Yeticantfeelyou - 🪽🪽🪽

damn I kinda wished people loved me for who I am and not for what I can do for them

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.

I feel dumb and I feel my brain is fucked but I can observe myself and I am often told I am very well spoken.

So much fucked shit happened. I am smart ,I know that. But not smart enough to say No.