zub0t - cis people want what i have
cis people want what i have

sunny. they/them. nb and queer. 28. white. adhd, madd, ocd, autism, depression, anxiety this is my art blog my main is nonbinaryspacegoo and my zombies run sideblog is enbeast

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Early Season 4 Runner Five. Specifically Pre-m22.

Early Season 4 Runner Five. Specifically Pre-m22.

early season 4 runner five. specifically pre-m22.

1. a liittle looser on the long part of the mohawk but still obsessive about the sides and beard.

2. a LOT more scars in hard-to-find places

3. feels like everything keeps pulling them back. they want to confess their feelings for sam but want to not be so unwell first because they feel theyd be an emotional burden due to their mental health issues (relevant in the next one)

4. barely sleeps, avoids people. wants help but feels like they cant ask for it since everyone has so much on their minds already. knows this isnt healthy but cant get past it.

just overall a bad time

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5 years ago
Tfw You Draw A Pretty Good Hand But You Gotta Erase It Cause You Accidentally Made The Arms Too Long

tfw you draw a pretty good hand but you gotta erase it cause you accidentally made the arms too long


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4 years ago
The Base Sketch For My Runner 5, Using My Own Body As A Reference And Without A Lot Of Details, I Started
The Base Sketch For My Runner 5, Using My Own Body As A Reference And Without A Lot Of Details, I Started
The Base Sketch For My Runner 5, Using My Own Body As A Reference And Without A Lot Of Details, I Started

the base sketch for my runner 5, using my own body as a reference and without a lot of details, i started doing a cleaner coloured version on my laptop but then ran out of steam lol

my end goal is to have a base that i can then add onto to do a reference for each season, and eventually i might even draw them wearing clothes for a change lol

a few notes on notable physical features:

* their spine has an overly pronounced curve

* they have a small pudge pouch above their ass

* plenty of fat rolls, very muscular underneath

* their left hip sits slightly higher than their right which sometimes causes a limp but usually results in an abnormal gait when walking/running

its still very rough and ill hopefully clean it up tomorrow


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5 years ago

*waves* Hello! You said the asks were still open for this so hmm. If they haven't been asked already, Major De Santa, Professor Van Ark and Owen (Runner 6)? P.S. Sorry if this is a terrible mix up - I'm trying to think outside the box and could be failing considerably there. ^^' But thank you for taking the time to read and consider doing this. ^^'

hello (: sorry it took so long to reply, ive been busy with house inspections.

fake date with van ark, not only because it saves me from necessarily getting with him but also so i can make him suffer.

you best believe that i WILL be chewing up and eating a while clove of garlic five minutes before leaving the house, and that i will violently bump the table when i get up, knocking everything on it directly onto him. the only way he gets a laugh is if he tries to make any serious conversation. HE. WILL. SUFFER.

owen for enemies to lovers because it would be easy to both bully him and take whatever he dishes out.

the major for slow burn. i feel like shes the slow burn type, especially with that thing with her near the end of season 2 i think?

thanks ffor the ask lol


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2 years ago

thanks @iseeasong who tagged me :3

Favourite colour: i like all of them but orange, pink, black, and green i guess?

currnetly reading: im listening to two separate warrior cats books, #5 twilight (from the new new prophecy, with my gf) and im also listening to a vision of shadows

coffee or tea: tea, specifically spearmint tea

last song: uuuhhhh i think its Enemy from imagine dragons

last movie: i think that would be the rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles?

currently craving: phat burger grasseater and a bubblegum thickshake from this local burger place

currently working on: a bunch of stuff lol, uuhhh a notebook of information on training service dogs, im setting up a larger mouse cage, and im prepping to set up a scorpion enclosure too

im not big on these but ill tag @gender-freak @flamekinz @return-of-miss-mgm

5 years ago
Part 3 Out Of 3 For Season 3. Spoilers For Late Season 3!

part 3 out of 3 for season 3. spoilers for late season 3!

welp heres 5 post mind control, a total wreck who is exclusively powered by the screaming rage and terror at the thought of moonchild getting what she wants.

1. growing their hair out and cutting their beard are now severe triggers for them. they obsessively trim their hair far shorter than normal but will cut you if you go anywhere near the beard. dyed their green the most eyewatering, unnatural shade of neon green they could find as an act of panicked defiance and to try and regain some autonomy.

2. insomnia took a hard turn for the worse accompanied by nightmares and panic attacks.

3. fell off a seven year self harm wagon.

4. severe mood swings. desperately wants the comfort of their loved ones but feels too guilty to seek it out


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