Hidden Crystals (on Wattpad) Https://my.w.tt/6DpbvlxDqZ **The Cover Pic Belong To Me, My Drawing And

Hidden Crystals (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/6DpbvlxDqZ **The cover pic belong to me, my drawing and I am not letting no one use it. Most of the characters here do not belong to me, it belong to Disney, DreamWorks, Pixar, and many more that I can't remember or list (since it all movie from all over the world). The ones that DO belong to me are the OCs, don't steal, ask me for the permission to use them…

A very old best friend of mine, Nicole but I call her Nic, and I were just messing around and now we have a goal, I'm her photographer and she's my model. I took and edit a bit with these photos.

I sometimes just take them without her knowing and they turn out good!

We agreed to take some for our explorations and post some in her Instagram, _goth_.angel if you want to know and follow her, show her many love! You might see her around here now cause I want to share our stories when we explore and goof off. I can answer any questions you might have, anyway, I will be back on post the bloopers!

Merry Christmas to everyone but it seem the heavens heard me

I'm up cause I get bad nightmares so I stay up as late as my body can take but we heard the news that Thursday in California time, will be snowing again, this time, I got snow shoes and gloves as my gifts. Last time, I had riding boots and socks as my gloves...went wet pretty fast. But my sister told me that it will begin snowing around three in the morning.

The news said that last that it will snow around 8 and guess what, I wake up at 7 and everywhere was cover in snow. It's 1 in the morning and we saw snow around 12, our car is close to be cover in snow again and we have more adventures to got with my family in the afternoon in the snow...

Olive Garden cause we got great coupons for us!

Anyways, I'm surprised, I been in the desert more than 6 years and never saw snow around here. The mountains, yes, a lot, into the mountains and the freeway, some. But never in the town, and this is the second time now.

I still won't miss 2019 but damn, I am really excited for 2020, a new year for everyone but my family? A new life after the two years of death and pain, it is really..special for me, I didn't want presents for Christmas cause I only wish for a service dog, a new bigger house for a family of 7, and a drawing table to show more of exact of my mind while drawing.

But anyways, happy holidays everyone!

So last and this week have been crazy, meltdowns that affected my time on the drawings. And a personal problem that happened on Saturday that I will be quiet for a few days or more, maybe a month.

Let me explain, some people in Wattpad knows a bit that I had a problem with my armpit that hurted so bad that I stop writing and moving my arms for a few days. What I didn't continue on saying, I had these problems for more than two years. Long ago, I had this pimple-like bumps under my arms for a few weeks and I never thought about it, even if I was close off the outside and I stay in my room.

To warn you, I'm an autistic teenager who suffer depression, anxiety, diabetes, and many issues. Basically, I'm a very sick person who have many mental health problems. I like to be in my room most of the days because my anxiety keep me away from the outside world when my family goes shopping. There are some times where I am happy to go out and stretch out my legs.

Anyways, I didn't think much about the lumps, even it's weird that I stay in the room yet it came out of nowhere. It wasn't until a few days later, it open into holes, throwing pus and blood goo that dirty any towel within that day. It even stink the room from the smell but the worst was that it gave me huge pain when I move a muscle on my arms. It last a few weeks before it close up and leaves scars under my armpits but in a few days, my other armpit started to repeat that cycle of pain. When it close up, my other arm open up again, repeating all of the years. No pain killers stop the pain for a day, only hours before it sting back again. We went to emergency room more than three times, never telling me what it was and just to "air it out" but they also have me Cephalexin or Keflex pills (was the first thing they gave me when I came in the second time) but I found out that I'm "immune" to it so there was almost nothing to help me.

Until a year ago, my mom took me to my primary doctor instead and they said that I might have Hidradenitis suppurativa. When they send me to a Dermatologist, she said a few words about it and related to me so much, she only have us a pill to stop the flare up (the shocking pain in the arms and muscles). It made me sick and have extreme diarrhea for weeks so my mom decides to stop giving it to me and I got a lot better. The flares up stop for a year but just last week, it created three balls and made a huge lump and when it popped in my sleep, I just cover it with a bandage to stop the blood. When the next night came in, I was have a huge meltdown from the stress of homework I missed (that week before that, I didn't went to school cause the whole household got sick and no one could drive, I'm homeschooled) and the pain came in more extreme than before, my mom took me to the emergency room again but this time, the doctor saw me in pain and told me it was Hidradenitis suppurativa which we knew but he noticed I was really young and sick for this so he wants me to get into surgery to get rid of it which we didn't knew that can be a option until now. We change doctors because they were shit from the beginning and refused to take the hospital referral for an emergency surgery.

So just yesterday, I went to see the new doctor and he sent a note for an urgent surgery to the office, they said that they will send a call for a 24 hour warning to meet the surgeon but they don't know the date it will be for it but it will be this week.

This morning, the doctors who going to do the surgery approved me but they need the notes from the hospital emergency room and see me. So it will happened tomorrow or the next day before that. I seen video of the procedure they do and it looks like I won't able to use my arms for a while. I want this so bad, the freedom of the one thing I have. I may be suffering with others things but I want to move my arms freely to do my drawings and writing my stories. I also scared of the outcome of it after the surgery, also I don't want to wake up in the middle of it.

Thanks for reading this, if you have any questions about this, ask away!

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Crystal

a very OLD OC, here are some drawings I made!