Yeticantfeelyou - 🪽🪽🪽

I do not Condone drug use, when I post or seem to be promoting doing drugs, it is simply a joke. I must make light of this serious issue. If I can't laugh about my personal issues then it will only lead to more and more suffering. I do not want someone to think I am pushing it onto anyone. I practice this in real life. I really want everyone to live a sober life. Never. Ever. Touch. Hard. Drugs. I promise you will be so much happier.

I have friends who I won't see again until I reach Heaven. This is so personal, I just want to see them again. I'll forever think about the ones whos sober date is on their headstone. I pray for a sober life for myself, there's no excuses on why I can't do that for myself.

"mm I'm hungry!!!" *Rubs my belly* "what's on the menu for today??!!!"

Breakfast: CRACK

Lunch: CRACK

Dinner: CRACK

Midnight Snack: Cocaine.....

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.