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1 year ago

Hello! I really want to make a last legacy request, my LL OC is chubby/fat but I'm not real good to explain how the m4 would react to MC being self conscious/uncomfortable in their body.

(ignore the fact that I've had this in my inbox since literally Christmas--)

(by god I will pull myself out of my writing burnout if it's the last thing I ever do--)

Don't you worry my sweet anon, I got you covered

Content Warning: Mentions of negative body image, no specifics on what their body actually looks like

GN Reader, oof this may be really out of character but we're gonna do it anyways, some hurt and lot of comfort, the one thing all the LIs know how to do is give you love

Felix Iskandar Escellun

Felix isn't one for vanity, but he is one for the gothic aesthetic, so you bet he has one of those huge standing mirrors with the most ornate gold-leafed steel frame next to his wardrobe

It's one of the many gorgeous things in his room (not including him heheheheheheh) and it's something you find yourself staring at a lot

You normally do your best to not look at the actual mirror part, but today, your eyes seem drawn towards your body. You're not wearing anything revealing, your fashion style is more conservative by Earth's standards, but you focus a lot on the parts of your body you hate

Your own eyes feel like claws, rending bleeding wounds through your skin. Voices crawl into the back of your head. Ugly. Disgusting. Unlovable. They're hard to block out

You wrap your arms around your stomach, tears stinging the back of your eyes, and you find yourself unable to tear away from the mirror. As gorgeous as the mirror is, in this moment, you want to smash it into pieces

It's now when Felix walks in and sees you shaking in front of the mirror, the tears now starting to roll down your cheeks. He rushes over to you and pulls his cloak off, throwing it over the mirror and pulling you out of your stupor

Once he's sure the mirror is fully covered, he hugs you tightly, rubbing small circles on your back. He whispers comforting words in your ear, refuting everything the voices in your head are saying as if he can hear them himself

It's sort of true, for him. There were times where he felt disgusted by his body, feeling like he's an imposter in a dead person's body. He knows what you're feeling, and he hates that you feel that way about yourself

If he could take all those feelings out, he would. But for now, he's here to help and tell you how much he loves you

Anisa Anka

Being with Anisa has taught you that she can be strong with her opinions about you. Specifically, all the good opinions she has about you

She knows about your self-image issues, and she doesn't blame you for having them!

.....okay, that sounds a little wrong. She doesn't think that you're being dumb or irrational for having those thoughts. Your feelings are valid, and she's here to help you with that

Case in point: the two of you are doing some shopping through the town. Anisa has a free day, and the two of you just wanted to walk around town and see if anything catches your eye

You walk past a fancy dress shop and stop at the window to gawk at the newest dress. It's a gorgeous baby blue color, with white trim and pleating. It's a dress that you would die to have

As you're imagining yourself wearing the dress, your eyes flick over to your reflection in the mirror, and your dreams slowly begin to shatter. Compared to the beauty that is Anisa and the gorgeous dress, how dare you stand next to them. How dare you think you belong in the same space as them

You look away from the window and start to walk away, heart heavy with regret. Anisa notices and gently grabs your wrist, asking what's wrong

There's nothing wrong, you say. You're just ready to move on

Of course, Anisa knows you better than that. She grabs both of your hands and squeezes them comfortingly, reassuring you that those thoughts in your head? Garbage. And you know where they belong? In the trash, out of your fantastic brain and gorgeous body

And by the gods, she's gonna see you in that dress, and she's gonna see you smile

Sage Lesath

Sage never really had body image issues, to be honest. All of the negative feelings he's had about himself are about his actual self, not about his physical body. That being said, he absolutely understand having those negative thoughts about yourself

One of the main ways those negative thoughts materialize in real life is that you always wear pajamas to go to sleep. Full pants and mostly long-sleeve shirts, only wearing short-sleeves if it's really hot. It's in large contrast to Sage's underwear-only sleep style

He's asked a couple times if you ever wanted to try something like a nightgown or wearing shorts, but you've always turned them down. Since it was clear you weren't comfortable with those ideas, he's left you and your sleepwear choices be

One night, you're both getting ready to sleep. He's taking off his clothes, you're putting yours on--or, at least, you're trying to. For some reason, you can't find your last clean pair of pajamas

Did you accidentally put it in the dirty laundry? You rifle through the dirty clothes, scrunching up your nose a little, but you can't find them

Were they shoved into the back of the closet? You get on your tiptoes and feel all against the wooden back, but you can't feel them

At this point, you start to get a little frantic. You need those pajamas. You can't just sleep without them. If you don't, you'll feel your body, Sage will feel your body. Your actual body, your actual skin. Oh, how disgusted he will be

Sage asks you what's wrong, and you try to collect yourself and explain that you can't find your pajamas, but you can't stop the tears from coming and your voice from breaking. Your arms instinctively wrap around yourself, trying to hide from his worried view

He reaches out and pulls you up against him, tucking your head into the crook of his neck. His soft hair tickles your nose as he whispers reassurances in your ear

He doesn't entirely understand how you can hate such a gorgeous and divine body like yours, but he's here for you nonetheless. Whatever you want him to do to make you comfortable, he will do it, and he will show you his love in his own way

Mainly through worship. He's a worshipper. We all know this

Rime Solano Varela

I'm gonna be honest, I don't think he really cares about your body like that. He cares about you, of course, but he doesn't give that much thought into what you look like. He's more interested in who you are as a person

Even so, he does understand wanting to feel comfortable in your own skin. He wears what he does because it gives the small sensation of being comfortable, and so he wants that for you too

One day, you're doing some spring cleaning around the house and are clearing out your shared closet. You're pulling out your clothes that you don't wear anymore to put in a donate pile to give it to people less fortunate than you

You're separating your Astraea-bought clothes from your Earth-bought clothes, not entirely sure if you can give away your Earth clothes, when your eyes catch one of the tags on your shirt. There's at least three letters on there, and most of them are X's

You look at all of your Earth shirts. All of them say the same thing. All of them have those damn X's and L's. No M's or S's in sight

Compared to Rime's clothes, which better fit his smaller body, yours look...grotesque. They clearly don't belong here. You clearly don't belong here

You grab all your clothes and throw them as far as you can in a fit of rage that fizzles out into sadness. You stand there, shaking, eyes welling up with tears, stuck where you are with the voices in the back of your head

Hearing the commotion, Rime comes in to check on you. Seeing the clothes strewn about, you standing still in the middle of the room, and knowing your struggles with your body image, it isn't hard for him to piece together what happened

He says your name as he walks over to you, and you don't even get to look over at him before he claps both his hands on your cheeks. As you're trying to recover from the shock, he starts talking

He really doesn't give a shit about what you look like, or what clothes you wear. They're insignificant. Literally just pieces of fabric. The only thing he cares about is you, and you need to start doing that too

His normally icy expression softens as he takes a deep breath, trying to switch gears a little. He just wants you to be comfortable in your own body, and he knows it's easier said than done, but he wants to help you

So let's not focus on what you have and go get something you like, okay? He doesn't know how much longer he can stand seeing you look at yourself like that


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1 year ago

Im going through withdrawals why is it always the good stuff that gets sent to the abyss-

Ahem anyways, can I request mc cooking anisa a meal. (She deserves it >:[] well all of them do lol) I remember one of the options in the game being to cook her something on earth or taking her out to fast food. So since there's a... low chance of ever getting anything else (;-;) I'll fufill the scenario via fic.

(Also I hope you know that you and the others that still write for LL make life worth living lol just kidding not that extreme but you are appreciated nonetheless!)

-miss anisa obsessed anon

Oh you have the biggest brain. The best brain I have ever seen. Miss Anisa Obsessed Anon, just know that I love you with my whole heart and soul and that I came back from a HUGE tumblr writing block to write about my knight wife

GN Reader, this honestly might be kinda short but it will be filled with as much love as possible, I actually recently made some baked mac and cheese that went really well so you know what I'm gonna do that but you're free to substitute it with whatever you want, I wanna revive the fandom but would it be beating a dead horse?

I think what you're talking about is both of you going to Earth and you cooking her a meal there, so let's say you're both able to travel to and from Earth easily

You bring her to your house/apartment/whatever, and she's honestly jealous

(Mainly because yours is cleaner than hers but that's every place lbh)

You both came to Earth to plan a little Earth date. She desperately wants to go to the aquarium and see the dolphins. Get her a dolphin plushie, she will adore it

But before you can set out, both of your stomachs begin to grumble with hunger. Anisa says the two of you should go get some fast food (she's been wanting to try it recently) but you say that it's been a while since you've cleaned out the kitchen and you can probably whip something up

You find noodles, flour, milk, and....cheese. A surprising amount of cheese

Baked mac and cheese it is!

Anisa doesn't know what an oven is. Okay, they have ovens in Astraea but they're more like furnaces, not convection ovens

Is it convection or convention? I'm not sure, and Anisa isn't sure either. She finds it fascinated either way

She wants to help! No self-respecting knight would let one person do all the work. However, neither of you want to burn the place down, so she can boil the pasta while you make the sauce

She makes a mess with the flour.............flour kisses.............

She steals some cheese while you're cooking. Processed cheese is definitely...different from the fresh stuff. And also not coming from the same animal

As she drains the noodles and helps you mix it with the sauce, you can see her hair poof up a little bit with excitement. Even if it's a simple dish, having good homemade food will make anyone excited

As the dish does its final cooking, she helps you with cleaning up. You thank her for the help (even tho you did most of the work lol) and she gives you a little smooch on your cheek. She still has a little crumb of cheese in the corner of her mouth

Needless to say, the dish is delicious and helped to clean out your kitchen before it all went bad

Now it's time to get to your aquarium date!


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4 years ago

OMG TWO OF MY GAMES KILL ME TODAY BY BLESSING ME WITH ART Snowyteal exe has stopped working

OMG TWO OF MY GAMES KILL ME TODAY BY BLESSING ME WITH ART Snowyteal Exe Has Stopped Working
OMG TWO OF MY GAMES KILL ME TODAY BY BLESSING ME WITH ART Snowyteal Exe Has Stopped Working
OMG TWO OF MY GAMES KILL ME TODAY BY BLESSING ME WITH ART Snowyteal Exe Has Stopped Working
OMG TWO OF MY GAMES KILL ME TODAY BY BLESSING ME WITH ART Snowyteal Exe Has Stopped Working

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4 years ago
My Mcs Last Two Braincells During That One Scene In Anisas Chapter. I Love My Cat Wife So Much

My mc’s last two braincells during that one scene in Anisa’s chapter. I love my cat wife so much 


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4 years ago
Pencil Doodles Of The Day Ft. A Poorly Drawing Seliph, A Tinny Yosano, Nanna And Anisa

Pencil doodles of the day ft. A poorly drawing seliph, a tinny Yosano, nanna and Anisa


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4 years ago
I Cant Believe That This Lives Rent Free In My Mind From Yesterday Livestream. Last Legacy Beach AU WHEN.

I can’t believe that this lives rent free in my mind from yesterday livestream. Last Legacy beach AU wHEN. oh yeah, you can replace Rime with MC or both. until I can get my proper drawing materials I’m going to redraw this meme. drawing on a phone it’s not fun and I’m very picky about my art


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4 years ago
I Didnt Feel Like Coloring It But Thats My Headcannon. Second Doodle Has Spoilers For Anisa Chapter 5
I Didnt Feel Like Coloring It But Thats My Headcannon. Second Doodle Has Spoilers For Anisa Chapter 5

I didn’t feel like coloring it but that’s my headcannon. second doodle has spoilers for Anisa chapter 5 


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4 years ago
Overdue Anisa Art!! Based Off That One Chapter Illustration Where Shes Looking At The White Flowers!!

Overdue Anisa art!! Based off that one chapter illustration where she’s looking at the white flowers!! Also man I just realized all my backdrops are a color gradient with glitter on it cuz I’m bad at backgrounds :,) but oh well lol

Edit: I changed the picture so the sparkles are more muted :,)


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3 years ago

I'm sorry but THIS SONG WILL BE ON LOOP UNTIL HER CHAPTER UPDATES

New Anisa chapter coming out this month!!!

New Anisa Chapter Coming Out This Month!!!

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3 years ago
Happy Birthday Felix~

Happy Birthday Felix~

Even if at the moment the fandom is burning I refuse to not celebrate his birthday…..


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2 years ago

.........well, hi there, last legacy nation, hope, we're alive

.........well, Hi There, Last Legacy Nation, Hope, We're Alive

.........i'm in my last legacy phase again, i don't want to think about the current situation with fictif, i just want to be happy, so please, have a meme

I'm going to post some sketches too


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2 years ago

Yes, Howl's moving castle au!!

Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!

Some things to clear up before proceeding to other redraws:

- Im basing my AU on the book rather than the movie. So yes, more characters and a slightly different vibe :з

- Eeh, so, characters (that are kinda hard to guess): Anisa - Michael, Sage and Tulsi - Lettie and Martha (but they're Felix's friends, not siblings), Escell - Mrs. Pentstemmon (unrelated to Felix as well). Other characters are played by my oc's, so I haven't drawn them yet.

- yessss, demon!Rime, i love him

Heh, now see the rest of things:

Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!
Yes, Howl's Moving Castle Au!!

Maybe, I will redraw some scenes from the movie, that were not in the book....


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2 years ago

Well, now p.2 (girls edition!!). This time I didn't forget to show the sketch

Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch
Well, Now P.2 (girls Edition!!). This Time I Didn't Forget To Show The Sketch

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1 year ago

This is literally the idea I've been working on since I got bored of waiting for new content 😭 it's such an interesting concept, I love it

Idea prompt : Last Legacy

We actually traveled before. We met Sage, Anisa, Felix and Rime 5 years ago. We were rifted back to Earth when the last fight happened, where Rime was killed.

When we came back, it was blurry. We knew they were familiar but where...? Was it just because of the new game ? No. It's something else.

Until one day, you were walking around and found a certain picture. All the knights were there, you too. You were remembering. All the moments spent with them.

Could you tell them ? Would they remember you ?


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1 year ago

Last Legacy thoughts...

My old friends gave me loads of hate when I said this, but to me, the routes seem really disjointed if that makes sense. There's lore you can only get in a specific route and sure they aren't complete (one can hope, one day) but still. It kind of feels like each route is a slightly alternate universe? 😭

Please, someone else tell me you understand.

In the Arcana, at least the routes can sort of join together, the story has a main line with small-ish changes depending on the character. In Last Legacy, it feels like there's an end goal, but that drastically changes depending on the route you choose.

Maybe that's the point and I'm being a bit stupid, but idk...


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1 year ago

Attention all last legacy lovers

Please. Please tell me how you think it would end. Any route, all routes, no route I don't care. I just want to know what you guys think.

I'm assuming there would be a general ending with the Lord of Shadows and stuff, but how do you imagine it? What kind of lore do you think would happen?

I think the Lord of Shadows will be defeated (why? Because I'm too positive and love the characters too much.) And everything is all happy and the vibe. I also think that MC might originally be from Astrea or however you spell it. Why? Because it gives a reason for the astrolabe travelling realms finding a new person or whatever. Maybe MC messed up a spell that sent them to earth and altered their memories five years before.

Anyway, Please please please hand over your ideas and headcanons I am starved.

Also because I'm a sucker for romance and happy endings Felix's parents go to therapy together (idk what you call it) and slowly repair their relationship... Leave me and my silly little headcanons alone 😭


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