My 5 Year Plan Is To Get Back My Joy

my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

Stupid fucking"coquette" cocaine teenage girls who romanticize drugs and make it out to look like an "aesthetic" "beautiful' "hobby" that u can just pick up off and on 😹😹😹 I am just happy that u are not in the grips of addiction . But I will say u look fucking stupid. I would never wish this horrific addiction on anybody but if u r pretending to have this on your belt then you need to look into my eyes and tell me what your reason is.

You will see the fury in my eyes.

I can't speak . You never let me down. You made things right. You're the all knowing. You know me, inside and out.

You're the only one who's going to be there for me when I have nothing, when I have no drugs, when I'm freezing, when I'm alone. I have great peace knowing you're there.

I trust in you. My life is in your hands.

When he says he trusts me I want to cry into his arms and tell him I would do anything to make him proud of me . I will always do as told, I will do anything to prove to him I have the upmost respect for him.

I can't even voice how grateful he took me out of that wasteland fentanyl fuckhead place.

I have had nothing but high regard for this very very very respectable and compassionate person. I can not imagine treating this kind deserving person badly.

If I did anything to make him feel bad I WILL FIX IT. I CAN NOT MESS THIS UP. AN OPPORTUNITY LIKE THIS DOES NOT COME OFTEN.

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"mm I'm hungry!!!" *Rubs my belly* "what's on the menu for today??!!!"

Breakfast: CRACK

Lunch: CRACK

Dinner: CRACK

Midnight Snack: Cocaine.....