Because What The HELL Happened To It? Like Literally One Moment It Was Alive And Then It Was In An EXCRUCIATING Amount Of Pain- - Tumblr Posts
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“Died and came back wrong” trope but no one notices because they came back alone. They can’t find those they were close to before, so they have to assimilate back to the land of the living among strangers. Everyone else just thinks they must’ve always been like this. The anguish of knowing they were something else before, something better, but have no evidence or anyone else to confirm this. No one to help them get back to who they were.
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IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.
ALL DARK ALL BLOODY MY HEART: character study.
okay but THIS... i have been trying to find one of these 'came back wrong' quotes that would suit blamore because the fact of the matter-
is that he DIED for three minutes and even though that might be a very long amount of time it still died.
and whenever it was revived + FORCED back into the land of the living so suddenly i think the first thing that blamore felt-
this insurmountable and inexplicable ANGER that is what caused blamore to destroy dorian's lab as well as just flee from the place afterward
because what the HELL happened to it? like literally one moment it was alive and then it was in an EXCRUCIATING amount of pain-
but now it's back and all he can see is red because becoming a monster is NOT what he signed up for.
and he's also still in a terrible amount of pain + the lab workers whom were assisting dorian with his experiments looked strange-
to him and so all blamore could think of to do was defend itself because THEY were the one's who must've hurt it... though it took a while-
for him to actually realize that it was the 'seed' they gave him he still blames them and it will never forget how they made it feel like an
animal backed into a corner. and blamore's father is GONE his mother is in france and the people who it knows are still in gotham-
are treating him differently than before because apparently he is acting different in a bad way but literally all blamore feels-
is this relief off of its shoulders at no longer feeling like he has to satisfy another persons goal and that that goal is actually totally-
bogus in it's opinion so it's going to do its OWN thing now no matter what anyone has to say about it.
and the people that come across blamore (which is a majority of people) just have to kind of assume that he's always been like this...
because what evidence do they have of him being different? of not being angry and someone who hates people with a passion?