Yeticantfeelyou - 🪽🪽🪽

I'm not looking for anyone. For what I am looking for is within me already. I just need to find it and strengthen the skills that will help me in the future.

You can not trust anybody but yourself. You never know anybody truly. I'm hurt by others, but then I remember I trusted them too quickly, too fast.

Serious note... Take from me... Please don't think drugs are the solution, only more serious problems will arise from using..

I want to cry for the kids, the teenagers who just started using... Why ? Who gave that shit to you? I promise you. I promise with my whole heart and soul... Your life will be ruined... You're digging your own grave.... Your life will be drastically shortened...

I know it's hypocritical, I sound idiotic saying this because I'm on here joking about drugs and laughing about this issue. I already explained why.

I just never want anyone to be in the same situations Ive been in

If I could prevent that by telling people what the fuck happened and what's going to happen to me, I hope it sticks with atleast one person. I hope someone understands my message. I really hope and pray for sober lives. Never fall into this mess. I'm so fucked up. Everything is wrong in my life. I am working on a better life, I just can't do it alone like I originally thought.

"mm I'm hungry!!!" *Rubs my belly* "what's on the menu for today??!!!"

Breakfast: CRACK

Lunch: CRACK

Dinner: CRACK

Midnight Snack: Cocaine.....