And I Feel Nothing But Its Ache Stinch And Fester Metastasizing For You - Tumblr Posts
9 months ago
I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.
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reminiscing is problematic and useless
the thought of what was leaves me with nothing
just a gaping emptiness
almost like a sinking bloat in my torso
you've ignited my soul like a star and now my body and mind is a black hole
i am left to absorb and consume all things nostalgic of you
and just like that
youre everywhere and nowhere
all at once
what hope if any is salvageable in an existence such as this
keep your stock imaged answers
they wont fit my personas
nothing seems to
except you
that is
atleast
at one point
this time i fear has long since passed
a fear i've held deep in my heart from the day i met you
a love left to rot
and so
as the only one still carrying this burden labled love by me alone
the rot consumes
and i feel nothing but its ache stinch and fester metastasizing for you
like a zombies intimate yet carnal cravings for brains
i simply
and utterly
crave to devour you
in every way possible