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6 months ago
a burning sheet of lined paper on a metal floor at night. the paper reads "I cannot bear the thought of using you." in thick small capital print writing, with "love and freedom don't coexist, Warden." written below it in italic script.

USE ME. (a cinematic Camilla Hect cosplay music video)

a cosplay portrayal of Camilla Hect, with dark brown bobbed hair, a dark grey denim moto jacket with a white Sixth House patch on it, dark grey cargo pants, a dark grey top with a pair of black aviator sunglasses hooked onto the collar, a black belt, and two thigh holsters. she's sitting against a wall in side profile, head tilted back as if exhausted, holding up a tape recorder as if speaking to it.
a cosplay portrayal of Camilla Hect, with dark brown bobbed hair, dark grey cargo pants, a dark grey top with a pair of black aviator sunglasses hooked onto the collar, a black belt, and two thigh holsters. her arms are crossed as she leans against a rusted fence, looking down at the ground.
a cosplay portrayal of Camilla Hect, with dark brown bobbed hair, a dark grey top with a pair of black aviator sunglasses hooked onto the collar - one eye is light grey and the other is dark brown. it is nighttime in a rundown urban setting, and she is bleeding out of one nostril.

notes:

TW for fake blood. heart crimes abound. I filmed all of this during 3 days of intense hyperfixation in October/November 2023, and after much Life Happened, edited it all together in June/July 2024. it is a labor of love, an embarrassing love letter to the more-unhinged-than-she-lets-on codependent cavalier exemplar that is Camilla Hect, and an intense appreciation for the "psychosexual mess of roleplaying and bad meals" that is Nona the Ninth.

i hope you enjoy it. i have more thoughts & stills to share, but i need to fling this into the internet before i continue to overthink it and utterly lose my nERVE AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS AAJFSkdhgfdhg


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