Hi, I'm The One Who Asked About The Many Squares Synastry. I Just Left And Block Him Because I Can Feel

Hi, i'm the one who asked about the many squares synastry. I just left and block him because i can feel how turbulent this whole thing is. When he gets angry, it's so intense, at least for me. Like the moment he sense a slightest bit of rejection, or disobedience, he will get so angry and he won't be responsive unless i'm begging him for forgiveness, for hours or even days. It's like i don't mean things to be serious, but he took the whole thing as if i'm daring him. He gave me a lot of ultimatums and if i disobey (like about what i can or can't do), he told me that he don't tolerate it. It's not all bad, though, we don't talk much in this pandemic, but when we do, it's so intense. He paid attention to the details of what i said, and every time i go out, he will make sure to call me several times or even video call me. I have to show him prove that "im not lying". I think he's convinced that i won't leave because he tricked me into promising that i won't. But i just did. I think because of the squares, it is very easy for him to emotionally satiate me or damage me (moon). My venus is in aqua while his is in scorpio, btw. Despite astrology, i think he's just not a good guy. Sorry if this is so long

Oh my god

He sounds so toxic and shitty. I did get a bit worried when I read your synastry aspects. I'm really glad you left him.

You'll find someone much much better don't worry <3

hi can you tell me what solar return 5H cap venus conjunct pluto (sextile moon, mars and neptune) would indicate?

Oooh

SR Venus in 5H usually indicates a short term relationship or a fling, which isn't something cap venus would want as it looks for a solid connection. It also conjuncts pluto, so this can be an obsessive relationship. You could also starting feeling very emotional.

Venus sextile moon can indicate being at ease with your emotions and just relaxing after having some tension or a storm of emotions.

Venus sextile mars indicates a equal give & take and harmony in relationships, i think this can go for any relationship. Both this and sextile neptune is about having fun and going out with friends or just doing what makes you feel happy.

These all can also indicate that it is a great time to be practicing art. It is in capricorn so you could also want to improve your creative skills.

they are pretty good aspects for having a relationship during this year.

🚨 EMERGENCY 🚨: PLEASE HELP A YOUNG TRANS WOMAN ESCAPE FROM HER ABUSIVE FATHER

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

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I rly don't know how to put this but this your time to stop giving a damn and start focusing on yourself.

Better things are coming for sure bby. Visualize the you you want to be and set your goals straight. I have been saying what I want and deserve outloud and I have been THRIVING. Sending you all the best mf energy please invest in yourself and your wellbeing.

I love u guys bro😃

unfortunately, yes, very much

Virgo venus, is it true that you tend to overthink about your partner's feelings and end up being paranoid?

Hello.

What does it mean when someone has their Zavist in the 3H Inconjunct MC?

Asteroids usually only stand out when they conjunct/opposite planets or Asc/MC but oh well. Also check the signs. Zavist in 3H is a gossiper placement. You are probably envious of others' intellect and adaptability to situations. You might be jealous of their popularity and achievements too and might not understand understand why they have those things and you don't, perhaps that's why you end up gossiping about them. Or maybe it's the other way around. Other people could be jealous of you, since Zavist is in a social/air house.