Yeticantfeelyou - 🪽🪽🪽

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

I feel dumb and I feel my brain is fucked but I can observe myself and I am often told I am very well spoken.

So much fucked shit happened. I am smart ,I know that. But not smart enough to say No.

what do you mean you dont analyze every second of every song you listen to

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.