Damn I Kinda Wished People Loved Me For Who I Am And Not For What I Can Do For Them

damn I kinda wished people loved me for who I am and not for what I can do for them

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

Serious note... Take from me... Please don't think drugs are the solution, only more serious problems will arise from using..

I want to cry for the kids, the teenagers who just started using... Why ? Who gave that shit to you? I promise you. I promise with my whole heart and soul... Your life will be ruined... You're digging your own grave.... Your life will be drastically shortened...

I know it's hypocritical, I sound idiotic saying this because I'm on here joking about drugs and laughing about this issue. I already explained why.

I just never want anyone to be in the same situations Ive been in

If I could prevent that by telling people what the fuck happened and what's going to happen to me, I hope it sticks with atleast one person. I hope someone understands my message. I really hope and pray for sober lives. Never fall into this mess. I'm so fucked up. Everything is wrong in my life. I am working on a better life, I just can't do it alone like I originally thought.

When he says he trusts me I want to cry into his arms and tell him I would do anything to make him proud of me . I will always do as told, I will do anything to prove to him I have the upmost respect for him.

I can't even voice how grateful he took me out of that wasteland fentanyl fuckhead place.

I have had nothing but high regard for this very very very respectable and compassionate person. I can not imagine treating this kind deserving person badly.

If I did anything to make him feel bad I WILL FIX IT. I CAN NOT MESS THIS UP. AN OPPORTUNITY LIKE THIS DOES NOT COME OFTEN.

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