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♡crush! Yoon Hyunsuk♡
why he fell for you + how he confessed:
regardless of how you two met, you became close friends pretty quickly
even though Hyunsuk seems to be a shy person to some extent, I feel like your kind, comforting aura would make him want to be around you as much as possible
it was just another day of you and Hyunsuk hanging out at the dorms
since the boys had gotten a few days off after a successful comeback wrap up, Hyunsuk brought up the idea of having a movie night
you thought that he meant having a movie night with you and the rest of the members, but now, as you were sitting a few centimetres apart from Hyunsuk on the living room couch, unable to hear any other sound but the rapid beating of your heart and Hyunsuk's soft, slightly shaky breaths, you finally realized that the other members won't be joining
at this point you had been crushing on Hyunsuk for months
ever since you first met him you had seriously adored his bubbly, bright personality, but at first you never really thought that you'd end up having a crush on him
not because there was something about him that you didn't like, it was just that you had never felt so comfortable around anyone else, so free to be yourself and to not be afraid of being judged, because Hyunsuk is a very open-minded, understanding person
...therefore, from day one, you had promised yourself to never let go of such an amazing friend
aaand subconsciously you knew that garnering a crush on him would only eventually complicate your friendship, so you never really did anything to risk it
well,,, sometimes you couldn't help but stare at his beautiful side profile for a little too long for it to go unnoticed, but whenever he had caught you staring, you just made a funny face at him and pretended like all along you had only wanted to annoy him a little, you know, as close friends do
Hyunsuk, on the other hand, sometimes found himself admiring you on purpose
scratch that,, he found himself admiring you on purpose very often
whenever you giggled at a stupid pun he had just made, or when you got a little too excited about spotting a dog at the park on your frequent early morning walks (you often accompanied him on his way to his company since your workplace is very close to his), even when you just,, existed, he would look at you with very loving eyes and try to imprint the image of you in his mind so that he would never forget any moment spent with you
he truly thought that you were too good to be true, perhaps a lost angel
the other boys realized that he likes you pretty quickly
I mean,,, whenever the guys would have a break during practice, Hyunsuk without fail would always think of another thing about you that he just had to let others know about
one time, without really realizing what he's doing, he was gushing about you once again, and at some point during his "why I love y/n" TED talk he blurted out "I swear she's the most beautiful person I've ever met!" while having the biggest smile on his face
at this point, the other boys had heard almost everything about you
Jinyoung could even swear that he knows just how many hoodies you own, since during his crazed rants Hyunsuk always mentioned what you had been wearing that day
I mean,, Hyunsuk is a notorious chatter box in general, but when it came to you, like I mentioned before, he felt like he had to show you off to the world, and, since he trusts his members completely, everything just spilled out naturally
plus he thinks that you're the cutest human being to ever exist when you're wearing your oversized hoodies (even when you're not but especially when you seem to be drowning in the little-bit-too-big fabric)
the guys had had enough
they hadn't even spent that much time with you but thanks to Hyunsuk's neverending rants seemed to know everything about you, and that could only mean one thing...
Hyunsuk likes (,,loves??) you
so, that night, they came up with the genius plan of suggesting having a group movie night to Hyunsuk while in reality they planned to ditch you two before telling Hyunsuk that they think you like him back (I mean,,, they didn't know that for sure because, like I said, they had only met you a few times, but they felt like they had to do something to nudge Hyunsuk in the direction of confessing to you)
besides having had their ears talked off, the most important reason to this was because the guys had never seen Hyunsuk so happy before
you seemed like his happy pill, someone who gave him not only a lot of joy, but also immense support, which sometimes Hyunsuk really needed since he has such a physically and mentally demanding job
"he'll thank us later" Byounggon whispered matter-of-factly as they all walked through the front door of the dorms, going god knows where and leaving you and Hyunsuk all alone
at first, Hyunsuk had no idea what to say to you
Hyunsuk had spent many times before with you and only you but this time was different, since all he could think about was the possibility of you liking him back (and how incredibly sweaty his hands had gotten in the span of one minute)
of course, he had always hoped you do, but he didn't think such an angelic person like you could fall for plain old him (at least that's what he thought about himself most of the time)
"do you want to pick the movie?" finally, you spoke up, wanting to ease the awkward tension
"sURE!!!" he said, a little bit too fast and a tad bit too loudly for anyone to think that he was anything but extremely nervous
as Hyunsuk was looking through the most popular movies on Netflix, you prepared the popcorn
after making sure you weren't looking at him, he wiped his hands off on his black jeans and prayed to god for his heart not to jump out of his chest
at the same time as Hyunsuk finally clicked on a random romcom, you sat down on the couch with a large bowl of popcorn in your hands, this time much further away from him (to put the popcorn in the middle of both of you for easy sharing, of course, not because being only mere centimetres apart from him made you feel like your whole body was on fire, no, not at all)
you watched the movie in silence, only letting out a soft laugh now and then at some mildly funny jokes the main character had said to impress his love interest
Hyunsuk, however, was so on edge that he couldn't even process the words that came out from the TV
at some point you got very worried about him cause he honestly looked like he had caught the flu or something
his flushed face, slightly shaky but (very) sweaty hands and seemingly solemn mood made you so worried that you couldn't keep quiet anymore despite being nervous as well (but of course you didn't know that he was just extremely nervous to be around the person who he 1) had a rapidly blooming crush on, and 2) maybe liked him back)
"Hyunsuk are you okay??"
your sudden question seemed to make him even more shaky "of course, why wouldn't I be??!"
you looked him in the eyes with a serious expression on your face "don't lie to me, Hyuk. you look like you saw a ghost earlier today or something."
'Hyuk'... whenever he heard you say that nickname you had for him it never failed to make a sudden wave of warmth wash over his chest
for a few seconds he debated in his head whether to tell you the truth and potentially risk your friendship or to make up some white lie to just get out of this very tense situation
you could tell just by looking into his eyes that the wheels in his head were working very hard to come up with something to say
since you had pretty much always known that Hyunsuk can have a hard time opening up to people due to not only the fear of upsetting someone, but also because he can't help but think sometimes that he always needs to hold up his bright, positive maknae image, you decided to speak up once again and hopefully ease his heart by leading the conversation
"I don't know what happened but you seem to be not feeling well... you know you can tell me anything, Hyuk. please let's just talk it out, I don't think either of us can stand this strange tension anymore."
you thought that maybe you had said something wrong, or that maybe things hadn't been so well at practice, but you could've never expected what he said next
"do you like me??" he blurted out with a sudden rush of confidence coursing through his veins
despite being in shock, you managed to answer him right away "what do you mean??"
"I mean... Byounggon hyung told me that you might like me back..." he clarified as suddenly taking interest in scanning the floor
"Byounggon told yo- wait what?? did you say "like me back"??! as in... you like,, me??"
as soon as realization hit him, his cheeks turned an even brighter shade of red
"I- I mean- well,, I didn't-"
"just tell me the truth, Hyunsuk. please..." you said to him before trying to calm him down a little by taking one of his hands in yours and squeezing it gently in reassurance
somehow this action made Hyunsuk feel even more nervous and relaxed at the same time
but, thankfully, it was all it took for him to spill the beans
"yeah... I like you, y/n. a lot... and I hope we can just get past this without ruining our friendship..." he said in a disheartened tone with a slight pout on his flushed face
in that moment you swore to yourself that you had never seen anyone look more adorable than Hyunsuk did
you wanted to ease his worries of rejection but couldn't choose the right words to say as all you could focus on in that moment was how inviting his rosy lips looked
so you put the forgotten bowl of popcorn on the coffee table in front of you, scooted closer to him, and right as he turned his head to look at what you were doing, planted a soft, short kiss on his lips
"does this mean you like me too?" he asked with a hopeful glint in his suddenly much bigger pupils after you had pulled away ever so slightly from the sweet kiss you just shared
you buried your head in the crook of his neck and giggled, unable to handle how absolutely adorable Hyunsuk was being
at first he didn't know what to think, but as soon as he felt you nodding in agreement against his chest, he started to giggle along with you
you two spent the rest of the night cuddling on the living room couch and finishing the romcom that had totally been forgotten for about 10 minutes
you felt so safe and warm in his embrace that close to the end of the movie you fell into a deep slumber
of course, the rest of the members just had to return from their outing right when Hyunsuk was looking down at you with the softest little smile on his face and ever so gently brushing your hair back out of your face
thankfully none of them dared to wake you up with loud cheers of congratulations, but Seunghun did make a few kissy noises in Hyunsuk's direction while Yonghee quietly scolded him for teasing the maknae
A/N:
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♡boyfriend! Kim Yonghee♡
how you'd spend mornings together:
since Yonghee seems to be a very diligent person, I feel like most of the time he would wake up before you
after getting the sleep out of his eyes and stretching a little, he'd look at you to check if you're already awake or not
most of the time you're out cold, and even though I don't think Yonghee is the type of person to watch someone while they sleep (lovingly of course, not in a creepy way), he'd definitely break out in a little smile upon seeing your calm figure with a mild case of bed hair and sometimes even a little drool on your chin (you still look angelic in his eyes)
at times when he's the first one to be up, he'd either 1) make you breakfast in bed or 2) work out a little/do something work-related because in my eyes he's the type of person who wants to make the most out of their time (but he'd still make you a cup of coffee/tea, whichever you prefer)
but, on the rare occasions you do wake up before him, you'd just check your social media and wait for Yonghee to wake up too
when you'd notice him starting to stir awake, you would immediately put down your phone on the nightstand and turn to him, waiting for him to notice you so you could attack him with morning cuddles without startling him
"goodmorning, my lov-"
that's all he'd manage to get out before breaking out in a fit of giggles thanks to you attaching yourself to him like a koala and snuggling against his bare chest
if he was asked to explain the reason behind his laughter, he'd say it's simply because of your hair tickling his neck, but in reality he just found you so adorable being all clingy that he couldn't help but let out a laugh full of pure joy
"I dreamed about you" he'd state as soothingly caressing your hair
"I'm starting to think you're just making up these dreams about me. I mean, how does one dream about the same person almost every night?!" you'd answer without looking up at him, feeling too cosy nestled upon his warm chest to even think about moving
once again, he'd giggle softly before tapping your shoulder
finally, you'd give in and raise your head a little to meet his eyes, slightly scrunching your brows in question
he'd put one of his hands on your cheek before almost whispering in a honey-like tone "what can I do if I miss you even when I'm asleep"
then, without waiting for your answer, he'd lean in and plant a featherlight kiss on your lips
whenever he'd kiss you in the morning, you'd want to complain about his morning breath but when he does cheesy stuff like this you can't help but forget about everything but him, sitting right in front you, looking as ethereal as ever
for a moment you'd just stare at him with a peachy blush decorating your slightly puffy cheeks, thinking something along the lines of "what did I do in my past life to deserve being together with such an incredibly beautiful person??!"
"why are you looking at me like that?" he'd eventually break the silence
"cause you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen" you'd answer with the uttermost sincerity laced through your voice
at this, Yonghee wouldn't be able to keep his cool and would start blushing like crazy
whenever he gets shy around you, he tends to hide his face in an attempt to seem calm and collected, so he'd just take his pillow from next to him and put it in front of his flushed face
you already knew that Yonghee was being shy, but what really confirmed it was his childlike giggles (yes, he giggles a lot but it's your favourite sound in the whole entire universe so sometimes you'd say cheesy stuff on purpose just to hear it)
once again, you'd attack him with cuddles and then stay in bed for another 5 minutes or so, just snuggling into each other's comforting embrace and talking about the day ahead
after finally crawling out of bed and getting dressed, you'd both head to the kitchen to make some breakfast
usually you guys make something that doesn't require a lot of cooking, like sandwiches or an omelette, but whenever there's more free time before heading to work you'd make pancakes
you'd make the batter while Yonghee would whip up a cup of coffee/tea for each of you
Yonghee would then cook the pancakes while you sit back and enjoy your drink (well,, in reality you're mostly admiring him, thinking about how nice it would be if you could always start the day with your lovely boyfriend, but the bittersweet reality was that most of the time he was gone for work before you were awake)
sometimes you'd put on music in the background if either of you didn't feel like talking much but didn't want to sit in silence either (though both of you don't mind the silence cause it's nothing but comfortable)
whenever you'd put on his own group's music he'd start to whine and beg for you to play anything else (he's the type to not want to listen to his own songs because he thinks his parts aren't good enough no matter how flawlessly he sang them) but you'd just sit at the countertop all smugly with your arms crossed over your chest, sipping your beverage and enjoying the calming melody of "Maybe I", not about to give into your boyfriend's childish antics
but you'd make up for it sooner or later by surprising him with a tight backhug (Yonghee loves loves loves backhugs so please spoil him with them)
the rest of your morning would be spent by enjoying the fluffy pancakes and talking about anything and everything that came to your minds (and brushing your teeth, putting on some makeup if that's something you do, just casual everyday things)
usually Yonghee leaves for work before you do
as he'd be closing the buttons of his trench coat, about to pick up his messenger bag and head through the front door, you'd run up to him all cutely like a baby penguin and kiss his cheek before saying "have a great day, Yong-ah"
he'd look down at you with the most loving smile on his face before leaving a gentle peck on your forehead and sweetly murmuring "you too, my love"
ㅤ𖤓ㅤㅤ◦ㅤㅤ𖤍ㅤㅤ Smile Like You Mean It
CIX take you to prom
- Calls you his sweetie pie
- Hirers a vintage care to pick you up in
- Complete gentlemen the entire time
- Sticks to the outer edges to avoid being bumped into
- Thourorly enjoys the food
- Dance only if it’s a song you like and take breaks during the shitty ones
- Is in complete aw of how gorgeous you are
- Wins award for hottest couple
- Is always asking if your ok because he knows that your shy
- Kissing while slow dancing
- Keeps commenting on how beautiful you look
- Will fall asleep if sitting down for too long
- Orders the vegetarian meal because your actually a vegetarian
- Smiles every time he twirls you around
- Dance only if it’s a song you like and take breaks during the shitty ones
- Never stop dancing
- Complete gentlemen the entire time
- Hirers a vintage car to pick you up in
- Fast dances to a slow song
- Pulls you as close as possible
- Wins award for hottest couple
- Calls you his beautiful baby
- Kissing while slow dancing
- Takes a million photos
- Leaves early to get Korean takeout
I’m in need of serotonin so here’s random CIX (maybe just seunghun and bx because i’m tired) headcanons as your best friend/boyfriend i thought of
Byounggon
-BX is a big teddy bear and would always be clinging to you whether it’s having an arm over your shoulder or holding onto the hem of your shirt
-gets pouty when you try to annoy him/tease him but secretly loves it and has no hesitation to return the favor
-well sing off key randomly to make you laugh if he thinks your having a bad day and will do anything to make you smile again
-likes it when you cling to him first. he will get protective big brother mode and won’t let anyone else try to take you away especially if your feeling down or tired
-i could do so many for bx but moving on
Seunghun
-would 1000% sing you lullaby’s or your favorite songs without hesitation hed even go out his way to make a playlist of your music taste for when he’s with you
-Would definitely give you small but noticeable moments of physics affection if he wanted like holding your hand/thigh, kissing you’d anywhere he could (shoulders, neck,cheek,hand,lips etc)
-would goof around and joke to try and make you laugh and smile as much as possible because he loves to see it
-would bring you to karaoke atleast once a week and make sure you let off some steam by screaming songs terribly with him before he made the place his own concert