My 5 Year Plan Is To Get Back My Joy

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

Stupid fucking"coquette" cocaine teenage girls who romanticize drugs and make it out to look like an "aesthetic" "beautiful' "hobby" that u can just pick up off and on 😹😹😹 I am just happy that u are not in the grips of addiction . But I will say u look fucking stupid. I would never wish this horrific addiction on anybody but if u r pretending to have this on your belt then you need to look into my eyes and tell me what your reason is.

You will see the fury in my eyes.

There should be a lesson that is taught every day. You are important

It's goddamn difficult to be strong when the paths drugs have been leading you too only being suffering. I try. I try. I try. But with strength from within, courage, and understanding where you're going if you continue, things WILL change. you have to be the one to break free. I promise it will get better. Things will change but first step is the biggest. I am stuck in the cracked concrete (ahah see what I did there 😮‍💨😜) but with time and consideration and deep reflection on what's going on all around, i am turning things around. it's going to take some time, but within me I know I can do it. your life matters more then you think.

Fuck everything. Nothing matters.

It doesnt make a difference if you take drugs or not.

Either way you try to strong.

You want to stay strong.

But, its fucking hard to keep it that way.

There is no competition in suffering.