2023 Recap - Tumblr Posts
for anyone wondering, my 2023 sucked.
my best friend of twelve years got a bf.
i met a guy.
i liked the guy.
the guy liked me.
my best friend of twelve years left me.
my dog died.
the guy ghosted me.
the guy got a gf
BUT my sister got MARRIED! that was pretty much the highlight of the year
Discovering the Osemanverse is one of the best things that has ever happened to me
2023 recap
Jan- forgot
Feb- forgot
Mar- forgot
Apr- forgot
May- forgot
Jun- forgot
Jul- forgot
Aug- Discovered Heartstopper
Sep- Heartstopper
Oct- Heartstopper
Nov- Heartstopper
Dec- you'll never guess it's Heartstopper
2023 RECAP
January: happyyy
February: stressed
March : fine cool
April : arrival of summertime sadness
May , June, July : Melancholia adverse distorted
August : adversity loneliness sideline insane
September: fav month
October : cried darkcircles cried more
November: arrival of snowman phase, sane in line
December: hehehehehehe happyy happyy happyyy
There's this narrative about people that I have in my head every now & then that revovles around me. Never too fond of people and always considered myself as a walking misanthrope yet sometimes I happen to reconsider my assumptions in my head again.
but how much I hate when some seemingly nice people come along my way and I happen to think the other way for a split second. Maybe it's the way people treat me. I always considered connections to be something we bond over years but how can someone justify the people I met a year ago to be hospitable enough to look after me every day. It's the series of services in the name of friendship like making peanut jelly sandwiches or oiling your hair selflessly. Giving out flowers to make your day happy. Dressing you up before them to look the prettiest.There's no maybe's, it's the act of services they assure you.
how can I forget the capable emotional support friends. Like just a call and they be coming over just to spend the rest of the evening with you. Also, randomly hugging you whenever things turn the other way. Bringing you, your favorite food. If I sit and thing about all those series of services, it might take the whole day. But for the better, I feel grateful for having those people around me.