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I’m not okay 😔

I fell even harder for him 😭

srry if im bothering anyone w/ my problems but am i the only one thinking abt how hard it is to be a black kpop stan?…

cant even be welcomed into weverse properly, that whole heeseung n word thing pissed me off in 2021. black engenes couldnt even have a breath without getting called a slave by non-black engenes. not saying everybody did.

and i got called whitewashed the other day cause apparently its bc i like kpop? what the actual flying fuck does that mean. get tf out of my face cs who are you to call me whitewashed bc of a music genre i like. and constantly with our biases its always the “they dont like your kind” or “they wouldnt like you”. and? i dont give a fuck, leave me alone.

and so many engenes want enhypen to be racist sooooo bad, what is yalls problem i dont get it. the amount of tiktoks i see abt enhypen apparently being “racist” is insane. leave them alone.

and im not shaming any writers whatsoever, every writer i follow , i love. but its also extremely hard to find writers for black people, especially in this fandom..i can turn red but not tomato red. people cant rake their hands through my hair, fuck it i dont even let people touch my hair period. and the face claims..i hate them im not gonna lie. if anyones offended by that im sorry. its just always pale people, if anything im FAR from pale. it gets even worse in summer.

srry for that little rant, ik this isnt smth everyone can relate to but if you do relate to it, yay