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“How did you come to fall in love with Katsuki Bakugou?”
"I don't know, it just…happened.”
That’s the thing right? People will ask you “what made you fall in love with him?” Or “why do you love him?”
You always have trouble with it. Usually You default to “Because he’s intelligent, driven and hardworking.”
But… it’s not that is it? It’s not one specific thing and it’s not all the things.
It’s just a feeling. It’s something that’s meant to happen. It’s something that can’t be stopped or ignored.
It’s a tickle in the brain that makes you giggle and fizzle into a warmth that never stops just from looking at his name on a sheet of paper.
It’s just like…you see him and your brain decides “that one right there? I don’t mind him.” Or “I wanna see more of that one.” And why is that?
Who knows?
It isn’t love at first sight. It’s silent glances around the room, taking in your surroundings and scoping out places you can sit and be yourself when you have free time and your eyes falling on him doing whatever.
It’s like a tiny little itch in the back of your mind when you look at him for one second longer than usual and think “I wonder what’s his deal.” And then promptly never paying attention to him again.
It’s listening to everyone else in the room and trying to fade into the background and observe everyone and when the time comes to observe him, it’s another tiny pull of string that unravels a bunch of questions you have about him.
Yeah there are a few moments where he’s unbearable and unpleasant. And other moments where he shows he cares about his teammates and others in his weird little tender Katsuki way.
But falling for him is something so very simple and natural. It’s a pleasant little “Oh… I get it now. I enjoy him.”
And that enjoyment grows until it’s adoration. And suddenly it just seems so right to feel, hell anything for him. Love, hate, contempt, jealousy, admiration, all of it. Doesn’t matter what it is, just that you are feeling it for him.
So really it’s not a “what made you fall for him?” thing. Because there wasn’t just one thing that made you fall for him.
It was him in his entirety. It was natural, like breathing or blinking. Loving Katsuki Bakugou is now just second nature.
