My 5 Year Plan Is To Get Back My Joy

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

I feel dumb and I feel my brain is fucked but I can observe myself and I am often told I am very well spoken.

So much fucked shit happened. I am smart ,I know that. But not smart enough to say No.

It’s all good 👍 I held onto it in my heart until it became a part of me

When he says he trusts me I want to cry into his arms and tell him I would do anything to make him proud of me . I will always do as told, I will do anything to prove to him I have the upmost respect for him.

I can't even voice how grateful he took me out of that wasteland fentanyl fuckhead place.

I have had nothing but high regard for this very very very respectable and compassionate person. I can not imagine treating this kind deserving person badly.

If I did anything to make him feel bad I WILL FIX IT. I CAN NOT MESS THIS UP. AN OPPORTUNITY LIKE THIS DOES NOT COME OFTEN.

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Stupid fucking"coquette" cocaine teenage girls who romanticize drugs and make it out to look like an "aesthetic" "beautiful' "hobby" that u can just pick up off and on 😹😹😹 I am just happy that u are not in the grips of addiction . But I will say u look fucking stupid. I would never wish this horrific addiction on anybody but if u r pretending to have this on your belt then you need to look into my eyes and tell me what your reason is.

You will see the fury in my eyes.