yeticantfeelyou

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drug addicted girl who prays every night she will be saved.

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My 5 Year Plan Is To Get Back My Joy

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

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yeticantfeelyou

5 months ago

There is no competition in suffering.

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God is speaking to me i know it i am here to listen God is love

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yeticantfeelyou

5 months ago

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.

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notice how i didn't shove God and my personal beliefs into my message 😜😜😜 that's just respect of other people's mindsets the message would be completely ignored if i did so anyways life gets better u have to be there to see it

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yeticantfeelyou

5 months ago

Serious note... Take from me... Please don't think drugs are the solution, only more serious problems will arise from using..

I want to cry for the kids, the teenagers who just started using... Why ? Who gave that shit to you? I promise you. I promise with my whole heart and soul... Your life will be ruined... You're digging your own grave.... Your life will be drastically shortened...

I know it's hypocritical, I sound idiotic saying this because I'm on here joking about drugs and laughing about this issue. I already explained why.

I just never want anyone to be in the same situations Ive been in

If I could prevent that by telling people what the fuck happened and what's going to happen to me, I hope it sticks with atleast one person. I hope someone understands my message. I really hope and pray for sober lives. Never fall into this mess. I'm so fucked up. Everything is wrong in my life. I am working on a better life, I just can't do it alone like I originally thought.

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I'm miserable im comfortable in this addiction its been so long since ive been sober for more then 2 fays5 i know crack is an extreme drug to talk about but its out there its waiting to pounce on you drugs are luring good people and trapping them into an awful self destructive lifestyle idk smoke weed or whatever and do mushrooms idccc just keep in mind 🤕 be grateful for a sober life don't feel sorry for me though i got myself into thesr ways j cant blame anyone drugs will trick you into thinking you have them and they're reliable and your best friend before you know it you have nothing no home no family and no drugs to cure u up the trickster demons have u in their grasp and in a blink of an eye... youre actually dead.... no fucking joke... serious

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yeticantfeelyou

5 months ago

I feel dumb and I feel my brain is fucked but I can observe myself and I am often told I am very well spoken.

So much fucked shit happened. I am smart ,I know that. But not smart enough to say No.

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i am what i am i accept it and every thing i don't accept i am turning around to fix these issues everything will be okay

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yeticantfeelyou

5 months ago

It’s all good 👍 I held onto it in my heart until it became a part of me

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i let it get to me so deeply its engrained jnto my soul

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