Cm 10x13 - Tumblr Posts

i haven't posted much recently but i am still so insane about criminal minds, don't you worry (made a tiktok account to post my edits💪 it's in my bio if anyone wants it!... be warned its. a lot of spoilery stuff, if u havent finished the series)

ANYWAYS! i went on tiktok today.

SPOILERS FOR SEASON 10, EPISODE 13 !!!

(yes of course it's nelson's sparrow again)

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this comment. This Comment. has ruined my day. has ruined my Life. how am i supposed to function after this?

blah blah blah yes i know that the entire team knew gideon very well, i know that they all definitely help with the funeral (which. the proceedings of gideons funeral is something i never thought id be contemplating deeply at 9 oclock on a saturday, but here we are).

... but God. rossi, hotch, and reid knew him the best. rossi more than ANY of them! they had to be the main 3 that took charge. obviously including stephan, too, which.. *slams my head into a wall* yeah! im normal about that

it's just... how many times did the team quietly bring up a question about "what gideon would've wanted" and turn their heads toward rossi for an answer, who has just been staring at the obituary, that HE himself wrote, completely dissociated from the conversation?... after all- he has the best handwriting out of all of them. (he's holding the pen a little too tight. his fancy cursive shakes and the ink bleeds into the page.)

how many times has rossi been a pallbearer...? we all know reid probably couldn't even speak at gideon's funeral, and i personally know that hotch probably said something there, but. Christ. rossi had to have spoken, too. how many times has he spoken at a funeral?. how hard was it, this time, to write down all his thoughts? (the hardest it's ever been, for a man that is a well-renowned author.)

did they have any recent photos of him, lying around the house? did they have to use an old one? where was he buried?

how many graves does rossi visit now?

all in all, thank you tiktok user agentellegreenaway, for ruining my night /loving