My 5 Year Plan Is To Get Back My Joy

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

I'm not looking for anyone. For what I am looking for is within me already. I just need to find it and strengthen the skills that will help me in the future.

You can not trust anybody but yourself. You never know anybody truly. I'm hurt by others, but then I remember I trusted them too quickly, too fast.

It’s all good 👍 I held onto it in my heart until it became a part of me

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.