Little Hermitcraft Ramble

little hermitcraft ramble

hi!! I kinda disappeared for a little somehow. Life happens, and hermit craft happens to be the main culprit. my friends somehow convinced me to watch a bunch of late 20 somethings to early 40 year olds play minecraft for at least an hour everyday, and it's been the best thing in my life. I personally watch Grian, Scar, Joel, and Iskall every now and again. I've been meaning to watch both doc & etho, but for whatever reason I just never got to it!! I love the silly little adventures, and the snail lore keeps me concerningly engaged.

an outsider’s perspective // unfair envy

the insufferable way, you make me feel you can’t imagine how utterly disgusting you make me look your soft, airy hair that waves like the sea, glistening like an angel’s halo it distracts me, your dark brown eyes that shine like amber under the sun’s golden light enamors him, the one I want, as he leans over your shoulder, the scent of your perfume seeping deep beneath his clothes lavender and honey, so effortlessly elegant, you are as your poisonous and sweet laugh echoes through his ears and mine, it leaves me deaf. it repeats in my mind, over and over again, like a taunt so beautiful, so perfect, like the beach on a hot summer’s day as the serene blue waves hit the sandy shore, leaving seashells in it’s way. that’s who you are. the seashells that’re bright and flawless, the ones that glitter and shine under the unfit and damaged the ones they fight over to bring home your sickening and lovely attitude, your unrelenting kindness I can’t imagine something beneath it heather, is what people like you are called perfect, blessed, above it all.

At night, the entire world enjoys and comfopeacert. Children, the elderly, and young people sleep in comfort and tranquility. Some of them wait for the evening to come to contemplate the moon and the stars that adorn the sky. As for the nights in Gaza, they are very different from the nights of the world. They sleep under bombardment and bullets, whether the bullets are from the Quadcopter plane or any other. It is one of the most dangerous planes that, as soon as they see it, everyone feels extremely afraid of it or of tank bullets. Our children wake up screaming, terrified and terrified. Everyone is on alert to escape to a place where there might be safety, but in Gaza specifically there is no safety. One of the things we all hate most is the arrival of the evening because we know very well. What happens in the evening? Every minute that passes feels like a year. The sounds of the plane that monitors every movement are very annoying.As for our skies, they are full of smoke, dust, and phosphorus, which is internationally prohibited. This is a shot I took on one of these nights so that the world can see a small part of what we suffer every day. Although all nights here are similar, we dream and wake up in the hope that this nightmare will end and that our children will enjoy safety like the rest of the children of this world. the world

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outsiders (mostly [just him] dally) brainrot

this will probably mostly be a really shitty, borderline unintelligible introspective but I need to get my thoughts out !! none of my friends are really into discussing random bs like this lol.

first and foremost, Dallas 'Dally' Winston is my favourite character, person, idol, and hero. He is my current excuse for living, breathing, and the reason I don't sleep at night. The pure charm and charisma he brings into the novel is admirable, starting from when he's introduced to the untimely occurrence of his death. Throughout the book he's shown to be the worst case of a 'hood' or 'greaser', the pure stereotype of what a greaser is or should be. From the smoked streets of New York, Dally is a cold-hearted and unlovable boy who gets what he wants and won't ever let a soul get in the way. This is especially apparent in the beginning of the book, when he continually harasses Cherry and doesn't stop until Johnny has to practically shoo him away. This categorizes him in a box; it makes the reader comfortable enough to think of Dally as an obviously bad person, and quite obviously not someone to root for. This characterization first gets challenged when Dally risks his own safety for Johnny and Ponyboy's, by giving them his gun. This selfless act is the first in many where Dallas' character really shines, and gives makes the reader view him from a different lens. The second time is when the church burns down---and he helps pull the kids down on the ground, and ultimately has to snatch both Johnny & Ponyboy from the burning, quickly eroding building. I don't think enough people realize just how brave, surprisingly uncharacteristic this would be for someone like Dallas, or, how people expect someone like Dallas to act. He's supposed to be heartless, cold as ice, tough like the hoods from New fuckin' York...So why does he go through the trouble to help those children? Why does he save Pony and Johnny when he'd could've just let them keep on burning? Because he cares. I'd go as far to say that Dallas isn't even, seriously, heartless. Dallas Winston isn't a monster. The outwardly cold and aloof attitude that Ponyboy, and presumably the entire gang sees him with could very well just be a mask to hide the burning rage, anger, sadness, and cavernous self hate he holds for himself. Does this make him a good person? No, not at all. Dallas' is still a cheater, fighter, player, and overall dumbfuck that does stupid shit for the heck of it. This aloof attitude just keeps him going, builds up barriers so high a canon couldn't get them down---but obviously, the wall starts to break and crack after Johnny is revealed to be in a terminal stage with the burns he has. In the car, when Dallas is driving Ponyboy to meet Johnny one last time---you can almost hear the pure panic and hopelessness in his voice, especially in the movie. This signifies a break in his character, a final stage where the slightest thing going wrong is gonna make Dallas go haywire. I think his character, overall morals, and personality is shown in it's true colours when Johnny finally passes away. The unwavering anguish, misery, and humiliation he probably felt would've been unimaginable. Imagine losing the one you love--had sworn to protect, to not let go of? I don't think anyone would've reacted too lightly. But, even when Dallas runs out the hospital, when he pulls a gun to the cashier's face, I still don't think he's thinking just about Johnny. A huge part of him wanting to die was about Johnny, yes, but it wasn't purely him. After he died, Dallas had no one to care about. He had no one to protect. Though I don't think Dallas' death was a purely selfish, self-absorbed act; It's important to remember that what he did wasn't just about Johnny. It was about him not being able to find a purpose, which in itself I would consider a little egotistical. I also think the way he died truly ties his character together, and evidently depicts how desperate, young, and done-with-it he was (Ponyboy also pointed this out). Dallas was ready to die, and if Dallas wanted it, he got it. He never let anything get in the way.

I love laufey !!

I've been listening to her a lot lately!! particularly, the bewitched album because I'm a itty-bitty fan that's been one for about 7 hours now. but, despite how little I've listened to her, I feel like I've fell in love!! especially when listening to 'letter to my 13 year old self'. it hits me hard in my stomach, and makes my eyes feel all tingly. it reminds me so much of myself, and gives me much hope for my future. for the last year of my life, I've been having many self-deprecating and idealistic thoughts that have hindered my ability to socialize properly--and I freeze instantly when I hear someone say anything even remotely unfavourable about me. her songs give me a little boost of confidence; and even if it's not a lot, that small bite gives me enough energy to start my homework, get my chores done, and so much more. I hope laufey attains worldwide fame, and even if she'll never see this, I want to let her know, you've helped me so much.

horimiya's so amazing

my brother was the one who introduced me to this show, and that's probably one of the best things he's ever done. the anime is animated so splendidly, it's so flowy and dynamic, while still having a chill vibe throughout the entire show. the plot in itself is so simple and heartwarming, and makes me fuzzy. the episode in which miyamura's past was presented was so saddening to me personally, but when he realised that people do in fact love and care for him, I felt that deep in my bones. I think I've struggled similar circumstances, though I've never been directly bullied. I haven't watched Horimiya: The Missing Pieces yet, but I presume it's just as well executed. I've read the manga, and it's a bit disappointing they left so many side stories out, specially the sports festival one. it was one of my favourite 'arcs' if you will, and it's such a shame it wasn't animated!! (unless it has been in the new installment, and if it has, I apologise for my ignorance.) the opening theme is so wonderful too, and it introduced me to Yoh Kamiyama, an artist I listen to often now. overall, it's such a feel-good show that makes me feel happy, and is the definition of pure love in my book. if someone somehow encounters this without ever hearing of Horimiya, or have and not watched it, please do!! unless you don't enjoy romance, or coming-age-stories of course. But, if you want to delve deeper into the world of shoujo anime or just romance in general, I think it's a great starting point!!