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Allein, allein || Chapter I || Bucky Barnes x Reader


Summary: Bucky Barnes is still the Hydra’s asset. He doesn’t remember who he was before. You’re his new handler. How things between two of you are going to turn out?
Chapter: 1 of ?
Warnings: none
Words: 1325
Author: Rouge
A/N: this very first chapter was written for @arawynn ‘s writing challenge. My prompt was “do you have permission to be here?”.

Surrounded by four grey walls, there was nothing else to do but stare at them. To look at the paint that had started to chip off as time passed, or gouged by others - anything to pass time. He was slowly going mad, theorizing absurd meanings from the wall's blank stare. He wasn’t sure about anything. He didn’t know who he used to be. He couldn’t remember any certain moment from his past, just few random memories were always going through his mind, however he couldn’t place them in time. Were they real? Or was it just his imagination that was tricking him?
The darkness swirled around his curled form on his bed, tendrils of inkling bleak reminders of his solitude. The silence echoing in his ears was the constant white noise that never shut up. Her head swam in the fire burning inside, the only smoldering embers of a time where there had been other presences with him, around him, in him. But then, the void had been slowly filled with a cold, howling storm of fear that refused to ever let up. He was completely and utterly alone in his mind, body, soul, and most of all, entirely alone in the world.
The knock came quietly first and then there was silence. He frowned a bit, slowly raising his head and turning it to the door. “Who’s there?” He asked, his voice husky and unpleasant.
The knock was louder and faster this time, no one has responded at his previous question. Long-haired man got up and within three large steps he was next to the metal door. He opened them and frowned slightly.
In front of his door, in the dim light of fluorescents, you were standing, looking around.
He let his glance along your form, from the bottom to the top as he leaned his flesh forearm against doorframe. “Do you have permission to be here?” He asked simply, his cold gaze was still on her.
You nodded, you were visibly hesitating. “Yes…” Your voice was nothing more but a whisper. It didn’t, however, make him less unpleasant. He simply didn’t care about you, yet he was pretty curious about purpose of your visit in a dungeon.
“I’ve asked you a question. Who the hell are you?” He repeated, his voice was deeper this time.
“My name’s Y/N. I am your new handler.”
He blinked and it was when he noticed a large briefcase in your hands. It was definitely not what he was expecting this evening to bring.
“You’re wrong, Y/N. My handler’s doing pretty good. He’s upstairs, having a training with other agents.” Man replied with a light shrug. “I don’t need you. Go away.”
He turned around in an attempt of closing door but you stopped him, slipping your leather boot between doorframe.
“Here,” you opened the briefcase and pulled out some document, handling it to him, “read this if you don’t believe me.”
Man let out a loud, irritated sigh but he took the paper from you. His eyes were getting wider and wider while he was reading the contents of document. His handler has died in a car accident at morning. He had enough bad luck to get hit by an armored car while being with other Hydra’s agents in the small village nearby.
“Impossible.” He scoffed out. He looked at you, a wry grimace on his face.
“Well, I didn’t come here to have some gossips with you.” You said. “We have a mission tomorrow. We gotta get prepared. Let me in and stop wasting our time, okay?”
He cocked his brow but shifted away, letting you in to his chamber.
When you got in, he closed the door behind you and walked to his small bed to take a seat at the edge of an old mattress.
You put your briefcase on the tiny table next to small, barred window. You sat on its counter, crossing your legs nicely, looking straight at him.
“Do you know anything about your next mission, asset?” You asked him.
He nodded simply, shrugging. “Yea. Gotta kill the prime minister of Russia.”
You nodded. “Good. Remember that you…”
“… have to stay undetected, ma’am. I’m not an idiot. It’s not my first task.” His voice was cold like his glance that was still on you.
You remained silent for a while, then nodded. “Yes. Exactly this, asset. Get up and take off your shirt.”
He cocked his brows but obeyed your order. He slowly took off his grey shirt and tossed it onto bed. The view of his muscular chest and flesh arm made you speechless. “Do you need any configurations of your… metal arm?” You asked, swallowing hardly. You had to admit to yourself that this man was handsome and that your heart skipped a beat when you were observing him, staying there half-naked in front of you.
“No.” He said simply and took step towards you.
You held your breath when he stopped in front of you. He leaned down and stopped his handsome face barely few centimeters from yours.
“You’re scared. I see this. Why they assigned you to someone like me?” A gentle tilt of his head made you even weaker and you had to put all of your strengths into keeping a straight face.
“They found me the right person for this job.” You shrugged slightly, turning your head aside a bit to avoid his glance. “I was a handler before so I assure you that I…”
“I’ve never said you’re a wrong person, haven’t’ I?” He simply cupped your cheeks with his metal hand and forced you to look him in the eye. “If you were a handler, you shouldn’t be scared, yet you are. Why?”
His breath hit your cheek as he whispered into your ear. You swallowed hardly before you answered. “I’ve never worked with someone like you. You’re distinguished. You’ve never failed. And you’ve killed so many people… Wouldn’t it be stupid of me if I wouldn’t be scared, huh?” A little smirk appeared on your lips for a second or so, then it has vanished when you met his steel blue eyes.
“Good.” He let your cheeks and stretched his back. Man turned around and walked to his bed, slowly putting shirt on, his every muscle was so tensed.
You bit your lip, chewing it softly. The truth was that you were cooperating with American government and you were a spy. When you infiltrated Hydra’s household, you were on a straight way to get sergeant James Barnes and take him back home. You knew there was a long way in front of you to finish this case. And since he opened his door for you minutes before, you knew it won’t be easy to gain his trust. But there was no turning back. You had to do your best to keep things right.
He turned his face to you, his cold glance was on you again. “Better get some sleep. Tomorrow’s gonna be tough.” He said and pointed at door.
You gave a simple nod and took your briefcase with you.
When you opened door, you stopped for a second. “See you tomorrow… Sergeant Barnes…” You whispered and quickly left, closing door behind you.
He frowned and ran after you, opening door widely. “How did you call me, Y/N?!” He yelled but you didn’t stop until you turned into another corridor.
You put your back to the wall, breathing deeply, you struggled for every breath, trying to calm your heartbeat.
The asset was standing in his door, then he simply closed them. Many thoughts were running through his head at that moment. He laid down onto his bed, slipping hands beneath his head.
Barnes. Who was Barnes? He had a feeling he has heard this somewhere before but he couldn’t remember where.
He felt a blackness come over him. He finally closed his eyes as he drifted into a dreamless sleep.

“Please stop making me fall in love with you!” || M’baku x Reader One shot

Summary: You are a simple healer with feelings for M’baku.
Warnings: none
Words: 1270
Author: Cass
A/N: This one-shot was written for @arawynn ‘s writing challenge. My prompt was “Please stop making me fall in love with you! I swear, every time I see your beautiful face, I fall all over again.”

Living high in the mountains wasn't easy and everyone knew it, everyone except people from Jabari tribal.
You were a simple healer, your main objective was to keep everyone happy and healthy, no matter what it was, a sickness or a battle wounds.
You were mostly taking care of second thing but still, it was your work.
Jabari liked to fight and everyone knew it, that was why there were so many of warriors, like you. You were the one that was bringing them a relief after every fight.
You were calmly walking through the village with a basket full of herbs when you saw a little boy sitting in front of your house.
"Let me guess, you played with older boys again, huh?" You said walking closer to him.
Boy nodded. "I just really want to be like they, and I hurt my leg."
You smiled softly and opened door to your hut. "I told you that soon you will be like them, and that for now, you should be careful around them." You put away your basket and patted a little stool. "Come on, let's take a look at this leg."
Boy nodded and climbed on a stool, showing you his leg, then you carefully inspected his injury. It was nothing more than a bigger scratch.
You gently washed his wound and wrapped it into the fresh bandage. You could see that boy didn't like it, and tried to be brave.
When you were done, you petted his head.
"You were really brave but please, be more careful. Warrior need to be brave but also wise, okay?"
He giggled and nodded. "Okay, I promise but can you take me home?"
You smiled at him. "This one time I will do this." You said and took boy's hand. "Okay, let's go."
You knew where the boy lived, so it wasn't a big deal for you to take him home.
You considered that a time spent with kids was the best time of your life. They were funny, cute, gently, and they made your heart melt. They often liked to pull you into their little games every time when they saw you, and you weren't too busy with your work.
It was a nice difference than patching up adults.
Suddenly, you were surrounded by other kids that wanted to play.
Little did you know that you were watched by someone else also. To be exact, by M’baku himself.
You both knew each other pretty well, you often were helping him with wounds or any kind of injuries. This was what he loved in you, your kindness, your need of helping someone, how gently you were.
He never was brave enough to tell you everything, and he felt so weird with it but finally decided to walk to you. “Y/N?”
You looked up from crowd of kids and smiled. “M’baku!” You bowed your head a little and looked at kids. “Okay, now go and play alone.” When you were free, you smiled at M’baku again. “How are you today? Everything is fine?”
He nodded. “Yes, everything is fine. I was wondering how are you today, that’s why I came here.” “That’s so nice. I am great, I just returned from my herbs hunt and I was kidnapped by kids.” You said before laughing.
“They like you, you look like person that is really good with kids.” He noticed with smile.
You blinked and blushed deeply, you haven’t used to hear such a words from him. “I… Thank you, I am sorry M’baku but… I need to go. I still have a lot of work to do.”
„This is not a problem. I hope we will see each other soon.” You both said goodbye and then you quickly walked back to your hut.
You sat on your chair and rubbed your face. “Why this always needs to happen!” You growled loudly. You were in love with him but what could you do. He was a leader when you were a simple healer.
You spend hour in your chair thinking about all of this before deciding to really do something to keep your hands and mind busy.
It was few days since you met M’baku. Your days were going slowly, without bigger problems. They were calm, filled with simple work and little pleasures like walks or playing with children.
You thought that this day will be no different than previous ones. You didn’t expect anything to happen, so you simply sat in your little hut doing practically nothing.
Suddenly you heard loud banging at your door. You rolled your eyes and got up to open them, you couldn’t describe how big surprise it was to see one of M’baku’s guards standing right in front of you.
You blinked and look up at him. “Something’s wrong? Did I do something?”
“No, our leader needs you.” He simply informed you.
What could possibly happen that he required your present now? And why he didn’t come by himself?
You quickly grabbed your bag and followed the guard.
M’baku was sitting on his throne, he didn’t look happy, you could see that but worst thing was blood on his face. You could tell it came from wound on his forehead. He looked at you. “Y/N…”
“M’baku. Look at yourself.” You walked to him closer and gently took his face in your hands. “What happened to you, I didn’t hear about any fight today.” You said before pulling out a little cloth from your bag and pressing it to his wound.
“Because there was none. Today was a coronation of young prince.” He muttered.
“You took your people and went there to challenge him, huh?” You asked and looked at him.
“Yes, I did.” M’baku nodded.
“Why you didn’t tell me earlier? I would be ready or something, at last I would know. What if T’challawould kill you? Thanks Bast that he is a smart man with good heart.” You sighed softly as you started to clean his face from blood.
“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to see me as a frailer.” He sighed and nuzzled to you.
At that point you couldn’t help but hugged him. “Hey, everything is fine. I still see you as someone amazing and I still see you as a great leader. This thing will never change for me.”
“Even when I lose?”
You petted his hair gently. “Well, you are beaten up but the most important is that you are back, we Jabari need you, M’baku.”
He moved his head enough so he could look up at you, at this you only smiled at him sweetly. “Please, stop.”
You blinked. “I…. I don’t do anything.”
He smiled defiantly amused by you little confusion. “Please stop making me fall in love with you! I swear, every time I see your beautiful face, I fall all over again.” After that words he pulled you closer.
You blushed deeply and shook your head. “I love you too but now, please. Let me go M’baku, I need to take care of you.”
“Of course my queen but I have one more question to you.” He said. “Will you stay here with me? I will need your help during my recovery.”
You laughed loudly. “Well, I don’t think your injuries need so much attention but just for the safety, I will stay to keep an eye on.”
“I cannot wait to have both of those beautiful eyes all over me.” He murmured.
“M’baku! Stop, now come on. Let me finish my job!” You said frowning.
“Okay, let’s do some of your
magic.” M’baku nodded.