And I Didn't Let Go. I Couldn't - Tumblr Posts

listen this is not a joke it Literally hurts my body. how is that even possible whatvthe fucl went to the movies with my friends and one of them held my hand at some point people describe feeling butterflies on their stomachs when they're in love but this Ain't It it was more like having boiling water tunning inside my veins and i didn't let go. i couldn't i had to numb myself and go along even if it felt like hell and it was fucking Nothing. it was hand-holding for heaven's sake who in hell would think it could make anyone go through actual pain? i sure as shit wouldn't and i love holding hands. i would hold my friend's hands all the time if i could but just the mere implication of any romantic feelings directed towards me? it sent my brain into overdrive next time just punch me in the throat or something jeez haha anyways kin blog. this is a kin blog. *Not kin related my post aromantic aromanticism aroallo alloaro non sam aro arospec romance repulsed