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a chubby sam during a heatwave before and after adding details.

i headcanon he occasionally wears skirts, but especially during very hot weather.

the hands looked fine during the sketch phase i swear

not thrilled with the face but without thinking too hard about it i wanted to do some concept art for how i picture veronica.

shed probably be around 16-17 in this design and going for more of a punk scientist look.

the idea kind of came from a concept i had that she had a Favourite Shirt from the Museum of Natural History that eventually got too small for her so someone (i think probably maxine and/or paula, but maybe nadia) helped her cut up the shirt and sew the design onto the back of a denim jacket which then became the new staple for her.

i headcanon her with a lot of autistic traits that ive enjoyed projecting onto her.

design notes from top to bottom:

1. im looking at a lot of different hairstyles that generally focus on keeping it up and out of the way, in this sketch i went with fairly simple braids that are tied back into a ponytail

2. she has a stim necklace with several different beads on it

3. usually has the collar popped on her jacket

4. a few pins on the front of her jacket (maybe some pride pins?) plus some extra pockets.

5. always carries pens and a notebook

6. has her dad's old watch and belt which were among his personal belongings left behind

7. cargo pants for maximum storage

8. steel capped boots

watching adventure time reviews/theory vids and doodling. dont really like how these look but im trying to draw and post more.

a lil bit of 5am and my runner 5.

me and @high5runner5 's runner 5s that i posted on discord but forgot to post here

aka thr mask&scar squad

it occurs to me that i have more sketches of my 5 than i have posted, so heres a few good ones

i have a naked pic i drew of them earlier that im debating posting (if/when i do nudity, etc. is tagged with 'filter dodger' so block that if you dont want to see any of that)

that first one makes them look way slimmer than they are, they are FAT

*waves* I think Tumblr will show you my name once I send this but I hope you don't mind a random ask from me. I saw in your blog that you were recently struggling & wanted to send a kind message your way. Hope that's not overstepping boundaries ^^' but I'm sorry to hear that things have been rough. December seems to bring out a lot of stress/struggles for me as well. So I know I don't understand everything you're going through, but please know you're not alone & I hope kinder days find you soon.

aw thanks dude, I get pretty bad seasonal depression, but this year's been pretty decent

thanks for the message, it means a lot (:

@another-runner-5 here's your secret santa gift, I hope you like it. I did an initial piece then decided to do a second one, so yeah

my and @n-dayqulin's runner 5s (mine has scars on their face and throat and can't speak)

no, actually I'm nonbinary, I'm not male or female

The eternal question, how much of a fuss do you want to kick up over being misgendered by relatives you don’t see very often?

I went to my grandpa’s birthday a while back and… Yeeaaahh…

I didn’t want to make a big deal about it, but it did really bother me.

@lemonheadandlollipup a green gal and a perky blonde girl who are girlfrieds? i was actually halfway through sketching this out when i realised “cat woman” and added lemonhead they’re at a con together

Witchsona, Sam, I actually love this one and am super proud. They are NB and would rather be at home naked. They'll often swear they'll get top surgery, but 1. They can't really be arsed especially since they're not sure and 2. WITH WHAT MONEY? On T for long enough to get scruffy facial hair. Their magic practice is just a half-arsed, highly personal mosh-mash of whatever, with influences from reiki, tarot reading, rock-and-metal-based magics, technomancy, and green magic. Big on healing, banishing, practical advice/magic, and can sometimes bring insects back to life.

Hoo boy and here i thought I was over my 'bad time' episodes. But it's four am and I want to rip my face off, eat a bunch of garbage, throw up, rip my eyes out, and just generally destroy myself all over again I feel like I'm going to fall off the self-harm wagon, but I think I'm starting to calm. Writing helps. It always gets worse around November/December and I hate it. Why am I like this what is wrong with you

I really relate to Frisk and Chara from Undertale, so I drew myself, I know it kinda sucks but I’m happy(ish) with it.

Reblogs > Likes

Yes I know it sucks but it took me like five hours so please be kind.

I really like Eddsworld, and I just think the whole eyeless thing is really neat, so I drew this.

My persona is actually this weird goo that can shapeshift kinda but has to melt the body part/s in question before shaping them.

this sucks and i’m sorry but i worked really hard on it and i’m actually kind of proud because i have a hard time with this sort of thing

Just some shitty doodles of myself.

I’ve taken to drawing myself with facial hair to help with the dysphoria.

The eternal question, how much of a fuss do you want to kick up over being misgendered by relatives you don’t see very often?

I went to my grandpa’s birthday a while back and... Yeeaaahh...

I didn’t want to make a big deal about it, but it did really bother me.

A sketch of an alternate version of me where I was assigned male at birth.

I’m still NB and still an exhausted weirdo, but I kept my hair long instead of cutting it.

Looks kinda shitty but oh well.

I sometimes like to imagine what I would look like if I’d been assigned male at birth, and this is an idea, I guess.

I don’t know how my brain would have developed, but I assume I’d still be non-binary, and yeah.

I got inspired to draw the future version my human persona.

It’s mostly just for funsies, but yeah.

I really like Skeletons.

This one is wearing a cute dress under their armour.

They are a guard but is generally pretty friendly, TBH they just want to be helpful.

They have pretty bad issues with memory and headaches (probably because of tHE GIANT HOLE IN THEIR SKULL)

I’ve been working on drawing more poses, this one’s pretty ok.

I’m actually pretty OK with this sketch.

An OC I’m making.

They were a horrifying lab experiment gone wrong.

They make scary noises and can only drag themselves across the ground by their front paws.

They are very frienly and like to cuddle and lick people’s faces (a horrifying process)

Some Undertale OC ideas.

The skeleton was pretty much adopted by a family of dogs, including their “brother” who is a terrier who is also a knight.

Still a WIP.