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I’m envious of people who create fan art cause they can actually show it to their faves. It’s hard when writing is your form of creativity.

“Here bts, spend hours reading this full au story I’ve written about you”

Are us creative people ever happy with our pieces of work, or is it a constant cycle of procrastination, hating what we’ve written, and then finally publishing 🙃

I just re-read my Puppy Love  fic (I haven’t written any of it in about a year) and I actually miss the story. Taking a break and looking back made me realise how proud I am of that work. Maybe I need to come back to it soon? 

re-reading has also led me to Taehyung feels hour.

Hello! I’ve finally logged back on to my writing blog! I’m sorry to have abandoned Puppy Love like that - I’ve still been thinking of concepts for it, and have a few chapters drafted up, but I just needed a break from fic reading and writing for a bit for my own mental health (but I’ve definitely missed it).

I probably won’t have a chance to post much until August, as I’m finishing my final uni assignment this month (yay!) so after that I will have more spare time to write!

Once again, thank you to everyone who has read my work so far 🥰 I hope you have all been well, and that I can give you a lot more content soon 💜

Puppy Love - Part 6

Read previous parts here

pairing: idol!Taehyung x reader

warnings: none

tag list: none, except maybe thoughts of body parts? haha

authors note: message me if you wish to be tagged in future updates of this story :)

It was late morning when Taehyung unexpectedly turned up at my door. He was casually dressed in black skinny jeans and a dark green knitted sweater. 

“Tae? What are you doing here?” I asked.

“Now, is that anyway to greet your boyfriend” he pouted at me. It had only been a few days since we had last seen each other and started dating, his comment causing a wave of happiness to course through me.

I walked into his open embrace, leaning back as he pressed a quick kiss to my lips. He loved to relay affection in anyway that he could. 

“Better’ he smiled. “And to answer your question, I’m here because I owe you a real date.”

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion at him, recalling our time in the park and the fancy (and majorly expensive) restaurant. 

“Technically those other times were outings as friends, I wouldn’t classify them as an actual date” Taehyung continued. 

“Oh?” I asked, smiling “and what constitutes a date with Kim Taehyung?”

“You’ll just have to wait until we get there” he smirked. His spontaneity just one of the reasons I fell for him. Taehyung sat down on the couch as Kanna hopped up next to him for a pet “hurry and get changed!”

*

As Taehyung drove, the large buildings of Seoul and multiple lanes of traffic eventually changed to open fields and country roads, and as much as I pleaded he would not give me any hints of where we were going. 

Taehyung’s deep voice was quietly humming along to his current playlist, when a worry crossed my mind. “Is it even okay for us to be out in public like this?” I asked, suddenly more aware of his hand softly holding my own. It’s not like we hadn’t been out together in public before, but half of those times I wasn’t aware of how famous he really was, nor were we actually dating.

“It’s fine” he smiled. “the- ah- this place is owned by a family friend. And they’re usually closed today, so we have the place to ourselves.”

After some time, Taehyung slowed his driving, pulling into the driveway of what appeared to be some kind of farm, or ranch?

“What are we doing here?” I queried, a smile on my face at the thought of possibly spending the day with farm animals.

“Have you gone horse riding before?” Taehyung asked.

“Only a few times..” I admitted excitedly.

“I happen to really enjoy it. And because you like animals just as much as me, well more actually! I thought you might too” he laughed. 

Getting out of the car I was immediately hit with the clear, country air, something I missed since moving to the city. I breathed in, taking in the fresh smell, mixed with hay, mowed grass and animal. The subtle quietness of the place comforted me, reminding me of home, where the only disturbance was chickens clucking in a barn in the distance, or the occasional horse or cow.

Taehyung smiled as he walked up next to me, nodding his head to follow him. 

“I feel so at home” I said, practically bouncing at his side with excitedness.

“Mmm. I know what you mean. It’s so peaceful out here, it reminds me of being a young boy again.”

“Ah! Taehyung!” An older man, between maybe 40 or 50 made his way out of the front of an old looking house.

“Ah, Hyun-tae” Taehyung replied, respectfully bowing his head to whom I presumed was the family friend he was talking about. The older man stated conversing in Korean, to which I picked up how it was “good to see you again”.

Taehyung nodded before introducing me, placing his hand on my lower back. I bowed my head to his family friend, politely greeting him as he did the same, a smile never leaving his face. He then turned to Taehyung, as he patted him on the back, "Geunyeoneun aju yeppeuda! Jal haess-eoyo!"

I looked to Taehyung, waiting for him to translate, but he just shook his head looking embarrassed. "Ah! Never mind.. Hyun-tae will show us where the riding equipment is."

* 

Both slipping on riding boots and a helmet, I followed Taehyung into the barn, immediately greeted with the sound of neighing and hooves against the hard ground. 

“Hello” I chimed to the first horse on my left. The animal stuck its chestnut head over the wooden gate, sniffing my shoulder. I reached up and stroked the side of it’s head. “Aren’t you just gorgeous” I smiled. 

Taehyung ran his hand over the white stripe down the horses nose, a kind smile evident both on his soft lips and big eyes. 

“Is there a certain horse we’re taking out today?” I asked, looking over the five or so horses in their stalls.

“Hyun-tae said the ones in these stables are all good to go for a ride. And you’ve seemed to take a liking to this guy, so should we take him out?” Taehyung laughed.

The chestnut horse whinnied, stamping his feet, seemingly excited a going for a ride.

“I think that’s a yes” I laughed, scratching behind the horses ears.

*

After tacking up the horse, I followed Taehyung as he led him outside. We learnt that our new friend’s name was Jeong, which Taehyung explained to me translated from Korean to quiet or gentle. 

“That’s beautiful” I said.

Taehyung nodded “With his temperament, I think it fits him perfectly”

And you as well, I thought to myself, watching how Taehyung gently interacted with the horse. 

“There’s a really nice trail that goes down to overlook the lake, I thought that might be nice” Taehyung said, adjusting the saddle.

“I like the sound of that” I smiled.

Taehyung put his foot in the stirrups, swinging his leg onto the horses back. “Okay Y/N, let me show you how it’s done” cocking his eyebrows and showing me that cheeky grin. He reached his hand out helping me up to sit behind him. I was instantly aware and suddenly nervous about how close our bodies were touching. My thighs easily rested against his, and there was little gap between my hips and his. Taehyung’s arms reached behind him, grapping my own and wrapping them around his waist. 

“We don’t want you falling off” he said blankly before turning to look at me over his shoulder “you ready to go.”

“Let’s go” I smiled in return. 

Taehyung pulled on the reins, nudging his heel gently into the Jeong’s side causing the horse to start moving. My arms instinctively tightened around Taehyung’s waist, unaware until now of how much the horse's movements would naturally make both our bodies move together. 

One thing I had learnt about Taehyung since meeting him was how comfortable silence made him, never feeling the need to fill it if he had nothing to say. The two of us  were enveloped in the sounds of Jeong’s hooves, birds and insects inhabiting the trees, and a running creek in the distance. I guessed it was a good half an hour before Taehyung pointed out a clearing, revealing the afternoon sun reflecting over the beautiful body of water.

He pulled Jeong to a halt, hopping off the horse. Taehyung grabbed ahold of my waist, supporting me as I swung my leg over and jumped on to the ground. Free from the weight of us both, Jeong immediately walked over to a grassy patch and began to graze.

“Shall we sit here for a little?” Taehyung asked, reaching his hand towards my own and intertwining our fingers together. 

“That looks like a nice spot over there” I pointed towards a patch of grass under the shade of a large ash tree. As we sat down, Taehyung unzipped his bag, and took a drink from his water bottle before handing it to me. I drank the refreshing water and watched as he pulled out a container of freshly cut watermelon, and chocolate coated strawberries.

“Wow, you’re so organised” I laughed, taking a strawberry. “You took me by surprise this morning that I didn’t even think of bringing food.”

“Are you glad you came?” Taehyung asked.

“Very much. Definitely my favourite day spent with you to date” I smiled.

“Me too. So far” he smiled back.

Minutes of comfortable silence passed before I spoke. “Hey, Tae?”

“Mmmm”

"Can I ask you something?" He looked towards me with his large brown eyes, urging me to continue. “What’s your dream?” 

“For the band?” he asked.

I shook my head. “For yourself. Away from BTS.”

Taehyung looked out towards the water. I noticed how his brows would slightly fuse together whenever he was thinking deeply. “I guess I’ve always wanted to be like my dad. To be a good father and husband like him. When the day comes when all this comes to an end, I just look forward to settling down and having my own family” He said shyly, but proud. “I’d love to buy a property out in the country, just like out here, and have a small farm. That would be nice..”

“Really?” I asked.

“Yeah, I’ve always dreamt of something like that. Why? Is it silly?”

“Oh no!” I smiled “It’s just.. I wasn’t expecting you to say that.”

“What’s yours then?” Taehyung asked, amused.

“Um.. mine is actually the same.”

“Really?” he queried.

I nodded “I’ve always wanted to have a small farm, with lots of animals. And to settle down and raise a family.”

Taehyung chuckled “who would have thought we would have the same dream. It’s like we were meant to meet” he said nonchalantly. 

I really was starting to fall for the dark-haired man sat beside me. Dare I even think it, I think I was falling in love.

Time was passing by quickly, but the two of us sat unnoticed watching the setting sun reflecting off the water, talking and laughing together.

"Did I tell you that I have a few days off work in a few weeks?"

"That's great" I smiled. "Are you going to go home and see your family?"

 “Come stay at my apartment for a couple of nights” Taehyung suddenly said.

"What?" I laughed, before realising he was being serious. "Really?"

"I'm serious. I thought maybe we could have a relaxing few days.. watch anime and play video games together?" Something we had already bonded over a shared love for.

I immediately wanted to reply yes, before I realised. “I can’t leave Kanna for that long..”

“Bring her” Taehyung said. “Tan would love to have a playmate for a couple of days."

"I'm sure she would love that too."

"So that's a yes?" he beamed.

"How could I say no to anime and video games?" I laughed.

"And morning sleep in cuddles" he said, causing me to blush.

I stood up, brushing the loose grass from my jeans and reaching my hand out to Taehyung. "Come one, we should head back before it get's too dark." I said, pulling him up off the ground.

Refusing to let go of my hand, Taehyung whistled to get Jeong's attention. "Do you want to have a go at steering him this time?"

"Okay!" I put my foot into the stirrup as Taehyung lifted me up onto the horse, before climbing up himself. He placed his arms around me and grabbed a hold of my hands talking me through how to steer Jeong. A small heel tap on the horse's side and we started making our way back to the farm.

If I thought sitting behind Taehyung had me sweating, I didn't think about him sitting behind me. His large arms were still around my body, resting his hands just above mine on the reins. The movement of Jeong walking along the track caused our hips to rock forward in the saddle. With each step the horse took, I was very aware of Taehyung's manhood pressing against me. If he noticed as well, he didn't show it. I tried to focus my nervous mind on anything but the feeling of my new boyfriend's anatomy.

Just over half an hour later and we arrived back at the farm, leading Jeong back to his stables. Taehyung was about to dismount when I turned to him, pressing my lips softly against his. He complied, smiling into the kiss, and I could still taste the remnants of fruit and chocolate on his mouth.

"What was that for?" he asked smiling, his cheeks darkened.

"For such a beautiful date" I replied, a little shy from my sudden forwardness of affection.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it" he said, stealing one more kiss.

The sky began to welcome the night as we drove back to Seoul, myself looking through the photos we had taken to remember such a beautiful day. I smiled to myself as I set a photo of the two of us as my phone lockscreen. With still a long drive a head, I felt my eyes getting heavy, tired from a long day outdoors. I soon drifted off without realising, listening to Taehyung's low tones singing along to the soft music playing.

Part 7 of Puppy Love is coming along very slowly. I had finally finished what I thought was the main part of it and was ready to post, but it doesn't feel like there is enough to it for a whole post.

I'll have the next part 7 up very soon, once my brain actually gets some content written down for the next part of their story!

Puppy Love - Part 7

Read previous parts here

pairing: idol!Taehyung x reader

warnings: mentions of virgin reader, language

tag list: message me if you wish to be tagged in future updates of this story :)

authors note: this one took me way too long to write and was changed so many times..

chapter song: Nothing - Bruno Major https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucRVDoFkcxc

After imputing the code that Taehyung gave me to his apartment building's security system, I rolled my suitcase into the elevator, Kana pulling on her lead insistent on taking in all the new smells.

I tapped my knuckles on the dark wooden door of my boyfriend's home, my tummy fluttering from the mixture of nerves and excitement he still caused when I was around him. Loud footsteps hurriedly approached the door, followed by the light paws of Yeontan.

A series of beeps chimed and the door swung open, revealing Taehyung's handsome bare face. His hair was fluffy, as if he had yet to style it since getting up. He wore baggy black pants and an oversized white shirt, and I immediately wanted to snuggle into his chest. Before I could say anything, Taehyung knelt down to greet Kana, giggling as she licked at his face.

“Nice to see you too” I pouted, jokingly. Yeontan immediately ran up to me, pawing at my legs, and I knelt down to pick him up. Taehyung and I clearly knew our priorities.

“He must really like you” he said. “He’s never chosen anyone over me”. I couldn't blame him.

I put the tiny dog back down, only to stand up straight and be met with Taehyung's face only inches from mine, a soft smile on his face.

"Hi" he whispered.

"Hi" I replied, heat rising to my face. Just when I thought he was about to kiss me, he picked up my suitcase to carry inside, grasping onto my hand in the process. This boy always kept me on my toes!

The door shut behind us beeping to signal his security, as Taehyung led us into his main living area. Before I even had a chance to take in his luxurious apartment, I felt his hand wrap around my lower back and pull me into his body. His lips pressed against my own. I closed my eyes, moving my hands that were quickly pressed against his chest to wrap softly around his neck.

Just as my lips began to melt into his, our moment was cut short by the sound of both our dogs barking, and I turned to see the two of them running around the house in excitement. I giggled at how cute they were, expecting to see Taehyung doing the same, but when I turned back to him I was met with his relaxed eyes still looking at me, that same soft smile on his face.

"I've missed you" he said.

"I've missed you too" I smiled in return.

"Would you like a tour?" he asked.

"Yes, please!"

Taehyung's apartment was everything I would expect from a high profile k-pop star, but still had all the charm and uniqueness of him.

A small hallway led into an open space living area, with a white marble kitchen complete with dark accents connecting to a cozy lounge area containing two large dark couches and an even bigger wide screen tv. Sophisticated dining table separating the two.

I walked towards a set of dark french doors that led out to a glass balcony overlooking Seoul. A sea of buildings spread out in front of me, and I could only imagine how beautiful it looked lit up at night time.

"You can come put your stuff in my room" Taehyung said, picking up my suitcase once again. He led me down the hallway showing me his office and pointing out (one) of the bathrooms, before walking me up the stairs.

Taehyung's bedroom reflected him perfectly. A floor to ceiling window stretched across one of the walls, covered by a sheer, soft white curtain. While his bedroom was minimal, quirky pieces of art were placed around the room, and expensive jewelry and clothing could be seen in his ajarred wardrobe. A white king size bed centered the room, and I could only imagine how small he looked sleeping in it. And it might have been because of the giant mirror, but the ensuite was bigger than my own bathroom, with both a shower and bath.

I turned back to see Taehyung sitting down on the bed (I was right, it did make him look tiny).

"Your place is.. incredible" I gaped.

Taehyung rubbed the back of his head, looking embarrassed. "Ah, thank you. As a kid, I never even imagined of living in a place like this."

"Well you've worked hard for it. I admire that."

Taehyung looked up at me and smiled, seeming to appreciate my comment. "Shall we order takeaway and play some video games?" There was the laid back boy I knew.

"Sounds perfect" I smiled.

While waiting for our takeaway to arrive, I set up a game of Mario Kart on Taehyung’s tv.

“Oh you’re just asking to be beaten aren’t you” Taehyung said, placing two glasses of wine on the coffee table.

“Ha, you wish! I’ve been playing this since before I was in school” I challenged.

After a few races in, a mixture of swearing and yelling from the both of us, I managed to sneak a look across at my determined boyfriend. His brows were furrowed together, while the tip of his tongue rested between his parted lips as he concentrated. I had never felt so content and comfortable as I did in this exact moment.

I was quick to be taken away from my day dream, as Taehyung yelled in victory - a change from the pouty face he would give me when he lost lost several times, insisting that he was being a gentlemen and letting me win. I couldn’t but laugh at how excited he was, like a little kid.

“Alright, I’ll admit you’re the better Mario kart player” Taehyung sighed as I raised my hands in victory. “But I won’t lose to you in this one” he smiled, holding up a battle Royale shooter.

“We’ll see then!” I didn’t stand a chance.

*

It might have been the little bit of confidence that the red wine had given me, when I turned to Taehyung and said “Truth or dare?”

He looked at me, slightly confused “huh?”

“Truth or dare? Oh, do you not play there here? Um, you have to answer any question, which is usually something personal. Or you can choose to do something the other person says... I guess like..” I was struggling to try and explain.

“Oh! Yes! We played something similar. Sounds fun!" he replied. We asked each other the usual questions; most embarrassing moment, first crush, the usual. On his next question Taehyung thought for a moment, before asking "would you still have gone out with me if I wasn't who I was?"

"You're kidding right?" His silence told me he was not. I had never realised that he had this insecurity. "Of course, Tae. You're the best thing that has happened to me since moving here" I said shyly.

I looked up to see him smiling softly at me.

"You probably thought I lived under a rock" I laughed.

Taehyung shook his head "not at all. It was refreshing. And you actually spoke to me like a person, not a celebrity."

"Well, I really only said yes to you because of your dog" I teased, ruffling the fur of the small dog sitting next to me.

Taehyung put his hand on his heart, bowing his chest over as if he had been shot. "Well, at least it got you" he smirked.

After a few more embarrassing questions, a prank phone call to one of the boys that left Taehyung in hysterics and another glass of wine later, Taehyung asked his next truth question for me.

"What was your first kiss like?"

My eyes shifted away from him, embarrassed.

"Come on, Y/N. It can't be any more awkward than mine" he laughed.

I sighed "Fine." I refused to make eye contact, but couldn't help but smile at the memory. "It was in my apartment. He was a guy friend that I had only met recently, but I had been falling for him since the day we met. He had brought rice and noodles over for dinner, and he had finally confessed to liking me as well. We ended up falling asleep on the couch, but he had to run off the next morning because he was late for a meeting.." I finally made eye contact with him.

"I was your first kiss?" he asked softly. I nodded. "Now I wish I had made it more magical" he sighed.

"Tae, it was the most perfect kiss, I couldn't have asked for anything more. I.. it's just embarrassing you know.."

"No it's not. It just goes to show how stupid all the guys in Y/County are! I feel very lucky to be your first kiss" he smiled sweetly. "And I'm going to make every kiss from now on even more magical."

I laughed at how cute he was, trying to make me feel better. "Okay Romeo! I'll remember that!"

"Wait" Taehyung suddenly said, slightly cocking his head to the side. "Does that mean.. you haven't.."

Shrugging my shoulders awkwardly, I shook my head. "You probably think there's something wrong me. I feel like there's something wrong with me.."

"Jeez Y/N, I don’t understand how you can’t see how amazing you are. You’re kind and caring, passionate and hard working. And god are you gorgeous as hell!”

Never in my life had someone spoke about me the way Taehyung was right now, which I think he noticed, as he pulled me into his chest. "And when you're ready, I'm going to show you just how beautiful you are."

*

A few days had passed since I arrived at Tae's, and I was curled up on the couch, waiting for him to finish having a shower. Bored in what was playing on the tv, I was wasting time scrolling through instagram. Especially since I had began dating a kpop star, I had tried to stay off twitter, and only had close friends and family on other websites. While scrolling through the lives of people I hadn't seen since moving, I accidently opened the search page. Normally I would just click out of it, and was expecting to see a range of posts of dogs, beauty products or clothes.

Not a picture of Taehyung and I at the park.

Of course, my curiosity got the best of me and I clicked, bringing up a post from what seemed to be a Korean media news page.

"BTS' V spotted with mystery girl! The two were seen hanging out at Yeouido Hangang Park in Seoul, walking V's dog Yeontan, and what is assumed to be the girl's dog. There is nothing to confirm the two are dating, however, this is the first time V has been spotted with a girl since 2017"

I felt my stomach twist, and unable to stop my hands from opening up the comments.

NOOOOO 😭😭😭

she’s too ugly for Taehyung

Aww look how happy he looks! Another dog lover, she’s perfect for our Tae! I hope it’s true 💜

Bitch ☠️

What’s her name? 🔪

I fucking hate her!! She stole our Tae!

"Y/N!" I jumped to find Taehyung standing beside the couch, drying his wet hair with a towel. "I called your name about three-" As soon as I made eye contact with him, his face dropped. "Baby what's wrong?"

It was only then I realised that tears had formed in my eyes.

"What is it?" Taehyung pressed again, immediately sitting next to me on the couch. I could still feel the heat coming off his skin from his shower. Unable to say anything, I passed the phone to him, noticing how shaky my hands were. His brows were furrowed in concern, closing his eyes as soon as he saw the photo, a heavy sigh leaving his mouth. He began to read the comments, but closed my phone after reading the first few.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, wiping the tears as they began to fall down my face.

Taehyung moved my hand away, gently wiping another tear from my cheek himself. "Why on earth are you saying sorry?"

"Because" I sniffed "You'll get in trouble from your company. And everything is going to be so much harder for you, from your fans and the media."

"Would you stop worrying about me. I'm so sorry that I brought you into all this" he said sadly. "Are you okay, jagiya?"

I tried lying to myself and saying I was okay, mainly for Taehyung's sake. But I wasn't. I shook my head, more tears coming as Taehyung pulled me in tightly. My tear-stained face pressed against his chest, wondering how I would ever fit into his world.

"Please. Don't listen to those comments."

"How can I not, Tae? Your fans will-"

"These people" he cut me off, holding up my phone "are not my fans. I don't have time for anyone who sends disgusting and hurtful comments like this. The ones who left kind and supportive comments are."

I knew he was trying to cheer me up, but it scared me to think this would be what publicly dating Taehyung was like. I heard Taehyung place the phone on the coffee table.

"I'm sorry for bringing all this into your life, Y/N." Hurt and sadness evident in his voice. "I'd like to see these people say it to my face, I wouldn't let them get away with saying it. They think they own me and control my life." I could see the anger and frustration was building up in him, years of having to deal with this sort of attention.

I pulled away to look at him, holding his hand in my own and causing his features to soften. Taehyung kept his gaze on me, his brown eyes darting between my own. The slightest smile appeared on his lips, even with things feeling as shit as they did now.

"I love you, Y/N."

My whole body tensed, feeling like my heart had stopped. "You- you what?" I stammered.

"Ah. I'm sorry, I probably shouldn't have said that! And now I've freaked you out." His voice was just as shaky as my own, and he began to get embarrassed. "Aish! I know we've only been dating for a few months. And it's definitely too soon to say such things. And probably not the most romantic way to say it. But it's true, Y/N. I- I love you. And I need you to know that." He stared into my eyes, searching for my reaction.

"Tae" I smiled, eyes still red and swollen from crying. "I don't care when you say it, or where. I love you too."

I immediately noticed Taehyung's face relax, as his eyes squinted into a smile before pulling my body onto his own. Taehyung leaned up, pressing his forehead to my own. "I love you. And I'm not going to let anyone hurt you while I'm here."

I wasn't sure whether the reason for my crying now was because of the photo and comments, or because of Taehyung's confession. He placed his warm hand on the side of my face, firmly pressing his lips against my own. I felt my whole body immediately melt into him.

With my hand pressed against his chest, I could feel Taehyung's heart begin to race, confident that mine was doing the same. My breathing hitched as he softly dragged his tongue against my bottom lip, causing my mouth to naturally open and let him in. My breathing increased as if trying to catch up to how fast my heart was beating, Taehyung's low breaths doing the same.

Taehyung placed his free hand above my hips, pulling my body even closer to his, rubbing his hand up and down. I moved my hands from his toned chest to the hem of his shirt, fiddling with the material in an attempt to remove it. Taehyung sighed into my mouth, which is why I was so surprised when he shook his head.

In confusion, I sat up, my lips already feeling swollen yet lost without him attached.

"Not like this." He said, my silence urging him to continue. "It's not that I don't want to, trust me" he laughed. "But I told you I want to make it special, and I don't want to look back at our first time and remember your face when you read those comments."

I sat back on my knees a little flustered, and slightly embarrassed. Taehyung moved a strand of hair away from my face "Patience my love. I promise I'll make it worthwhile" before pulling me back on top of him.

Puppy Love - Part 8

Read previous parts here

pairing: idol!Taehyung x reader

warnings: smut - long time reader, first time writer 🫣 reader’s first time (and it’s perfect, not reality), intercourse, fingering/oral (f receiving), swallowing, minor handjob, soft aftercare, language.

tag list: message me if you wish to be tagged in future updates of this story :)

authors note: I'm so nervous posting this, as it's the first time I've ever written smut, so I hope it's okay..

Y/N POV:

5:52, I was finally back at Taehyung’s apartment after a long day of work. I input his security code and opened the front door, expecting Kana to come bounding over as she usually did, Yeontan running to keep up behind her.

Instead I was met with darkness. Taehyung had the day off, so I had assumed he would be home having a chill day.

He must have just gone out for the day. I thought to myself. But usually he would leave the dogs out?

Closing the door behind me, I placed my bags on the kitchen bench and was about to turn on a light, when I noticed a lamp left on in the hallway.

“Tae?” I called out, slightly hesitantly.

“Down here” he called back, and I could hear a smile behind his voice.

I let go of the breath I didn’t realise I was holding when I knew he was home and made my way towards the hallway, about to question why it was so quiet.

I stopped.

The lamp that Taehyung had left on emitted a warm glow, highlighting scattered rose petals across the floor.

“What’s all this?” I giggled. He didn’t answer.

I looked up and saw that they continued their trail up the stairs, where a warm glow flickered faintly against the walls.

“Taehyung..?” I questioned, barely audible. My mind, and heart, racing.

I kept my head down as I walked up the stairs, being careful not to trample the red and pink petals, only looking up when I reached the open door of Taehyung’s bedroom.

There he was, sitting on the edge of his bed, one leg crossed over the other. The source of the warm glow was the dozen candles scattered across each surface, rose petals spread around them.

It wasn’t until Taehyung stood up that I realised I had yet to speak. He made his way towards me, giving me a moment to take in the white dress shirt hugging his upper body, which only just hid his toned skin underneath.

“I told you I would make it special” he smiled, taking my hands into his own.

“Really?” Was all I managed to say, my voice slightly cracking. I prayed he didn’t notice, but if he did he didn’t point it out.

“Only if you want to of course” he spoke softly.

"Of course I want to" I softly replied, barely. My voice shaking with nerves.

"Well, the kids are asleep in the other room" he smirked. I stared at him as he laughed "Yeontan and Kana."

"Oh my god" I laughed, only stopping when I realised Taehyung was holding my gaze.

I was glad when Taehyung naturally took lead, pulling me in close and pressing his lips against my own. His kiss started gentle, but didn't take long for his needs to take over as his kiss became more hungry. My body responded the same, lust overcoming the nervousness I felt being so intimate with him.

His hands moved from my waist to my hips as he pulled them to press against his own. I could feel his hardness grow, causing heat to instantly rise between my legs and my breath the catch. I moaned into his mouth as I felt his large hands slide to my ass and squeeze, naturally pressing my hips even closer to his.

"Can you feel how much I want you right now" he heavily breathed between kisses.

"Mmm.. then take me" I said boldly, between our heavy breaths.

That was enough for him, as he moved to push me towards his bed pulling my shirt above my head as he went. As I sat down, he quickly unbuttoned his dress shirt, revealing his perfect caramel skin. Without taking his eyes of mine, he removed his belt discarding it somewhere on the floor, and stepped out of his black pants. I lifted my hips to slip out of my skirt before shuffling back towards the head of his bed, as Taehyung climbed across to straddle my hips.

"Tonight is all about making you feel good, love" he whispered, instantly crashing his lips to my own. Moans escaping as his hardness pressed against my growing wetness.

Taehyung began to move his lips to the spot behind my ear and slowly down my neck. I was confident he was leaving marks on my skin as he went, dominantly saying to the world I was his, and his alone.

My stomach tightened as he went from my collarbone to the top of my breasts. His hands moved to my back, pulling me up towards him. "May I?" he asked. It was only then I noticed his cheeks were starting to darken and flush. I nodded, allowing him to gently remove my bra, exposing my breasts.

"God" he muttered, brushing his thumb over one of my erect nipples before massaging with his large hand. "Mmmm" I hummed, already getting lost at the feeling of his touch alone. Taehyung began placing kisses against the other side once again, before teasing his tongue over my other nipple, instantly causing me to squeeze my thighs together.

Taehyung noticed this and stopped immediately to look up at me through his hooded eyes. "Are you trying to tell me something, darling" he smirked, rubbing one hand along my thigh.

I whimpered, becoming more and more at mercy of his touch. And his words.

Without warning, he began placing kisses down my stomach, and along the inside of my thighs. The way he teased so close to where I wanted him caused shivers to run throughout my entire body.

"Fuck, look how wet you are already darling" he smirked.

"Stop teasing" I laughed, feeling slightly embarrassed at how vulnerable I was beneath him. I noticed a shift in his eyes from hungry to soft. "Are you doing okay, love" he asked.

"Yes" I smiled.

"Are you happy if I continue" he said, rubbing his thumb over the waistband of my underwear.

"Very" I said.

Taehyung simply smiled, pulling my underwear over my hips and throwing them to the side.

My breath hitched and my hips immediately bucked up as he gathered my wetness on two of his fingers, rubbing against my clit. "Fuck" I breathed out. He slowly rubbed his thumb in small circles around my clit, as I moaned his name and threw my head back against the pillow "Taehyung.. god.. yes".

"I love hearing my name cursed on you lips like that. Just seeing what effect I'm having on you." he said deeply. He continued to rub circles with his thumb, before pressing his middle finger to my entrance.

As I waited to feel him from inside, I realised he was waiting for my okay. "Yes.. Tae.. please" I said, trying to think through his touch, my words becoming a moan as he pressed his long finger inside and began to slowly pump.

"Oh fuck" my hips starting to move in time with his finger, my body already accepting and stretching to accommodate him. Taehyung felt this too, taking it as a sign to insert a second finger. I could feel the orgasm already building up inside me every time his fingers reached my g-spot. The feeling only stopped when I felt his fingers curled down leaving behind a cold emptiness from the absence of his warm touch. I looked up to see him put his two fingers in his mouth, my mouth agape at the sight of how hot he looked in that moment. "Mmm.. you taste so good" he smirked.

"I want you.. between my legs." Taehyung's eyes widened slightly as he realised what I was asking, wasting no time to shuffle so that he face was inches from me, his hands grabbing either side of my thighs. My hips buckled towards his face as I felt his tongue move from my centre to my clit, and my hand reached down to grab a handful of his hair, loudly moaning from the contact.

My head was already starting to become dizzy with how he moved his wet tongue and swollen lips against every part of me. I could feel his spit mix with my own juices. Each time I thrusted my hips towards him, his nails dug deeper into my thighs. I began to squirm as I became more tender from his touch, which only caused him to laugh against me and hold onto my legs.

"Tae.. I think I'm close" I breathed.

"I know you are baby girl" he smiled.

"But I.. I want you inside me. Please."

"Oh?" He said, stopping to look up at me. His pink lips glistening with my wetness.

"Fuck me, Taehyung" I smiled, my chest rising and falling.

He immediately sat up, his hooded eyes filled with lust. "Fuck. I love this side of you" he said, pulling his Calvin Klein's over his prominent hip bones, exposing his full erection.

"Fuck.. you're so hot" I smiled, promoting him to climb back onto me.

With his body hovering over mine, I dragged my thumb over his slit, watching as his brows fuse together, catching his breath.

"Shit" he moaned. I used the pre-cum building up to slowly move my hand up and down his length. My small hands looking even smaller against him.

"In the.. draw" he said between his heavy breaths. Never taking my hand off him, I turned to open his bedside draw, shakily rummaging through his stuff, needing not ask what I was looking for. I fumbled to pull a condom out of the packet, before opening it with my teeth.

"Y/N" he moaned, watching as I did.

My hands started to shake - unsure if it was my nervousness or still reeling from having Taehyung's head between my legs - as I tried to place the condom onto him. Taehyung's hand grasped onto my own, helping.

He shuffled back so that his hips were just above mine, my legs instinctively opening for him.

"I'm still going to ask" he smiled softly, his face already flushed.

I nodded.

"And you'll tell me if you want to stop"

I nodded again.

My hips rolled into him, as soon as I felt the tip of him at my entrance, the two of us moaning as he pushed himself inside of me. He stayed there for a second, allowing me to adjust to his size, before rolling his hips back and forth against me.

"God you feel so good" he moaned as he grabbed ahold of the headboard above me. I looked up at him, eyes screwed shut as he bit onto his bottom lip.

My legs responded to his thrusts and opened further trying to accommodate of much of him as I could, and I couldn't help but notice the way his stomach contracted every time he did. The longer he went the faster he got, our breathing matching the speed of his hips slamming into me. Taehyung's hot breath and raspy growls at the side of my neck.

A mixture of lewd moaning and cursing of each others names, filled up the bedroom. My fingernails digging into his broad back, while my other hand grasped onto the fabric of his silk pillow. Taehyung brought his hand down to grab onto mine, sliding his fingers up my wrist until his fingers tightly intertwined.

"I'm already close for you baby"

"Me too.. oh god" The knot tightening in my lower stomach. I wanted to scream.

"Mmmm" he whimpered, rolling his hips shakily a few more times, groaning loudly as he snapped his hips one last time. That pushed me over the edge, my whole body shook, and I threw my head back, moaning loudly as I felt my orgasm wash over me, dragging my nails up his back as it did.

Breathing heavy, Taehyung collapsed on top of me. I could still feel him twitching inside me from his own orgasm.

"Fuck Y/N" he smiled between heavy breaths, pressing his sweaty forehead to my shoulder as he pulled himself out.

I turned to look at him. His face flushed, beads of sweat dripping from the front strands of his hair. The most obvious being the boxy (and exhausted) smile on his face. As I heavily breathed, recovering, I was sure I looked the same.

"Was that.. did you enjoy it?" He nervously asked.

I pulled my body closer to him. "Amazing" I smiled.

“Did I hurt you?”

“It hurt a little” I replied, causing worry to wash over his face. I shook my head “but the way you made me feel.. I guess it pushed that aside” I smiled.

“I’m sorry it hurt you” he frowned before pressing a soft kiss to my lips. It tasted salty, and I didn't know if it was sweat, or I was tasting myself on his lips. “You know I love you. So much, Y/N"

"I love you too, Tae".

"Let me grab a towel to clean us up" he smiled sweetly, contradicting the sinful mess we left all over his sheets.

We laid there together for around half an hour, a mixture of silently being in each others company, tracing skin, and still being giddy from our previous endeavour. Scratching from the other room broke us from our bubble away from the rest of the would.

Taehyung lightly sighed, as I stretched to get up, trying to piece together the clothes that had been heatedly tossed to different areas of the room. "We better let them out" I said.

"Fine. But then we can spend the rest of the night cuddling?" he whined.

"Only after you've had a shower with me" I smirked, prompting him to jump out of bed immediately.