Ynda44-blog - WESTERN BLOOD CEDAR

Febuwhump 2024, Day 2: Solitary confinement

I'm doing this one with my Vampire: the Requiem OC, Damien Velasquez (maybe I'll draw him soon)

CW: uncaring god, wishes for death, mention of gagging

Damien is a shuddering wreck. I still don’t remember what I did wrong, he thinks, but it’s not a mistake that I’m here. At least, that’s what he thinks whenever he can pull himself out of that animal part of his mind. It hisses, it growls, it keens pitifully, and while Damien is more alone than he has ever been before, he is sure of its presence. The room is so dark it’s as if no light has ever touched it. Damien feels twisting, gnawing pain through his torso, and he wishes he could die. Death, pain, heartbreak- all that he had feared must come and shield him from that slowly circling dread.

It is closer now. Maybe it will put him out of his misery. 

That is a foolish hope. He is the only one there. The slop behind him molders and attracts legions of flies. He can drink from these, the way a fish gasps in anything before it. Damien gags on the struggling insects. ‘Ayúdame, Dios’, he whimpers, as if God would look at him with anything other than contempt. 

If He would look at all.

50% of you are bonkers I guess

Please. Help.

The girl I'm dating and I both think that we sleep on the left side of the bed. I'm coming to terms with the fact that she may be a psychopath and I don't know what's real anymore.

I’ve cracked

I’ve given up

I’m a wrongun

Centricide family headcanons

(I personally see the ideologies starting as real people before ascending to ideologyland by either death or brain death, where they target more people to kill and absorb into themselves, so these are the most recently deceased persons)

ANCAP

Born to hippie parents in Portland, Oregon (and yes, they do smoke weed)

His grandparents lived in a commune

iPad kid

Had a younger sister, like 8 years younger- she had undiagnosed ADHD

Their parents tried to treat it with essential oils

Homeschooled

Went his mom’s twitter one day and it changed his life

His parents thought structural inequality was made up

His name was Neroli Wolfsong and he had curly blond hair and a punchable face

ANCOM

Born in a Haitian tourist town to parents whose livelihoods would be subsequently destroyed by the island’s earthquake

Their grandmother, uncle, and first cousins all lived in the house with them

Well it was really more of a tent

Yeah they grew up very poor

Only child

They saw their cousins manipulated into drug addictions and soul-draining hard labor

The cops arrested them all for squatting several times

Their friends and them all shared a windows 2 that they would look at the internet on

As they all grew up they started learning the history behind their country’s shitty situation and systemic racial oppression

And how to make their own drugs

Also spent a lot of time on the lgbtq wiki

If there is enough people that want this to happen I may think about organizing everything and saving money to create physical copies!