Cringe Talks - Tumblr Posts

If I stop saying meme quotes at least 5 times a day I'm pretty sure I would die

Kind reminder that I am always open for asks  ask me about my ocs  ask me about my sona  ask me about some characters from fandoms like Undertale, Cuphead, Little Nightmares, anything I talked about here on this blog ask me stuff and I may answer it

I like when people draw monsters behind characters like congrats bro you just gave them a Stand

TW suicide, self harm

sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I never existed. maybe my friends would be better off If I didn’t exist in the first place. then they wouldn’t have to worry about this fat, ugly, waste of space and oxygen bastard who has stupid fucking abandonment issues. they won’t have to worry about that same bastard talking to them, wasting their time. sometimes I just want to fucking kill myself and free myself from this guilt, this rage, this sadness. hell sometimes when it’s too much I punch my wall until my knuckles bleed but I don’t to tell them or they’ll worry about me more. I don’t want to be a burden to people that deserve so much better. those people deserve all the happiness in the world, they deserve to be so so so happy. and I feel like I’m in the way. I just want to disappear. If I could almost drown myself in the tub in 6th grade I’m sure I can drown myself now. but I'm scared to die, I’m scared to live. I don’t want this fear. I don’t want this sadness. I don’t want this guilt. I don’t want this sympathy. I just want this wave of rusted chains, broken dreams, and busted emotions to be over.