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物の哀れ ( ‘the sadness of things’.)

Characters : Alpha! Jungkook x Omega ! OC.

ABO Dynamics.

Genre : Arranged Marriage / Temporary contractual Marriage.

Warnings : Non- Con/ Extremely Dubious Consent . High functioning alcoholism. Genre related consent issues. Implied suicidal thoughts.

Summary : A recently widowed Jungkook agrees to a contract marriage to keep his company afloat. His grief overwhelms him and it is hard to look at his new wife as anything other than an intruder .

[  Author’s Note :  物の哀れ ~ Mono no aware can be translated as ‘the sadness of things’. It comes from the words 物 (mono – thing) and 哀れ (aware – poignancy or pathos). The ‘sadness’ in question comes from an awareness of the transience of things, as taught by Zen Buddhism. When we view something exceptionally beautiful, we might feel sad because we know it won’t stay so beautiful forever – but appreciation only heightens the pleasure we take in the beautiful thing in that moment. ]

Chapter 1  ⋆  Chapter 2  ⋆  Chapter 3

Chapter 4  ⋆  Chapter 5   ⋆   Chapter 6

Chapter 7

  “I know all of us were rooting for you guys to be friends , but I’m not sure if this is better or worse.” Jin wrinkled his nose, staring at where Jungkook’s arm lay wrapped around my waist, proprietary and firm while he typed away into his phone.

I hadn’t even noticed him or the way he held me, too busy squeezing lemons into a jar and Jin’s words made me stiffen a bit, embarrassed. I tried to shuffle away from Jungkook’s touch but it was impossible, his grip firm even though he was preoccupied with whoever he was texting.

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