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Regulus Black who grew up without loving parents

Regulus Black whose only support was his older brother

Regulus Black who admired said brother more than anything

Regulus Black who wished he could be just as brave and amazing as his brother

Regulus Black who was shattered the day his lifeline left him without a goodbye

Regulus Black who hid his pain behind a mask of indifference

Regulus Black who pretended to hate the world when all he wanted was a little bit of love

Regulus Black whose world was turned upside down the day he met his brother’s best friend

Regulus Black who found comfort in the ray of sunlight that the friend was

Regulus Black whose heart went crazy every time he saw that bright smile ready to light up the universe, so different from the cold masks that his parents had always worn

Regulus Black who fell so hard in love that it felt like he’d smashed his face on the ground

Regulus Black who craved to just be held by someone he loved

Regulus Black who found himself turning away from his family

Regulus Black who realized that the light was so, so much warmer than the cold and dark path which he’d been led to since birth

Regulus Black who decided that his life wasn’t worth the ones of thousands

Regulus Black who turned his back to all that he’d ever known

Regulus Black who, as he was dragged in the cave’s dark waters by avid hands, shed tears for the first time of his life

Regulus Black whose last thought as the water entered his lungs was for all those he wished had loved him back

“I miss you, Sirius. I miss you so, so much. I hate you, Sirius. I miss you. James, could you please have just looked at me once, just once? I’d have died so many times just for you to tell me ‘I love you’. Will you ever know what I did to save you? Will you remember me? Will you forget me? Will you forgive me?”