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No bc like. Sailor moon was my fucking CHILDHOOD. Before my mom started being toxic we would sit on the couch and make pillow forts and get popcorn and watch the first original series of Sailor Moon, and I was happy and she was happy. We would sit there for HOURS just talking and we still have the DVDs for those to this day. It's like. One of my core memories and comfort shows.
I am mohammed Ayyad, I am 17 years old, high school student, I have 7 brothers, including 4 girls and 3 boys and my mother.
Since the beginning of the war, my family and I have been displaced 4 times, each time more severe than the other.
The first is from Gaza City to Khan Yunis, and the second is from Khan Yunis to the shores of Bahr Khan Yunis, then to the city of Rafah, and then to an area called Al Qarara .
My house was completely destroyed , everything is under the rubble my childhood, my memories, my books, and my ambition and Many relatives and friends were killed and life was completely destroyed.
so l please you to help me and help my family collect donations to evacuation the war zone, get out of Gaza safely, and complete my school studies, via my donation link.
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Please,😭🚨😭🚨😭🚨😭🚨🍉
next Tuesday I need 1000 thousand euros so that my father can leave Gaza to Egypt for surgery after he was shot by an Israeli sniper.
https://gofund.me/68daab3e
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Please don't ignore me
Hello, I'm Lina from Gaza🇵🇸🍉. I'm part of a family of 8. I'm married with two young children. We've been bombed, besieged, and starved. Sadly, I've lost many of my family members❗ and I can't afford to lose any more. With a heavy heart, I'm asking you to help me spread my campaign. Please, what I'm asking is too much. Can you write a post about my story and share it with your friends? I desperately need your support. My father and brother were injured in the bombing and are in critical condition. They need to travel for treatment. I need your support. The genocide is still going on
You are my only hope for survival.
https://gofund.me/4f077ab2
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Hello this is me Aya.. 🇵🇸
having everything and suddenly you wake up with nothing left.That's exactly what happened with us .we moved from having everything to having nothing.In a blink of an eye ,we lost everything, our house ,dreams,
memories belongings and our works. We are starting from zero and need your help to climb the leader step by step from scratch.
All the positive words cannot express how generous you are, especially in sharing my posts to inform other donors about the people of Gaza who are still suffering from the terrible conditions caused by the unjust war on Gaza!
Please continue to support us by donating directly or by sharing the link to let others know. Don't hesitate to help people in difficult and miserable times until the dark days are over.
https://gofund.me/c4c2cf82
Can't donate but sharing it !
Not tagged in this buuuuut
hugs anyway
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I got really low for a minute and wrote more… again I think abt my friends and chosen family so I’m tagging yall in some sappy yet depressing poetry I wrote, sorry if you can’t read my handwriting I was shaking the whole time
@xxpilz @lucasthedoofus-mushroomskulls @l0gansab1tch @someone-kill-the-ej @theduckwhostoleyourbread
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It's ok! I check ur posts every couple days anyway lol so doesn't really make much of a difference ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I got really low for a minute and wrote more… again I think abt my friends and chosen family so I’m tagging yall in some sappy yet depressing poetry I wrote, sorry if you can’t read my handwriting I was shaking the whole time
@xxpilz @lucasthedoofus-mushroomskulls @l0gansab1tch @someone-kill-the-ej @theduckwhostoleyourbread
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okay but like I remember literally zero of my childhood. I just woke up one day and I was like 7
Omg..
I'm really sorry that's happening to u. Sometimes ppl r just mean sometimes :(
It's not fair that you're getting copied, and I don't think your brother realizes that not all of these things are just a hobby or fun. Your identity and what makes u u isn't ruining things or bad, some people r just ignorant to that :/
you're not a brat, that is bad/suppressing, and I'm so so sorry it's happening to you.
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another vent uh it’s nothing major so I’ll put the cws I think might be needed just in case. No tags this time.
Cws for possible mentions of yelling, self expression suppression, mockery, copying, etc
In my family, it’s like I can’t do anything without a shitty half baked copy of it coming from my brother. TV shows? He has to watch them too. Friends who are at least twice his age? Too bad, his friends too in his opinion. Not even the stuff most kids find weird- therian masks and quadrobics? He’ll look like shit doing both, and won’t stop bragging about it. It feels like a mockery to my life, every time he copies me. He’s even flirted with my fucking boyfriend, who’s twice his age??? Wtf???
So as you may know, I got converse the other day. Y’know, the shoes that are popular because of art, embroidery, beads, and painting on them? That I bought specifically to do these things? My mom called it ‘ruining’ them. Like what? I’m sorry? First of all, I didn’t even do it on the fabric part of the shoe that would make it unable to be worn with the supplies I own. I painted on the white bits and the bottom. Also- I painted things that express ME. I painted trans flags, the paw lines on the top, theradelta(◯⃤), quotes, etc to express MYSELF- what I like, what makes up me, and what COMFORTS ME- and she called it ruining them. Now sure, If it were any other kind of shoe, if I hadn’t mentioned it before hand several times, if I hadn’t asked for permission, etc- I could see how it would VAGUELY be seen as that. But come on. This just felt like you were saying that my personality, beliefs, and lifestyle ruined me as a person, despite all of them being harmless. And to make matters worse, she’s even more upset because my brother who has NO sense of ‘just bc they did it doesn’t mean I have to’, decided to draw blobs that I can’t even recognize as things on his brand new Nikes.
Mine cost 20 and were an after thought. His cost 50, and he got two pairs. But when I craft on the thing I got to craft on, it’s RUINING them. Heh. Thanks, mom.
and if it were just this, I might have been a little upset, but this isn’t the first time, hence the examples I gave previously
and now despite me already doing all the research, she’s not letting me get a binder either. Even though we have a place that would give them out for FREE with CORRECT SIZING. I really don’t want to sound like a brat or picky. But is it just me, or does this feel really suppressing? I felt lucky I could get a camp halfblood shirt without her reading g every single Pjo book first.
In summery, my mom just indirectly called my self expression a waste of time, effort, and a pair of shoes, my brother can’t form an original idea and it’s made me possessive over everything and everyone I love, and I don’t know what to do <3
If you read this, uh… thanks. It means a lot to me that you’re willing to listen to this shit
and if you’re my online dad uhhh sorry for not just ranting to you like usual I don’t wanna ruin your ren faire day
Lime and ash (in the sense that I wanna be better frendos)
got this from twitter which colour am i
mmmmmmmmm....
Banana
egg/pos
And uh
maybe cherry blossom
got this from twitter which colour am i
..um so uh-,
if yyou receive this, you make somebody happy! <3 send this to 10 of ur followers (if u want) and put it on anon (again, if u want) to let them know they make ppl happy and are appreciated :)
not sending out again but thanks to whoever sent this :)
Hai Ashton :3 I made a petre/pet dreamer side blog- I’ll also be posting cg stuff and reblogging little stuff there, so if you’re interested it’s @sunnylilpubby :33
:0 waow
I'll def check that out!
hands you a new one of my life
..sure
@cordyline-uki @nilikita
Say "hands you a" and let auto generate finish it
Hands you a bit of a good idea
Abroromantic,ace and trans :D
Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.
This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.
I've been using this for the past 2 weeks and now everyone thinks I'm insane help
Fun phrases you can use to the detriment of everyone around you:
"This vexes me." Use this in response to anything negative said about you. The more you use it, the better. "That haircut isn't working, man." "This vexes me." "...What?"
"I'd press L2 at the precise time, parrying the [X]." Use this in response to any hypothetical. "What would you do if your best friend flirted with you?" "I'd press L2 at the precise time, parrying his flirt." "W- What the fuck are you talking about?"
"This is so sad, can we get 50 likes?" Use this in response to any complaints. Much funnier if you use it in realspace. "Me and my girl had a fight. No idea how I'm gonna make it up to her." "This is so sad, can we get 50 likes?" "What the fuck is wrong with you?"
"It's because of the Ritual." Use this in response to any question regarding the cause of something. Never explain what "the Ritual" is. If anyone asks, say "Don't worry about it!" And smile. "Ugh, why can't anyone here be good at their jobs!?" "It's because of the Ritual." "...What's the Ritual?" "Don't worry about it! =)"
"That's what they want you to think!" Use this in response to anyone stating any facts. "I just landed a new gig." "That's what they want you to think!" "What? Who's 'they'?" "..." "What the fuck?"
PS: Don't do this to anyone who isn't, like, a close friend you're comfortable fucking with. You will get ousted if you do.
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@sun13koi @cordyline-uki @nilikita
ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.
if I don't respond for at least a week I either got grounded or my mom found out about/blocked all my socials. just letting y'all know.
this
I'm an "it", but not in the way that I'm some lowly object; I'm an "it" because I'm something more powerful than man. I'm something to be feared and respected.