You didnt know how much restrained it took me to not just take you right then and there, making love to you all night long until you cant remember anything else other than my name,” the suggestive words that he whispered to your ears makes your whole body shivers, sending tingling feelings straight to your core. Is Jungkook really saying all these things to you?

“Why…why didnt you then?”

Jungkook smirked at your bold question before his eyes turns soft. “I was afraid Y/N. How can someone so innocent and pure like you wants to be with someone like me? I dont know how to touch you, how to love you. All those women I’ve been with, they are just distractions to get my mind of you. Someone I never thought I could have. I’m afraid that I will ruined you, corrupt you with someone unworthy like me. I dont think I deserve you Y/N. I stil dont,” he finally admitted. Your eyes widen at his confession. How is someone as perfect as him thinks he doesnt deserve you?

“Jungkook… you are everything I have ever wanted,” you whispered to him, finding the strength to raised your hand and touch his cheek. He held your hand against him and leaned in into your touch, closing his eyes and just enjoying it.

“I love you so much Y/N. Being asked to marry you is the greatest thing that had happened to me. I’m sorry for hurting you all these years, when what I have always wanted to do is to hold you close and kiss you every time that I can,” he opened his eyes and stare at you with his doe ones. You smiled at him. “I love you Y/N. I promised I will make it up to you for the rest of your life, as your husband, if you would still have me,”

“I love you Jeon Jungkook, of course I will” you said between your smile. Never in a million years would you thought that Jungkook will be saying those three little words back to you and now he is saying it, repeatedly, making your heart beats so fast it almost burst.

Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head Was it real or was it all in my head

“And to answer to your question, no Y/N, its not all in your head. I am desparately head over heels in love with you, my best friend, my lover, my wife, my everything,” he grinned, teasing you by answering the question you didnt even remember asking anymore. You slapped his chest and pulled him close.

“Shut up and just kiss me,”

“With pleasure,” he whispered back before finally capturing his lips with yours.

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1 year ago

The Only One

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↬ pairing: best friend!Taehyung x f. reader

↬ genre: fuckboy!au, f2l, fwb, smut [18+]

↬ summary: Taehyung is just another fuckboy, except he’s in love with you.

↬ wc: 8.7k

↬ warnings: cursing, smut in flashback (both are 18/19), tae’s a semi-fuckboy, angst, virgin!tae and virgin!reader, oral sex (f. giving and receiving), dirty talk (slight), marking, pet names, fingering (f. receiving), unprotected sex, creampie, slight cum play. mention of the morning-after pill, reader and tae get in an argument

↬ date: May 15, 2020

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1 year ago

The angst in this series is just so good, it hurts my heart, this is so good, it had to be reblogged. I’m so appreciative of the author for writing this story, i don’t know what she was going through when she started writing stories for us, thankyou, and may you rest in peace. Thankyou for all the love you gave us, i’m sure, wherever you are, you are happy.

Girl Back Home (Jimin x You x Jungkook) // Chapter 8

A/N : And also, I’m trying a new thing here. if anyone here like my stories and want to give some support, why not buy me a coffee? ☕💜

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“Who are you?”

The girl lets out a long sinister laugh.

“Me? I’m your guardian angel Hara. I’m going to help you get you precious Jiminie back,” she lets out another evil laugh and walks towards Hara with confidence, sitting in the chair opppsite her, crossing her legs.

“H-how do you know me? And why do you want to help me?”

“Tsk,” the girl crosses her arms and smirks. “How hurtful it is that you dont know me. We are going to be sisters after this and you dont know who I am?”

“Sisters?”

“Urgh you are really oblivious arent you?” The girl rolled her eyes. “I’m Chae Rin, Jungkookie’s girlfriend. Dont you read the papers? And we are going to be sisters after you marry Jimin and I will surely marry Kookie,” she smiles. Jungkook’s girlfriend? Hara cracked her brain to try and remembers. Isnt Y/N Jungkook’s girlfriend? She take a good hard look at Chae Rin’s face and something familiar starts to popped up in her mind. Right, the recent news said Jungkook and Y/N has broken up and this girl right here is his new girlfriend.

“Chae Rin?” Hara lets out a wide smile and puts out her hand for a friendly handshake. “I look forward to being sisters with you then,” she giggles. With this girl’s help,Hara is sure she can keep Y/N away from both Jimin and Jungkook. What does those two sees in a country girl like that is above her. They have two beautiful idol right here and they are still chasing after that country bumpkin Y/N. Something must be really wrong with those two. But no worries, Chae Rin and her will make them see again.

“So I’m guessing you want that bitch away from your fiancee as much as I want her away from my Kookie am I right?” Chae Rin leans forward in her chair.

“Yes of course. Jimin just broke off our engagement because of her! There is no way in hell I’m going to let her steal Jimin from me! Jimin is mine and mine alone!” Hara shrieked, making Chae Rin laugh.

“Chill out. I know how you feel,”

“But wait. Didnt Kookie and her broke up? You are his new girlfriend now arent you? Then what is your issue ?”

“He might have broken up with her, but I can tell Kookie is still pining over her. I need to get rid of her once and for all. To get her as far away as I can from Kookie,” Hara nodded at her explanation but something is bothering her. How? How are ywo girls with a packed schedule and high profile image is going to do it?

“But how Chae Rin? Do you have a plan?” Hara is curious.

“Not yet. But I have someone who can help us,” she grins.

“Help us? Who? Should we really involve more people in this?”

“Oh dont worry. He is the one who suggested this partnership to me. And ask me to reached out for you,” Chae Rin play with her nails cockily. “And you know him quite well too,”

“Know him?” Hara looks puzzled and confused. Who would volunteerily help them? And why? “Who? Who is he? And when can I meet this person?”

“Right now,” Chae Rin lets out another evil grin and the door open once again, a man standing there, smiling.

“Hello Hara,”

“Y-you?”

/////

Jungkook pulled his hat low as he leans behind the tree. He feels like a damn stalker. Come to think of it, he is a stalker. Thats is exactly what he is doing, stalking Y/N.

After he accidentally heard Jimin’s confession to Taehyung the other day about how nothing happened between him and Y/N, so many things starts to run in his mind. He realized what a huge mistake he made for jumping to conclusion and dissing Y/N just like that. Without even hearing any explanation from her he broke up with her, living her with no money, no help and no choice, all helpless on her own to go back home all the way to Busan. He even dared to showed off Chae Rin in front of her when she is obviously just a random idol he flirted with to pissed Y/N off. The boys even told him that Y/N sold all her things in order to find enough money to go back home and it kills him inside to know how much damaged he has done to her. Jungkook should have just left her alone. Happy and peaceful back at home, away from all this drama. If he did, Jimin wouldnt see her again and would have just ask for a divorce through their lawyers and if they are really fated together, Jungkook is sure they will still meet one way or another. And even if they didnt,at least Jungkook wouldnt know what being in love with and thats better than falling in love with her and all this shit happened.

Without anyone knowing, Jungkook has been secretly buying back everything that Y/N sold. Even if she hates him for the rest of eternity, the least he can do is to return back everything she has ever own. Things that are precious to her. Jungkook knows chances to be with Y/N again is slim to never, but he can atleast try to make her happy from afar.

Jungkook sighed as he leans into the tree. He has been coming back home to Busan without anyone, especially Jimin, knowing in his free time, to spy on Y/N. He wanted so much to talk to her, but he cant. Y/N slammed the door right at his face when he tried the first time after he heard Jimin’s and Taehyung’s conversation the other day and he never tried again ever since. Instead, he follows her around like a coward all day. If Y/N really wants nothing to do with him, the least he can do is to follow her to soothe down the feeling of missing her. Atleast until he figures out his next move to win her again.

/////

Hara looks at the man, the last person she would have ever imagined to help her get rid of Y/N.

“You looked surprised Hara. Didnt expect to see me I presumed?” he chuckles and take a seat besides Chae Rin.

“Y-yeah. I didnt expect this at all…” Hara avoided his eyes and takes a deep breath before looking at him again.  "Is this real? Are you really going to help us get rid of Y/N?“

“Yes of course,” he laughs. “Why else would I be here?”

“I-I dont know. I have so many questions. I’m just confused,” she fiddled with her fingers.

“Then ask me what you want to know,”

“Why are you helping me? Helping us, I mean?” She looks at Chae Rin. “I mean… isnt Jimin and Jungkook your close friend? Your brother? If they really do love Y/N like they claimed they do,wouldnt it hurt them if you get rid of Y/N? Why would you want to get rid of Y/N then?”

The man laugh at her question, looking at her and smirks.

“I can sense that you have a lot of doubt Hara. Are you sure you are willing to see Jimin get hurt when we get rid of Y/N?”

“I-I dont want to see him hurt. I really love Jimin..” she looks down for a moment before lifting her eyes up again. “But I cant lose him. I will die if I lose him. Jimin is my life. I cant imagine my world without him,”

“Tsk, this is why love is stupid,” the man laugh. “I am never one to believe in this feeling call love. I know for sure that emotions only give us problems. But those two idiots went ahead and fall in love anyway,”

“If you are not doing it for their happiness… or for love… why are you here? Helping us?” Hara starts to doubt the whole thing even more. She really doesnt want to hurt Jimin. She really sincerely loves him. She wants to get out of this deal with the minimum amount of hurt for Jimin.

“Oh Hara. Dont get me wrong. I am not doing this for your precious love for Jimin. Or for this gold digger over here,” he points to Chae Rin who just laughs.

“Hey, Jungkook is also very hot and amazing in bed,” she laughs.

“Whateter,” the man rolls his eyes. “I’m doing this because I care. I care about both Jimin and Jungkook. You are right, they are like brothers to me and that is exactly the reason why I’m doing this,”

“What do you mean?”

“Y/N is breaking our brotherhood, the band and the bond we have apart. And I cant have that. Jimin was happy with you, and Im sure he will be happy again. And Jungkook.. well, he was fine without Y/N in his life before and he will be fine again. Afterall, Chae Rin over here can help him lick his wound,” he laughs. “So believe me Hara when I said I will help. Because I’m being honest here. Its not because of you or her, its for my own selfish reason. I want my brotherhood to be intact again,”

Hara kept quiet as she digest everything that the man just said. Everything makes more sense now. She cant believe it if he said hes helping because he wants her and Jimin to be together, but now that he admits his own selfish reason, Hara knows what he said is true. There is no reason to doubt him anymore.

“Okay. I’m in,”

“Thats good to hear,” he leans back in his chair.

“So… whats the plan? Do we already have one?”

“Well, I have one. And its a good one too,” he smirks. “And I need you two to pay Y/N a visit to deliver this little news to her,”

/////

“Jimin, if thats you, go away! I changed the locks and I told you to not come here anymore!” Y/N yells out as she makes her way to the door after the excessive knocking didnt stop for a full 15 minutes. Sighing and huffing, sure that its Jimin outside, Y/N swing open the door in exhaustion, ready to give him a piece of her mind. But to her surprise, standing in front of her are two very beautiful woman, woman she recognizes and unfortunately not from a happy occasion.

“H-Hara? A-and I’m sorry I dont know your name but you are Jungkook-ssi’s girlfriend right? We met that day at the lobby,” she gave a tiny smile and bows.

“Oh wow, so sweet and polite,” Chae Rin rolls her eyes and turn to Hara. “No wonder your fiancee is in love with her,” she smirks and pushed her way inside the house, pushing Y/N to the side along the way. Hara gave Y/N a tight smile and bows back and follows Chae Rin in. Yes, she hates Y/N for stealing Jimin from her, but theres just something in her eyes that feels wrong. Its as if Y/N is deeply hurt and in pain and is just exhausted.

Y/N follows the two who already make themselves comfortable in her small living room.

“Uh… do you want some tea? I-I can go and make some,”

“No. Its fine. Just sit,” Chae Rin points a finger to Y/N and the empty chair opposite of them, and Y/N follows nervously. What are these two doing here? Why cant anyone and anything to do with Jimin and Jungkook just leave her alone?

“I’m pretty sure you know why we are here?” Chae Rin starts off.

“N-no. Not really no. But I’m guessing its something to do with Jimin and Jungkook?”

“What a smart girl she is Hara!” Chae Rin laughs sarcastically and clapped her hands and Hara just glare at her. “Why are you glaring at me for? Shes the one who stole your fiancee!”

“Shut up!” Hara sneered.

“Anyway,” Chae Rin roll her eyes at Hara’s remark. “You are right. We are here because of Jimin and Jungkook. As you already know, this beautiful lady here is Hara, Jimin’s fiancee,” she enunciate the words fiancee, just in case Y/N didnt get it. “And I am Chae Rin, Jungkook’s girlfriend. Hopefully, soon to be fiancee and wife too,” she smiles.

Y/N swallowed the bitter taste in her mouth. Just a few weeks ago Jungkook was declaring his undying love for her and now he is going to marry this girl. Its true Jungkook hurts her, but Y/N cant deny that she still loves him. He loves him very much and Chae Rin’s remarks are hurting her so much.

“O-okay…”

“And we are here to tell you to leave our man alone,”

“Leave them alone?” Y/N’s brows furrowed. “But Hara, Chae Rin, I dont have anything going with them anymore. Nothing,” Y/N’s innocent wide eyes fuel the anger in Hara. How dare she denies it when she already heard the truth from Jimin’s own mouth!

“Oh yeah? Then why the hell did Jimin broke off our engagement after he came back from spending weeks in Busan?! And dont even lie to me. I know for a fact that hes here with you and he even told me himself the reason is because he is in love with you, you shameless bitch!” Hara growls.

“I-I,” Y/N was taken aback by Hara’s outburst. Jimin broke their engagement off? This is news to her. She didnt know. She really didnt. She also didnt want anything to do with Jimin anymore. “Hara I didnt know. And I swear I didnt ask him to break it off with you. In fact I ask him to go back to you. I dont want Jimin!”

“How about Jungkook then? You say you dont want Jimin. So you want Jungkook then?!” Chae Rin suddeny interfere before Hara can say anything.

“I- Jungkook and I-”

“So its true then. You do love Jungkook!” Y/N looks down, not being able to deny her feelings, which makes Chae Run boils in anger. She stood up and was about to walk towards Y/N to give her a tight slap across the face but Hara held her back.

“Control yourself Chae Rin! And remember what we are here for!” She pulls her hand back, making the angry woman sits down.

“Urghh fine! But this bitch has the nerve to tell me that she loves my Kookie. Mine!” She yells out, hands busy rummaging through her expensive handbag to take out an envelope. Chae Rin throws the envelope on the table.

“W-whats that?” Y/N, who is trembling in fear looks at them.

“That is the reason we are here. The only way to make sure you truly stay away from Jimin and Jungkook,” Chae Rin sneered.

“B-but I dont want Jimin nor Jungkook. Theres nothing between us. I swear. I swear!” Y/N trembles as she reached out for the envelope.

“It doesnt matter if you dont want anything to do with Jimin or Jungkook, Y/N. What matters is that the two of them wants you. And we are going to make sure there is nothing about you left for them to love anymore,” Chae Rin smirks. “Or even worse, we are going to make sure you stay so far away from them that they cant even reach you even if they want to,”

“W-why? Whats all this? I didnt do anything,” Y/N’s tears starts to flow out from her eyes as she reads the papers in the envelope. A law suit. A million dollars lawsuit.

“Its a law suit honey. For illegal distribution of information and blackmailing,” Chae Rin grins as Hara just kept quiet, guilt in her eyes. “Let me make it clear for you in case your simple country mind couldnt understand hmm?"she smiles sweetly. "This is a lawsuit that says you breached the contract you sign when you pretend to be Kookie’s girlfriend by providing information and pictures to the press that is not sanctioned by the company to make money. And this one,” she picks up another,“ is a lawsuit for blackmailing. You are apparently blackmailing the company to pay you a certain amount of money if they want you to stop providing the photos,”

“But I didnt do any of this!”

“Well, too bad. The PD receive information from someone that he trusts that you did,”

“Why? Why are you doing this to me?!”

“Well honey. You are free to get a lawyer if you say you didnt do it. And get a good one at that too hmm?” Chae Rin snickered.

“B-but I cant afford a lawyer. I dont even barely have enough money to even eat!”

“Well then I guess,enjoy prison!” Chae Rin laughs as she stands up, ready to leave, with Hara following behind. “Hey, at least you get free food in prison right?”

“No. Please dont. Dont do this!” Y/N chased after them to beg, getting hold of Hara’s hand.

“I’m sorry Y/N… but I cant lose Jimin. And I cant forgive you for stealing him from me,” Hara looks at Y/N softly with guilt in her eyes before walking away, but Y/N pull her hand again.

“Hara, listen to me! I didnt steal Jimin. If anything you are the one who steals him from me!” Y/N is desperate. She doesnt want Hara to find out this way. She can see how she truly loves Jimin but she has no choice.

“What do you mean?”

“Hara,” Y/N looks into her eyes. “Jimin is my husband. We have been married even before he debuted. Even before he met you,”

“W-what?”

/////

“What do you mean? There is no way Y/N would do that! No she would never!” Jungkook slammed his fist on the table,making the PD frowns at the maknae’s behavior.

“Jungkook…” he warns.

“I’m sorry PD-nim. But I have to agree with Kookie here. There is no way Y/N would sell information on us! Nor would he ever blackmail for money!” Jimin frowns. The two of them were called into the office one day, where the PD sits them down and tell them that the lawsuit has been filed and hopefully everything will be over. The news came as a shocked to the both of them. Lawsuit? Blackmailing? There is no way Y/N would do what he said she did. The two of them are sure of it. Also, they are in panic knowing Y/N is facing a lawsuit and is alone and helpless right now.

God damn it. She must be scared to death.

“I’m sorry guys but the evidence is there. All the information that the press received are information that only her and the seven of you would know. She also told them about you two being married Jimin,” he looks at Jimin with a glare. “Which is something we will have a talk on soon and Jimin, you better pray hard that the press will heed to our warning and not publish the story or all hell will break loose,”

“But its not possible,” Both Jimin and Jungkook said helplessly.

“Guys, I know you trust her. We did too. But you will be surprised to know what people will do for money hmm?” PD gave them a sympathetic look and stood up. “I need to go now. We will talk about this further,”

Jimin and Jungkook sits facing each other after the PD left. Yes, they are enemies, but they are facing a greater enemy right now. Trust. Did Y/N really did it?

“Its not possible Kookie. I have known her for so long. This is not Y/N!” Jimin huffed.

“I know hyung. I dont believe it too. Something is fishy. Real fishy,” Jungkook nodded.

“We need to get to the bottom of this. We need to help her Kookie. We cant leave her like that. This is our fault. We drag her into this,”

“I know and I regret ever bringing her here. I should habe just left her alone. What are we going to do hyung?” Jungkook looks at Jimin with fear and panics in his eyes.

“Are you two seriously thinking of ways to help Y/N after what she had done to you? Revealing information about you, blackmailing and putting our career and band in danger?” A voice leans against the door.

“Hyung! You already know about this?” Jungkook looks up.

“Then help us hyung. Y/N didnt so this. We know she didnt,” Jimin stood up,walking towards his hyung.

“How do you know for sure? She might really only be using you two for her own benefit!”

“No. I can swear on it!” Jimin shakes his head. “She didnt do it,”

“Hyung. You have to help us. Please!” Jungkook  begs.

“No! Im not going to let you two ruin your lives over her!” The two were surprised at their hyung’s answer.

“Hyung? What are you saying?” Jimin looks at him in the eye.

“Yeah hyung. What are you saying?” Jungkook marched forward, anger in his eyes. “Hyung, it doesnt matter if you help us or not, we will do anything and everything to get Y/N out of this mess. I love her and I wont let her suffer because of us!” Jungkook walks out but his hand gets pulled  back into the room.

“No. No motherfucking way! I didnt work this hard and do all this just so you two can ruin your life and crawl back to that bitch!”

“Hyung? Y-you did this?” Jimin’s eyes widened.

“You fucking did this?!” Jungkook screamed out. “Why would you?! We trusted you! You are our brother!”

“I’m sorry but one day you will know that this is for your own good. I dont care about Y/N, I only care about the two of you. And her being here is ruining everything. Cant you see? Her presence is only breaking you two, all of us, apart! We dont need her. You two were happy before her and we can be that again. We are Bangtan! We only need each other!”

Jungkook shakes his head and walks forward, gripping his hyung’s collar.

“I cant believe you of all people would do this! I was wrong about you, Namjoon-hyung,”

A/N: soooooo who had guessed it was Joonie raise your hands!


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1 year ago

Park Jimin Masterlist

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A Night Out Ft. Namjoon and Jungkook

Summary: The boys are celebrating being back home in a nightclub.  Namjoon is excited to see his best friend/baby girl Y/N, only for Jimin and Jungkook to get their hands on her first.

↳ A Day Out

The Roommate Ft. Jungkook & Taehyung Ch. 2 Ch. 3 Ch. 4 Ch. 5 Ch. 6 Ch.7 Ch. 7.5  Ch.8  Ch. 9 Ch. 10  Epilogue ✓

Summary: Y/n is desperate to find a place to live in her city when her best friend, Jimin, suggests she moves in with his friend Jungkook.

↳ Deleted Scenes: Ch. 9 Ch. 10

↳  Life Goes On…

A Christmas Date

Summary: Y/n has never been a fan of surprises, so when Christmas Eve comes around, she’s dreading Jimin’s surprise.

My Valentine

Summary: Y/n loves Valentine’s Day, Jimin will make it a special one.

Addicted to Your Touch Ft. Taehyung  

Summary: Y/n asks for a special Valentine’s Day. Her boyfriends, Jimin and Taehyung, make sure to deliver.

Addicted to Your Touch (Drabble)

Midnight Pack

Summary: Jimin finally finds his mate. Too bad she doesn’t want him.

Between Us Ft. Jungkook

Summary:  Jungkook gets caught being naughty at practice, which leads to Jimin joining in on the fun.

Lucky You

Summary: You spend a night in with your boyfriend. He admires the artwork he’s made on your body; you admire him.

Park Studios

Summary: Your dance instructor has the heart of everyone in his class… you included.

Secret SMAU [Ongoing]

Summary: Jimin thinks he can keep his genuine feelings for his sugar baby a secret, but his nosy friends may get him to admit them to himself… and you!

Bound

Summary: There’s nothing quite as sweet as your boyfriends bound together.

Turn to Stone

Summary: Childhood best friend turned boyfriend has only wanted one thing in his life, to be able to look you in the eyes without the risk of turning you into stone. The last (and only) time it occurred, it was nearly fatal for you but with your anniversary coming up, he’s willing to give it another go.

↳  The Enchanted Stone

Ho-Ho-Home

Summary: Golden neighbor extraordinaire, Park Jimin, is (unintentionally) stealing your spotlight this holiday season. Despite your one sided rivalry with him, all Jimin wants is for you to remember him, to remember your past and hopefully create a future with you.

Cherry

Summary: A night out with coworkers ends with you on your knees for Jimin.

↳  Melt In Your Mouth

Vibe, baby

Summary: you know we’ve got that vibe, baby

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1 year ago

Fic rec masterlist.

Fic Rec Masterlist.
Fic Rec Masterlist.

𖹭 kim namjoon .

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𖹭 kim seokjin .

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𖹭 min yoongi .

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𖹭 jung hoseok .

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𖹭 park jimin .

Fic Rec Masterlist.

𖹭 kim taehyung .

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𖹭 jeon jungkook .

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10 months ago

Saving this for later, so I can come back and read them when I want to.

Masterlist.

bts ships fic masterlist click here

Full Length Fics ( BTS x OC) 

Make it hurt. ( then Kiss it better ) ( Yoongi/Oc) Rated for language and explicit sexual content.

Status : Complete. 

 Summary : Min Jung fights her biology, her genetic make up , her body. But she can’t fight her heart. Especially when said heart keeps calling for a handsome Alpha with warm brown eyes and a breathtaking smile. 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 6 ( Cont—d)

 Chapter 7

Chapter 8 ( Final)

Sleepwalking to You, it’s out of my control. (Jhope/Oc)(Rated for language and implied sexual content)

Status : completed. 

Summary :  I love you. A little less today than yesterday. But I miss you. A little more than I did yesterday. And sometimes it’s easy to forget, that your emotions aren’t like mine. They’re constant. You hated me yesterday., You hate me today . And tomorrow , it will be just another day like this.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13 ( Final) 

Outtake

Amor Vincit Omnia ( Yoongi /Oc ) (Rated for language, violence and sexual content) 

Status : Completed. 

Summary : Arranged Marriage Gang! AU . The worst thing you can do to a guy? Marry him when he begs you not to. Worst thing you can do to yourself? Fall in love with him afterwards.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

The Perfect Husband ( Jung Kook / Oc) ( Rated 19+)

Status: In progress. 

Summary : Jung kook falls in love and has his heart broken . Countless times. Over and over again. With the same girl. “ i wish i knew, how to quit you.” 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7 

Chapter 8

Lighting and Thunder ( Seokjin/OC) (Rated R)

Status : In Progress

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3 

Under My Skin ( Namjoon/ Oc ) ( Min yoongi /Oc) (Rated 19+)

Status : In Progress.

Summary : Namjoon and yoongi are used to giving things up for their members, for the team and especially for each other. they’re best buds, moral support and brothers in every sense of the word. But when they fall for the same girl, neither is willing to give her up. 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

The unfaithful Wife ( Jimin/OC) ( Rated 19+) 

Status : In progress

Summary:  At twenty five, Jimin had married  Min Hee, the eighteen year old daughter of his father’s business partner.. He had cared for her even. But then, , she cheated on him with his business rival , bringing shame and disgrace to his family. He divorces her , forgets her almost. Until now five years later, she’s in front of him, with a son who looks just like him. He has a new life now, a new fiancee and the weight of his father’s expectations on his shoulders. He really should stay away from her. But the heart wants what the heart wants.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Something’s gotta Give ( Taehyung / Oc) (19+)

Status : In progress

 Summary : I can’t think of a summary except that Taehyung is confused with his own feelings . 

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3


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