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TBB EPISODE 11 SPOILERS

WHEN I TELL YALL I HAD A BRAIN WAVE AT THE END OF THIS EPISODE-

ok so the dude wants omega right? and from the way we saw in season one crosshair genuinely cares for omega (i think). SO WHAT IF OMEGA GETS TAKEN AND CROSSHAIR CONTACTS HIS BROTHERS AND HELPS HER ESCAPE.

I’m writing this at 2:34 am i hope i don’t wake up and think this is stupid

Denial is a river in Egypt Tech is happily sipping on mimosas with Phee on Pabu

"Precautioned Recording"

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3

( tissue warning, because I made myself cry writing this )

- late evening on Pabu, a day after the events on Tantiss -

[ sits up in the tree on Pabu, listening to Tech's recording again ]

- You will be there for him, right?

[ slight audible outrage ] Of course I will, he's my brother. Di'kut head he is but he's my brother. [ calmer ] But, come on, he won't come to me, he doesn't even really like me.

Oh he does. I even think he was the first one to like you when we rescued you.

[ softly ] calling me out ey?

Oisk.

No. Just watch him. He's not much of a talker but his body language speaks sentences.

...

Don't worry, you'll get the hang of reading him eventually. [ audible smile ]

Well, guess he did managed that eventually. [ smiles ]

Right... The recording is still going.

Oh, right. End supplemental.

[ short static noise ]

[ leanes back at the trunk, lowering the datapad in his lap, closing his eyes ]

[ another short static noise ]

... Second supplemental...

[ confused, looks at datapad again ]

[ slowly and hesitantly ] Right... If you are hearing this Crosshair, that means that you deserted the Empire and decided to come back to live with us...

Well, obviously that's the reason...

[ a bit mumbly ] But, I suppose there could me other ways that managed you to gain access to this file again, [ quickly ] but I doubt it.

[ takes datapad in "both hands", looks at it ]

The reason why you are listening to this recording again is probably because you are having another panic attack and we are not around to help you, though given the fact that the war is over now and we have a rather calm live here on Pabu, I suppose you just listened to it for old times sake and hear me ramble...

[ sit's up more, listening carefully ]

But I suppose the many people on Pabu might overwhelmed you a bit and you just need some alone time.

Or there is another reason why you listen to it, could be, I can't look into the future. [ sighes ] Gaah that's beside the point...

[ rusteling from the audiofeed, sounds of scratching (like scratching the back of the neck) Tech sighes again ]

What I want to tell you... what I fail at terribly to say [ scoffs slightly ]

Is... that we don't blame you... After everything...

I am not...

And I know you, I know that when you regret something that you will go down this... Self destructive hole, where you believe that you're not worth it, where you believe that you deserve to be punished.

Don't try to deny it. It happened more times than I want to admit... [ takes a breath ]

[ softly ] But it's not true. It's not, true Crosshair. You are worth it and you deserve to be happy and save. You deserve to be loved, wich I do, we all do brother.

[ begins to tear up ]

You are one of us... You are my little brother, whether you like to hear it or not. I'm not angry at you because of the things you've done, you... weren't really yourself... You were made believe things and wasn't able to see... well [ sarcastically ] the big picture...

[ takes a shaky breath, whisperes ] Tech...

I... I hope the reason why you are listening to this is just because you came home and pressed play for old times sake...

And/or you need to have some time alone... [ sighes ]

... Just... [ softly ] please, remember. That you can still talk to us. All of us. Even Omega, she would love to be around you, I just know it.

[ softly sobbing laugh ] You were right on this one...[ sniffs ]

And if you don't want to talk with any of us, then that is okay too. You can talk to Phee. She will listen and understand. She will give you advice when she can and would later on tell you that the conversation didn't happen.

She's a good person. Kind [ audible smile ] and nice to be around...

[ amused ] Someone's in love?

[ clears throat ] You can wipe that oisk eating grin off your face.

[ smiles, sadly laughes ]

... Please don't cut yourself off. We are all still here for you Crosshair. You are not alone anymore and will never be again...

I won't let it happen...

Talk to us and stay with us... You're gonna be okay...

I Love you Crosshair... We all do... And always will...

[ sounds of someone coming up the ramp of the Marauder in the distance ]

[ audible smile ] Tech, come on, food get's cold.

I'll be right there Omega.

Copy that [ runs off again ]

[ inhales deeply ]

[ chuckles softly ]

I... I hope you came back. And if you did...

Welcome home brother... [ audible smile ]

End second supplemental.

[ short static noise, recording ends ]

[ let's out sobbing gasp which he suppressed, sniffs, looks up into the stars ]

I am... I am home now... And I will stay...

[ tears ran down Cross's face but he smiles into the stars ]

I love you too brother... And I miss you- [ voice cracks at the end, sniffes ]

But- [ wipes nose with his wrist, sniffs ] I'm sure we'll meet again... [ smiles, wipes away tears ]

[ sad but happy laugh ]

Some day... [ inhales ]

Some day... we will all be together again... [ smiles into the star enlightened sky ]