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M3 Playing Minecraft

idk if anyone else has done this yet but I was just playing Minecraft so you all get to suffer, GN reader, also yes you're dating someone because Minecraft is better with a Player 2

☠️Felix Escellun☠️

Months after the main story has ended and the LOS is gone and you've decided you want to stay in Astraea, Felix is committed to helping you find a way to reconnect with Earth. Through a mix of experimenting, nearly dying multiple times, and a pinch of fairy dust, you manage to open a wifi connection to Earth! It's probably through a tiny portal that you have to put in a weird mechanism to keep it going without making Felix pass out, but you spend the next five days on your bed scrolling through everything you've missed

One night you're tired of looking at social media and decide to relax with some Minecraft. You boot it up on your phone and Felix watches out the corner of his eye while reading as you tilt your phone screen. He asks what you're doing and you say you're playing a game, and that he's welcome to watch

At first he declines the invitation, a faint blush on his cheeks, but he can't help but be drawn to it as you hop around, make a house, mine some stone. Of course he's not that subtle about it and you quickly teach him how to play, save your world, open a new one, and hand your phone to him. Once again he declines, but with your slightest push he'll take the phone and start tapping away. Next thing you know, he's hooked and you're not getting it back

Or it's a Modern!AU and you bought it for him for Christmas lol

I feel like, he'd really...like the Nether. Idk why, maybe it's because it's a form of Hell or something like that, or if he just likes Pigstep

He's complaining about villagers and their prices. He keeps asking you if there's a way to negotiate and you keep telling him there isn't. You hear him mumbling to himself about how "these people don't know the real worth of emeralds..."

You know, he'd probably like the mansions in the dark forests. Says it reminds him of Blackthorn, without all the familial trauma

He doesn't wanna work to make a house so he just finds a village or mansion and takes it over lol

I think he prefers creative mode. He wants to get whatever he wants without having to do all the hard work. Plus flying is fun

He'd also LOVE the new cave systems. He could explore a cave system for hours on end. He just sets it to creative, chugs a shit ton of night vision potions, and he's off. You don't see him again for many Minecraft days

He's going through to The End but not to fight the Ender Dragon. He'll do it, but only because that'll get him to the End Cities. He eats that up like groceries

He's also summoning the Wither. You can't stop him

He screams at creepers suddenly appearing at your door. It's hilarious to everyone but him

Please hold him while he plays. Snuggle with him, kiss the top of his head when he kills a monster. His cheeks flush and he makes that adorable little squeak

He'll get you a bunch of the black flowers you get from the Wither (I think?) and puts them in clay pots all around your shared home. He'll also want your help in fighting the monsters in the mansion so you two can take it for yourself and make it your own

⚔️Anisa Anka⚔️

If you're not doing a Modern!AU let's just assume Felix makes a portal and you get to take the mechanism home with you and you live in connected bliss with your SO

You somehow manage to find a space to put the mechanism in the corner of your shared room and definitely take advantage of your new connection with Earth

Anisa of course wants to know about all your cool Earth things. What a Twitter? How do they put birds into your shiny screen thing--oh right it's called a phone. Why do you want to craft mines? How would you even manage to do that?

She all but jumps for joy when you offer to teach her how to play. She wants to know how everything works now, but you encourage her to just keep to the basics and learn everything as she goes

You see her pupils dilate the first time she sees/hears a sheep. She asks if all Earth sheep have their eyes like that. She's a little sad when you say not exactly cuz she thinks they're adorable

She defends villages against raids. It takes some getting used to but she knows her way around a sword

Caves? Caves. They all love caves I'm just gonna say that cuz the caves are dope as hell

Definitely loves to adventure! She creates maps and hangs them up in her Minecraft house, trying to map out the infinite world

Speaking of house, she'd probably just stick to wood and stone. Nothing super fancy, just something to get the job done. She unfortunately doesn't have the time to play Minecraft all day

She makes a jukebox and runs into the jungle to find a bird and vibe with it. It helps calm her down

She tames a cat (after like an hour cuz they're slippery) and names it after you

She also decorates your shared house in all your favorite things. Favorite flowers, favorite paintings, favorite carpet

Please I love her, my wifey

🐱Sage Lesath🐱

Like Felix, he denies being interested in the game, but you know he is. Really he thinks he's being subtle but you can see him staring

He won't admit it but he's jealous that you're paying more attention to your phone thingamajig than him. He headbutts your shoulder until you pet him

His chin resting on your shoulder, he watches you play for a while. He'll tap the screen to mess with you but stop if you tell him to. He also asks what you're doing a lot, like what is that animal and why do the swords look like that and hey that enchanted sword is Zenith, but wouldn't you rather have a different sword in your hands? ;)

Eventually you just ask him if he wants to play. He laughs it off at first, but when he sees you're actually being serious he quiets down. He asks if you're sure, he doesn't wanna mess up your world or your phone

Please pat his head and tell him it's alright

He plays on your world for a while to get used to it, then he makes his own world

He likes climbing the mountains, trying to find his own way up without adding any blocks. He likes the challenge

I think he'd also like flying. Once he gets the elytra he'd climb the mountains to fly around as well. Crash lands in so many trees

Dirt tower to find out where the hell he is cuz he refuses to use a map

He also just puts a crafting table, furnace, chest, and bed in a cave close to the ground and calls it home. He's not creative enough to make a nice house

That being said he'll immediately move into your house if you make one in the same world. Kitty cat wants to be close to you

He'd be the miner supreme. Great at not dying by fall damage, stockpiles ores like no other, ten iron and diamond pickaxes in his inventory for every case. He'll spend hours in the caves and in the deep dark (if it's out yet idk I haven't found it)

You tame cat after cat in order to find a white one and name it Sage. You swear you see a little tear in your boyfriend's eyes

He used to just wanna destroy everything like a griefer (haha get it cuz he used to be a Griefer hahahahahahahahahaha) but now he wants to explore the infinite world with you. Find temples and monuments, harvest amethyst, get lost in mineshafts. Anything, as long as it's with you

Excuse me I want to make a request of Félix, anisa, sage and lucan with a mc who is a single mother / father, who at some point introduces his son / daughter, who was the result of a previous relationship (probably toxic), I hope it is not a bother for you.

It's not a bother at all! Don't worry about it, I love taking requests, please don't be shy about asking. Also sorry for taking a while I apparently drank a whole gallon of Motivation For The Wrong Thing Juice and couldn't get myself to do anything else.

GN Reader, GN child as well to cover all the bases, I won't go into what the previous relationship entailed and just let that be up to everyone's imagination

☠️Felix Iskander Escellun☠️

You two have been dating for a while, let's say a few months, and it's going well. You've really grown closer to each other with all the shit that goes on with him, through family trauma, through his magical practices, through dealing with Stella

But there's still one thing that you have to do

Felix probably knows about your child from you talking about it, but he's never actually met them. To be honest, he's a little nervous to. He knows he's not the best role model, and he's afraid that he wouldn't know how to interact with them and make them hate him

You two realize that you can't leave that third party out for much longer, so you plan a visit. You bring your child out to Fathom, where Felix resides, for lunch. You brought all the ingredients to make a meal that all three of you will like cuz Felix likely has a bare fridge, or a fridge with the weirdest combination of foods

Oh he's so nervous.......please put a hand on his shoulder and kiss his cheek and tell him it's alright. Physically shake the anxiety out if you have to

If your kid is an infant/toddler, Felix would be even more nervous. He doesn't know what to do with a baby! How do you hold it? And what if the child hates him? And they're so messy, oh my gods--

But like....the image of him with a baby sleeping on his chest while he takes a nap.........baby clutching his shirt or their blankie.............somft.................

If your kid's like 5-11, he's a little less nervous. They're a little easier to talk to and he always encourages the questions they ask

They ask why bones are white or something like this and you find Felix and your child three hours later going down a rabbit hole and somehow ending up at the acidity of different types of dirt. You didn't even know there were different types of dirt

If your kid is a preteen/teenager, he completely understands the awkwardness that comes with just being at that age, and however they might feel about him. He won't pressure them to interact with him, but if they ever want to, he's always free to talk

It's not easy to leave a toxic relationship, and it's not always easy to go on with life afterwards. Having a kid that can remind you of that time, those times of tension and anger and sadness, can't help either. You love your kid so deeply, of course, but Felix is always there if you need to vent

He also offers to hex your previous partner. Make them feel all that they did to you, all at once, never to end :)

He will never ever make you feel bad for having a child from a previous relationship. He's been in relationships before, and even though he hasn't had any children from it, he will never blame you or be mad at you

He loves you, and if he's welcome, he will love your child like his own

⚔️Anisa Anka⚔️

Anisa's had a long day of being a kickass knight and protecting every corner of Porrima. On her way back to her apartment, she decides to grab a little treat for the two of you. You're gonna go on a date later today and she loves surprising you with little gifts :3

The box of sweets under her arm, she pulls out her keys and is about to put it in the keyhole when she hears your voice from inside

She frowns a little. She wasn't expecting you. Not that you're not welcome, you definitely are! She just didn't think you'd be here so early. Hearing your voice, she figures the door is still unlocked and opens it

You're there, trying to organize one of the many piles laying on the floor (this one looks to be clothes--the problem is she doesn't know whether they're clean or dirty), and there's...a child. On her bed.

Lovely.

You're frantically apologizing for barging in unannounced, your sink suddenly wouldn't stop and it flooded your kitchen and you had to leave the house with your kid today so the kitchen could be fixed and you didn't know where else to go and you're so sorry, and she can barely hear you over her mind analyzing the child

She can immediately tell it's yours from their facial features--you two have the same chin and eyes--and if you look closely you can see her hair poof just a little bit. It's like a mini you, on her bed! She doesn't exactly know what feeling she's having, but it's some form of happy? She thinks?

She tells you not to worry about it at all, you two are always welcome here. Really she should be the one apologizing for not cleaning up

She'd do well with all ages of kids! She likes kids and if she could, she'd want to have one with you :3

Here sign this petition to let Anisa hold a baby she will cry I will cry we will all cry

Babies and toddlers she will coo at and play all the silly little games with them and listen to them babble nonsense and carry a whole conversation with them. It's important for their development!

In-the-middle kids are taught how to spar with a little wooden sword. She uses a training sword from the Sunstone Order and spars with them. Obviously she lets them win a lot to hear them celebrate. They do it just like you

Teenagers are taken around Porrima! They complain a little bit about how they've lived here their whole life and they know where everything is, but all that stops when Anisa takes them to her favorite hole-in-the-wall restaurant and gives them some food they've never had before

If the child knows that their other parent is bad and is like "my (other parent) is evil and I hate that I'm related to them"......oh boy does that hit her hard. She completely sympathizes with that, and she sits them down and tells them what her partner told her when she was struggling: who your parents are does not define who you are. Only you do. Whose blood you have in your body doesn't mean shit

She will protect you and your kid if the partner tries to come near. She is your knight, and it is her job to protect everyone

🍻Sage Lesath🍻

Sage has never really considered himself a family man. He sleeps around a lot, leaving the bed during the first rays of dawn, not looking back at his source of warmth for the night. Of course, all that changed when he met you. Now, sometimes, he wants to imagine a life with the two of you growing old together, travelling the world, hand in hand for the rest of your lives

Even so, he's not so sure how he feels about kids. He wouldn't mind them if you really wanted one, but I don't think he thinks of himself as a good dad. He did his best with Tulsi, but that was a whole different scenario. Being a dad in a normal house, a normal living situation...would he even be able to do that?

He's never met your kid before, but you talk about them a lot. You update him on how they're doing at school, what's going on with them and their friends. He never asks to see them though, he doesn't wanna put that type of pressure on you

So when you show up to whatever tavern he's staying the night at now with a kid next to you without telling him in advance, he's a little surprised

You apologize for bringing them out of the blue, the person who was gonna watch over them had to cancel at the last minute and you didn't have time to buy ingredients for dinner and hey, this place has halfway decent food, so you brought them here

It might be a little awkward for Sage because he didn't have time to prepare himself, but he'll be better the rest of the times he sees the kid

Despite what it may seem like, I think he's pretty good with babies and toddlers. He lets them play with his hair and ears and tail, he's patient enough but he will make them stop if it gets too much. Kitty's ears are sensitive

Kids are drawn to him like mosquitoes to light. This is canon and no one can convince me otherwise

Anyways yeah he's the best with little kids. He likes playing games with them and running around with them and helping them climb trees and helping them down when they get stuck. He's especially great with the Ilephta kids who also have zoomies

He sees angsty sad teenagers like little siblings, which we'll say your child is because who wasn't at that stage in life? He'll sit them down and give them all the advice he has in life, which is mainly which bars have the best drinks for cheapest and what stores have the lightest security

You love him you swear but please stop telling your child how to rob a store--

He sees no reason not to see your child as his own. He doesn't equate blood to relationships, he has Tulsi as a prime example, and as long as he cares for the child, that's all that matters

If your previous partner comes anywhere close to you, he will be [] close to breaking their jaw. Don't mess with him :3 he's a trained mercenary :3 he will bite their head off :3

🐯Lucan de Bhaldraithe🐯

It took you a while to trust Lucan. His height and muscles and general toughness make him seem mean and quick to punch, and it took quite a few interactions with him to see through that. Now you know him as he actually is: a puppy in the body of a buff ass Ilephta who loves animals and making his friends smile

He opened his arms and his heart and his home to you when you knew you were having a rough time and...gods, you love this man so much

The home thing didn't come till a few months into the two of you dating. You mentioned something about you not feeling the safest at your current living place; the lock doesn't work properly and there's been a spike in crime in the area, and he immediately offers for you and your child to live with him. He has an extra room for your child to stay in, and he's been getting a little lonely when you're not there :(

You tell him you couldn't bother him like that, but he insists on it. He confesses to you that he really wanted to meet your child for a while, but didn't want to push both of you if you were uncomfortable with it. He really does take great consideration about both of you feeling comfortable around him

How could you say no to him?

The next week he helps you and your child move into his home, and you can begin life as a somewhat normal family

I've said it before (yes I'm plugging in my own shit shut up) that Lucan would be good with babies. Sign this other petition to let Lucan hold a baby. Listen to him sing them to sleep in the middle of the night when he's about to fall asleep himself cuz his singing voice is that effective. Watch him take a nap in a rocking chair with the baby in his arms. Watch me cry at the cuteness

Ooooooooooh he loves little kids. He thinks they're so fun and they think he's so fun and your child would love him. He runs them ragged, teaches them important survival skills that Elowen taught him when he was that age, encourages their natural curiosity and their handfuls of random questions. Like Felix he would want to actually know the answer but I don't think he knows how to properly research lol

Also, like Sage, he sees your preteen or teen child as a little sibling. It's a little weird for him cuz he was always the little sibling and now he's like the middle and he's not entirely sure what to do. He gives them advice (better advice than Sage's) and helps them on their adult journey. Even though he doesn't have long before they're out on their own, he wants to help them grow into a great person, however he can

He asks Elowen if this is what it was like taking care of him and she says "no you were worse" he was a stinky baby lol

His big arms allow for big hugs, and he makes you feel so safe when you wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares about.....them.......he helps ground you, helps you remember that you're safe and free from them

You know he can be terrifying even when he doesn't wanna be, so you know he's extra terrifying when he spots someone trying to come near you with anything within eleven degrees of maliciousness. You have to physically jump on his back and cover his eyes when it's not the right person to get him to stop

He already let you get hurt once, he's not letting it happen again

M3 With A MC Who Likes To Sew

I had to fix a pair of my pants cuz the inner thigh split open (rip my one pair of black jeans cuz it turned into a crotch blowout and I didn't have any material to fix it) and...inspiration! That's how I get most of my inspiration lol

GN Reader, I miss them so much I want them back, this is really just coming from my own experience with sewing so don't expect fancy terms or anything, vague mentions of body fluids from the nasty in Sage's section but nothing explicit

☠️Felix Iskander Escellun ☠️

As we all know full and well, Felix does some...questionable things in his free time. Experimenting with raising the dead, experimenting with magic, experimenting

You walk into his workroom to hang out with him right as he drops a pinch of thistleweed into a classic cauldron bubbling up with some strange white liquid. Apparently that was the wrong ingredient, cuz it blows up in his face

He isn't hurt or anything as he wipes the liquid off his face, but his clothes...yeah it looks like whatever he was making likes to eat clothes cuz it's eating it up like it's a last meal (which it is lol)

He yelps and smacks the liquid off him and into the cauldron, pouting at the ruined state of his shirt. He says something about him liking this shirt, and you decide to show off a little of your secret skills

You tell him to take his shirt off. He blushes and sputters in surprise, but he does as he's told. You take the shirt, say you'll be right back, and head off to the market to get some supplies

He's even more confused lol but he trusts you. Now he has to get a clean shirt...

You most likely found a sewing machine in some dusty room in Fathom or Blackthorn. It's definitely different than what you're used to, but you gotta work with what you have

With your materials and machine by your side, you're ready to conquer Felix's weird ass shirts!

You fix the edges of the sleeves and add a little collar thing, fix the threading and do a few small personal touches, patch up the bigger holes, and it's all fixed!

You show him the fixed shirt and he's genuinely astonished. I don't think he really understood sewing (*cough* rich kid *COUGH*) and all that so to see his partner do that is amazing

He shows it off to Sage and Anisa the next time he sees them. Anisa thinks it's super sweet, and Sage just makes fun of him for messing up another potion

He......he wants to watch you. He wants to see how you do all the cool things and how you make a bunch of small weird things into one big cool thing

He is your helper extraordinaire! And by that I mean he's your mannequin and he can hold stuff for you

You make so many pretty outfits for him :3 pretty goth boy :3

He asks you to add little personal touches to all his clothing so he can remember you when you're away 😭

Please I just--I love him I love them all

⚔️Anisa Anka⚔️

Being a knight of her rank pays well, not only in fame and respect, but living the way she does can get...expensive. You'd be surprised at how many times she's had to call pest control or mold remover people after she manages to have the apartment clean for five minutes and discovers something

Because of all that stuff, and rent, and water, and food, and because clothes on their own are so damn expensive, she isn't often left with much money to splurge on herself

You catch her frowning slightly at her drawer as she gets ready for work in the first rays of dawn (why are you up as well? Who knows that's up to you), pulling out the same skirt and leggings she wears all the time. They don't look super dirty, knights still have to keep their looks up, but you know they've been worn for years and she could use something new

That's when an idea springs in your head

You kiss your girlfriend goodbye, make sure she has everything she needs, then wait a good thirty minutes or so to make sure she's gone before heading to the market

You remember seeing her eyeing a poofy purple skirt in the window of a shop the other day and run there first, hoping that they still have it. Whoever the deity of luck is seems to favor you today, cuz you've just got the last one in stock!

While it certainly is pretty and definitely her style, you still wanna add a few things to make it really her own. You grab some extra needles and thread, just in case, and head back home to get to work

For this one we're gonna say you specialize in embroidery instead of just general sewing cuz that shit's hard and I applaud anyone who does it

You take the blood-drinker lily (or whatever the hell the name of that flower was) in the vase by the door, her favorite and the only one she's managed to keep alive, as reference and start to make it a trim on the bottom. I don't think birds have ever been mentioned around her, so you just do a basic bird line above, most flying, some stopping to rest on the flower. All of this is in gold cuz I think purple and gold go really well together

You also take some blue thread and put little fireflies on them, to remember that night on the dock :3

By some amount of luck or because you're that awesome, you finish it with plenty of time to spare. You fold it lovingly on top of the dresser and wait for her to come home

She comes home and you worry that she doesn't even notice it, but she definitely does. You can see her pupils dilate as she takes in the wonderful work you did, and she turns around and asks what this is, and you grin and say it's a gift for her

She's full of so much love all of a sudden and she doesn't know how to get it all out except by hugging you and you love her but she needs to let go a little you can't breathe Annie please--

She 100% supports you and your hobby! She'll give you old clothes that she doesn't wear anymore and watch with excitement as you make it into something amazing

She knows how to do basic handsewing stuff, like to fix a hole, but she can't fathom how to do gorgeous embroidery like you do

.....................she asks if you can put more ruffles in her skirts...................... don't make fun of her she's shy about it

She will wear it as long as she can before it gets dirty and smelly but be afraid to wash it because she doesn't wanna ruin the designs. You have to tell her it's fine, and then you have to do it once to prove a point, and then you have to watch her do it to make sure she doesn't do it wrong

If you haven't already made her your cat wifey then I'm stealing her, she's my cat wifey now

🐱Sage Lesath 🐱

His trusty red duster coat has definitely seen better days. It's seen the dingiest taverns, the grossest of alleyways, it might have even seen some nasty body fluids

Okay it definitely has quite a few times

Regardless, it's not in the best condition. I don't think Sage takes any great care in doing laundry, it's just water and soap and you're all good in his book

And lately, it's just been getting worse. You have to put your foot down at some point and tell him he needs something new. But it clearly has some significant meaning to him, so you decide that you can make him a new one

It isn't a surprise to him that you can sew, you've fixed both of your clothes before, so you run your plan by him. He clearly isn't the most happy, but he agrees

He fidgets a lot when he's getting measured and fitted. His tail keeps tapping against your hand and you threaten to poke it with the pin in your fingers. And then you accidentally poking and you're both yelling, Sage in pain (cuz he can be a little crybaby around you to be dramatic I'm just gonna say that now) and you telling him to stand still dammit!

The more he watches you work and the more he sees it come together, the more excited he gets to have a new jacket. He asks you to teach him how to sew better when you're done

No it's not because he wants to put dicks on Felix's clothes why would you ever think of that???

As you're putting the finishing touches on, you put your own little personal touch on the inside near the collar. Maybe it's your initials, maybe it's just a little star, whatever you want to remind him of you

He has you wear it around for a while first to put your scent on it, then he's all over it. He still keeps the old one for old time's sake, but he definitely loves the new one

I think he'd want to actually learn how to sew tho, not just to mess with Felix. He's great at things that require his hands (get your head outta the gutter) and while he doesn't have the patience to make any big projects, he'll do some small ones with you. And he likes the satisfaction of fixing something yourself

Even if he didn't want to, he'd still learn to do it, so long as it's with you

He so...............perfect..........*cries*

Hello! I really want to make a last legacy request, my LL OC is chubby/fat but I'm not real good to explain how the m4 would react to MC being self conscious/uncomfortable in their body.

(ignore the fact that I've had this in my inbox since literally Christmas--)

(by god I will pull myself out of my writing burnout if it's the last thing I ever do--)

Don't you worry my sweet anon, I got you covered

Content Warning: Mentions of negative body image, no specifics on what their body actually looks like

GN Reader, oof this may be really out of character but we're gonna do it anyways, some hurt and lot of comfort, the one thing all the LIs know how to do is give you love

Felix Iskandar Escellun

Felix isn't one for vanity, but he is one for the gothic aesthetic, so you bet he has one of those huge standing mirrors with the most ornate gold-leafed steel frame next to his wardrobe

It's one of the many gorgeous things in his room (not including him heheheheheheh) and it's something you find yourself staring at a lot

You normally do your best to not look at the actual mirror part, but today, your eyes seem drawn towards your body. You're not wearing anything revealing, your fashion style is more conservative by Earth's standards, but you focus a lot on the parts of your body you hate

Your own eyes feel like claws, rending bleeding wounds through your skin. Voices crawl into the back of your head. Ugly. Disgusting. Unlovable. They're hard to block out

You wrap your arms around your stomach, tears stinging the back of your eyes, and you find yourself unable to tear away from the mirror. As gorgeous as the mirror is, in this moment, you want to smash it into pieces

It's now when Felix walks in and sees you shaking in front of the mirror, the tears now starting to roll down your cheeks. He rushes over to you and pulls his cloak off, throwing it over the mirror and pulling you out of your stupor

Once he's sure the mirror is fully covered, he hugs you tightly, rubbing small circles on your back. He whispers comforting words in your ear, refuting everything the voices in your head are saying as if he can hear them himself

It's sort of true, for him. There were times where he felt disgusted by his body, feeling like he's an imposter in a dead person's body. He knows what you're feeling, and he hates that you feel that way about yourself

If he could take all those feelings out, he would. But for now, he's here to help and tell you how much he loves you

Anisa Anka

Being with Anisa has taught you that she can be strong with her opinions about you. Specifically, all the good opinions she has about you

She knows about your self-image issues, and she doesn't blame you for having them!

.....okay, that sounds a little wrong. She doesn't think that you're being dumb or irrational for having those thoughts. Your feelings are valid, and she's here to help you with that

Case in point: the two of you are doing some shopping through the town. Anisa has a free day, and the two of you just wanted to walk around town and see if anything catches your eye

You walk past a fancy dress shop and stop at the window to gawk at the newest dress. It's a gorgeous baby blue color, with white trim and pleating. It's a dress that you would die to have

As you're imagining yourself wearing the dress, your eyes flick over to your reflection in the mirror, and your dreams slowly begin to shatter. Compared to the beauty that is Anisa and the gorgeous dress, how dare you stand next to them. How dare you think you belong in the same space as them

You look away from the window and start to walk away, heart heavy with regret. Anisa notices and gently grabs your wrist, asking what's wrong

There's nothing wrong, you say. You're just ready to move on

Of course, Anisa knows you better than that. She grabs both of your hands and squeezes them comfortingly, reassuring you that those thoughts in your head? Garbage. And you know where they belong? In the trash, out of your fantastic brain and gorgeous body

And by the gods, she's gonna see you in that dress, and she's gonna see you smile

Sage Lesath

Sage never really had body image issues, to be honest. All of the negative feelings he's had about himself are about his actual self, not about his physical body. That being said, he absolutely understand having those negative thoughts about yourself

One of the main ways those negative thoughts materialize in real life is that you always wear pajamas to go to sleep. Full pants and mostly long-sleeve shirts, only wearing short-sleeves if it's really hot. It's in large contrast to Sage's underwear-only sleep style

He's asked a couple times if you ever wanted to try something like a nightgown or wearing shorts, but you've always turned them down. Since it was clear you weren't comfortable with those ideas, he's left you and your sleepwear choices be

One night, you're both getting ready to sleep. He's taking off his clothes, you're putting yours on--or, at least, you're trying to. For some reason, you can't find your last clean pair of pajamas

Did you accidentally put it in the dirty laundry? You rifle through the dirty clothes, scrunching up your nose a little, but you can't find them

Were they shoved into the back of the closet? You get on your tiptoes and feel all against the wooden back, but you can't feel them

At this point, you start to get a little frantic. You need those pajamas. You can't just sleep without them. If you don't, you'll feel your body, Sage will feel your body. Your actual body, your actual skin. Oh, how disgusted he will be

Sage asks you what's wrong, and you try to collect yourself and explain that you can't find your pajamas, but you can't stop the tears from coming and your voice from breaking. Your arms instinctively wrap around yourself, trying to hide from his worried view

He reaches out and pulls you up against him, tucking your head into the crook of his neck. His soft hair tickles your nose as he whispers reassurances in your ear

He doesn't entirely understand how you can hate such a gorgeous and divine body like yours, but he's here for you nonetheless. Whatever you want him to do to make you comfortable, he will do it, and he will show you his love in his own way

Mainly through worship. He's a worshipper. We all know this

Rime Solano Varela

I'm gonna be honest, I don't think he really cares about your body like that. He cares about you, of course, but he doesn't give that much thought into what you look like. He's more interested in who you are as a person

Even so, he does understand wanting to feel comfortable in your own skin. He wears what he does because it gives the small sensation of being comfortable, and so he wants that for you too

One day, you're doing some spring cleaning around the house and are clearing out your shared closet. You're pulling out your clothes that you don't wear anymore to put in a donate pile to give it to people less fortunate than you

You're separating your Astraea-bought clothes from your Earth-bought clothes, not entirely sure if you can give away your Earth clothes, when your eyes catch one of the tags on your shirt. There's at least three letters on there, and most of them are X's

You look at all of your Earth shirts. All of them say the same thing. All of them have those damn X's and L's. No M's or S's in sight

Compared to Rime's clothes, which better fit his smaller body, yours look...grotesque. They clearly don't belong here. You clearly don't belong here

You grab all your clothes and throw them as far as you can in a fit of rage that fizzles out into sadness. You stand there, shaking, eyes welling up with tears, stuck where you are with the voices in the back of your head

Hearing the commotion, Rime comes in to check on you. Seeing the clothes strewn about, you standing still in the middle of the room, and knowing your struggles with your body image, it isn't hard for him to piece together what happened

He says your name as he walks over to you, and you don't even get to look over at him before he claps both his hands on your cheeks. As you're trying to recover from the shock, he starts talking

He really doesn't give a shit about what you look like, or what clothes you wear. They're insignificant. Literally just pieces of fabric. The only thing he cares about is you, and you need to start doing that too

His normally icy expression softens as he takes a deep breath, trying to switch gears a little. He just wants you to be comfortable in your own body, and he knows it's easier said than done, but he wants to help you

So let's not focus on what you have and go get something you like, okay? He doesn't know how much longer he can stand seeing you look at yourself like that

Im going through withdrawals why is it always the good stuff that gets sent to the abyss-

Ahem anyways, can I request mc cooking anisa a meal. (She deserves it >:[] well all of them do lol) I remember one of the options in the game being to cook her something on earth or taking her out to fast food. So since there's a... low chance of ever getting anything else (;-;) I'll fufill the scenario via fic.

(Also I hope you know that you and the others that still write for LL make life worth living lol just kidding not that extreme but you are appreciated nonetheless!)

-miss anisa obsessed anon

Oh you have the biggest brain. The best brain I have ever seen. Miss Anisa Obsessed Anon, just know that I love you with my whole heart and soul and that I came back from a HUGE tumblr writing block to write about my knight wife

GN Reader, this honestly might be kinda short but it will be filled with as much love as possible, I actually recently made some baked mac and cheese that went really well so you know what I'm gonna do that but you're free to substitute it with whatever you want, I wanna revive the fandom but would it be beating a dead horse?

I think what you're talking about is both of you going to Earth and you cooking her a meal there, so let's say you're both able to travel to and from Earth easily

You bring her to your house/apartment/whatever, and she's honestly jealous

(Mainly because yours is cleaner than hers but that's every place lbh)

You both came to Earth to plan a little Earth date. She desperately wants to go to the aquarium and see the dolphins. Get her a dolphin plushie, she will adore it

But before you can set out, both of your stomachs begin to grumble with hunger. Anisa says the two of you should go get some fast food (she's been wanting to try it recently) but you say that it's been a while since you've cleaned out the kitchen and you can probably whip something up

You find noodles, flour, milk, and....cheese. A surprising amount of cheese

Baked mac and cheese it is!

Anisa doesn't know what an oven is. Okay, they have ovens in Astraea but they're more like furnaces, not convection ovens

Is it convection or convention? I'm not sure, and Anisa isn't sure either. She finds it fascinated either way

She wants to help! No self-respecting knight would let one person do all the work. However, neither of you want to burn the place down, so she can boil the pasta while you make the sauce

She makes a mess with the flour.............flour kisses.............

She steals some cheese while you're cooking. Processed cheese is definitely...different from the fresh stuff. And also not coming from the same animal

As she drains the noodles and helps you mix it with the sauce, you can see her hair poof up a little bit with excitement. Even if it's a simple dish, having good homemade food will make anyone excited

As the dish does its final cooking, she helps you with cleaning up. You thank her for the help (even tho you did most of the work lol) and she gives you a little smooch on your cheek. She still has a little crumb of cheese in the corner of her mouth

Needless to say, the dish is delicious and helped to clean out your kitchen before it all went bad

Now it's time to get to your aquarium date!