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beautiful girls listen to mitski,laufey, and lamp while romanticizing their life😘
Born to be a thot daughter forced to be a thought daughter 😔😔
Laufey being at a Hozier concert made my night
i’m going to give a comprehensive list of songs that hit way too hard for me or that i cry to, because im little lonely (only child syndrome) and have no one else to tell 😁.
Liability by Lorde
i so vividly remember listening to this song for the first time, and it was like someone put how i felt every single fucking day into a song. i just felt like a huge burden to everyone and everything. especially since i had to whole sad clown thing going on (being the life of the party and silly until i had to be apart from anything that happily distracted me). so many nights were spent laying on the ground and staring at the ceiling, or sobbing in a dark closet to that song. thanks lorde 😍! (/s)
Stay by Post Malone
by far one of the most embarrassing songs on this list 😭. sorry unfortunately i dabble in hating mainstream artists (particularly yt men). however, an old friend of mine showed me this song as one of her fave sad songs to cry to, and i was like thanks im stealing this for my playlist 😁. once again just a song that put my thoughts into words (omg i love art), and i really just needed someone to hug me and tell me everything would be okay. also strangely, it’s a great song for if you’ve had a rocky relationship with your mom or anyone you love so deeply you’d do anything for but shit happens and you both fumble the ball, so now everyone is pissed off. like post simultaneously asking someone to (hopefully figuratively)put their cigarette out on his face, but also stick around for him and love him and tell him everything is okay? yeah real.
I’m Not A Mountain by Sarah Kinsley
fully almost cried when i saw/heard this live, because Sarah almost cried. *defeated* yeah. just another lonely girl who can’t set a boundary to save her life so she runs from her problems and has a sharp tongue song. i’ve said things that i didn’t mean out of anger and so deeply regret because i caused a friendship to end. i have people i (sort of) want a relationship with that i can’t get back because i’ve learned too much and im living in the past in some ways (rightfully so imo) (yes im contradicting myself ik). but yeah sometimes i wish i was a mountain too.
Last Time We Never Meet Again by Sarah Kinsley
sarah kinsley you will always be famous.
but fr this song was simultaneously a swift kick to the gut, but also a breath of fresh air. i was fresh off of calling it quits with a guy (like a month lol), and i had a lot of firsts with him (first serious relationship, first music festival, first time traveling without family, etc) not s*x though someone else beat him to it lmao.) so basically i was ranting to my mom and friends about him and everything i didn’t like that he did, because everything around me reminded me of him and it PISSED ME OFF to no end. then this album (Escaper) dropped (thank god), and once again this song was just everything i felt. like i can’t stand you, i never want to see you again, but hope everything works out how you want it to (im not a monster guys cmon). he called me tho like last week to make small talk and then ask me questions about his personality and stuff. so then that re-pissed me off bc i deleted his number while i was drunk on vacation, and i don’t follow him on anything anymore like pls take a hint.
Casual by Chappell Roan
self-explanatory.
Magnolia by Laufey
let me preface this by being a butthole and let everyone know how cool i am, because i was into laufey before she was uber famous. like im talking tickets to her show were $30. anyways!
basically a girl strung me along, and then left me for a mid yt man 😁. this song was there for me when i was too embarrassed to tell my friends what happened. didn’t cry, but definitely gazed out of my window on a rainy day and listened to the song on repeat for an hour or two (yes this is a part of my villain origin story) (yes i know im a terrible villain fr, more sad and lazy than vengeful)
Baby by Brittany Howard
feeling like i wasn’t enough and didn’t measure up (especially romantically)
Sullen Girl by Fiona Apple
my mom actually played an old fiona apple cd for me while we packed up our house to move. this song really stuck with me bc that whole summer (‘22) was a blur. the second half of the song genuinely sent me into shock because it gave me war flashbacks of childhood trauma that i try to repress 😍. then my mom told me, she pictured me as the sullen girl during my lowest moments and i cried and we hugged.
Cellophane by FKA Twigs
self-explanatory. especially if you’ve seen anania’s tiktoks to this song (doing mundane tasks, deadpan thousand yard stare, and this song blaring). i feel the same way girl, me too. also that music video is literally stunning.
Prey by The Neighborhood
ahhh an old classic. honestly the whole Wiped Out! album is good to cry to but this is a personal favorite. sobbed for two hours then fell asleep because why not. i felt like a waste of space that couldn’t do anything right (i still feel like that sometimes). you are so right jesse rutherford i do feel like something is wrong (i have extreme anxiety, everything feels off and i will freak out at any moment) i feel like prey (i will be chastised and ostracized the moment i do something wrong, and everyone is watching, also i was unmedicated).
okay besties this was a really short little playlist and long thoughts i randomly wanted to get out. thanks for letting me be annoying and reading 😍 (i say to my 5 followers, 2 of which are bots)
listening to promise by laufey because sleeping for 1 week straight isn't an option
She makes me sob uncontrollably while daydreaming
I love her for it
I’m going to go get froyo now
( ･ᴗ･̥̥̥ )
She makes me sob uncontrollably while daydreaming
I love her for it
I’m going to go get froyo now
( ･ᴗ･̥̥̥ )
She makes me sob uncontrollably while daydreaming
I love her for it
I’m going to go get froyo now
( ･ᴗ･̥̥̥ )
I love laufey !!
I've been listening to her a lot lately!! particularly, the bewitched album because I'm a itty-bitty fan that's been one for about 7 hours now. but, despite how little I've listened to her, I feel like I've fell in love!! especially when listening to 'letter to my 13 year old self'. it hits me hard in my stomach, and makes my eyes feel all tingly. it reminds me so much of myself, and gives me much hope for my future. for the last year of my life, I've been having many self-deprecating and idealistic thoughts that have hindered my ability to socialize properly--and I freeze instantly when I hear someone say anything even remotely unfavourable about me. her songs give me a little boost of confidence; and even if it's not a lot, that small bite gives me enough energy to start my homework, get my chores done, and so much more. I hope laufey attains worldwide fame, and even if she'll never see this, I want to let her know, you've helped me so much.
Piano cover I literally made 20 minutes ago
𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞
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is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing what animal you are?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing what animal you spiritually identify with?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing if you are one or not?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing if it's just feels like a strong desire to not be human?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing if what i am experiencing is shifts or just me trying to unconsciously convince myself i am one?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing if you're faking or not?
is it possible to be an alterhuman without knowing ANYTHING ABOUT MYSELF AT ALL??! 😭😭
˚🖇️✩ ₊˚
(heyheyhey for my lauvers out there yk what song this is frommm 😌)
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Bored
Pairings: Sirius x Reader
Summary: Sirius Black is so full of himself and Y/N seems to be tired of it.
wc: 965
A/n : posting it at 1 am rn (a girls gotta do what she gotta do) angst?? kinda?? idk its more like arguments and all nevertheless i hope you all enjoy!! don’t be shy to leave some likes/comments/reblogs or all three idm
Why don't we
Call it for what it is?
Can't remember the last time we kissed
And it tickled my heart
I think that it's best that we spend time apart
I just yawn
Listening to you
Talk about yourself again
And again
“And then, I managed to close that major deal with the goblins,” he said with a smirk. “I don't know why everyone thought it was impossible, but I did it, of course! no one could refuse someone as charming as me.”
Sirius sat in his chair, leaning back with a pompous air surrounding him. He was recounting yet again his latest achievements to Y/N, his tone laced with arrogance as he boasted about himself again and again.
Y/N let out a yawn struggling to keep a neutral expression, her patience wearing thin with each word that came out of his mouth.
Y/N sat in silence as Sirius droned on about himself, feeling a familiar sense of boredom wash over her.
She couldn't take it any longer. "I'm bored siri," she blurted out, her voice betraying her feigned interest.
Sirius looked at her, a baffled expression on his face. "What do you mean, you're bored?" he asked, clearly annoyed that she had interrupted his monologue.
Y/N sighed. "I mean, I'm bored of this. Of always listening to you talk about yourself, and never once asking me anything about myself."
Sirius scowled, clearly offended by her remark. "Well, excuse me for trying to share my life with you," he said sarcastically.
Y/N rolled her eyes. "It's not about sharing your life, it's about listening to mine as well. This conversation is always one-sided, with you doing all the talking," she explained, her frustration growing.
Sirius huffed, clearly not used to receiving criticism. "So what exactly do you want me to say then?" he snapped back.
Y/N felt the anger bubbling up inside her. "Maybe try asking me how my day went or what I did, instead of just talking about yourself over and over again," she suggested through gritted teeth.
Sirius rolled his eyes, clearly not appreciating her feedback. "You're being ridiculous," he retorted. "I talk about my life because it's important, and you're supposed to be interested in it."
Y/N's patience had reached its limit. "And what about me? Doesn't my life matter too?" she shot back, her voice rising.
You followed me out and said, "Darling, don't leave"
Your passionate monologue woke up the street
"I'll marry you someday, you're perfect for me"
I got in my car just to drown out your plea
Y/N stood up abruptly, the sound of her chair scraping against the floor echoed through the room. She had had enough of Sirius' self-centeredness and knew that she couldn't bear to sit through another minute of his boastful chatter.
“oh come on! Y/N! Darling, you know I don't mean it that way!” He yelled/exclaimed as soon as she stood up waving an arm in the air as if to express his sorry.
“Look, I'm sorry darling, I love you, you know that right?” He voiced out his concern, outstretching his hand as if he's begging her to stay, “I’m sorry, love, please,” his voice began to shake.
She stormed out of his flat, slamming the door behind her. She couldn't believe how far their relationship had deteriorated, how he’s so self possessed. How he was so charming at first but now just the thought of him makes her depressed.
He followed her out and said, "Darling, don't leave," his passionate monologue woke up the street “I’ll marry you someday, you’re perfect for me”
She quickened her pace, feeling irritated at his attempts to win her back with empty promises and sweet nothings. She got into her car just to drown at his plea.
As Y/N sat in her car, engine running, she could make out Sirius' voice through the closed windows. He continued to speak, his words barely audible over the sound of the engine.
"Y/N, please listen to me!" he shouted, banging on the passenger window. "I know I've messed up, but please, please don't leave."
Y/N refused to look at him, keeping her gaze fixed straight ahead. She gripped the steering wheel tightly, her knuckles turning white with the force of her grip.
Sirius continued to talk, his words blurring together in a jumble of pleading and desperation. "I promise to change, Y/N. I'll listen to you more, I'll value your thoughts and feelings. Just please, don't go."
“I can’t do this anymore, Sirius” Y/N's words echoed in Sirius' ears, silencing his pleas. He stood outside the car, his shoulders slumped in defeat, as he absorbed the weight of her statement.
"You can't do this anymore? With me?" he repeated incredulously, trying to comprehend her meaning.
“yes, we’re done Sirius, I’m done”
As Y/N drove away from Sirius, her mind and heart were in turmoil. Every mile she put between them felt like a weight lifting off her shoulders, but at the same time, it felt like a dagger lodged in her heart.
Once she reached her own apartment, she parked the car and buried her head in her hands. The tears she had been holding back since the night before came streaming down her face, and she couldn't stop the sobs that racked her body.
With her forehead against the steering wheel, she let out a strangled cry, the pain and exhaustion finally taking over.
Cause I'm bored (bored)
Bored of this love, oh, I'm bored (bored)
Bored of this talk, and
Maybe you're just way too vain to be interesting
Baby, keep talkin' but nobody's listening
Don't mean to walk out the door
But, baby, I'm bored, oh
lanachella was so heavenly 😫
