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6 months ago

On this night I am thinking about Haru Sagara and how he is consistently putting others' needs in front of his own. And how, though he plays stupid and plays the overbearing captain, when given the choice between self-preservation or saving others he will always, without any question, choose to save others.

It's really sad in a sense to see this trend happening over and over. Like... he's burdened with someone else's debt and he deals with it himself with a fairly reasonable amount of griping. He takes over a park he doesn't know the operation of and teaches himself to do it by himself, because there's nobody else to rely on like general students (and, generally, Towa seems to be a free-spirit, and Haru encourages it!).

He frequently ignores his own health in order to give the anomalous animals the best lives he can in the park too. He remarks about getting bitten a ton, he obviously deals with upset anomalies frequently, he sacrifices AC on the off chance an anomaly may wander into the dorm... I think something that sticks out to me is that, when he wakes up from his tetanus coma, the janitor reprimands him for another ignored injury. And it's true! We see him get injured and subsequently ignore it a Lot! Or we see him put himself in positions to be injured for the sake of other people.

In Princess Oto's castle, he uses his stigma to save Ren and Calimari despite knowing he'd get hurt. And Ren is right to be mad at him about it! But what's worse is that he turns around and almost immediately does it again, this time with the implication that he was ready to lay down his life!! He tells Towa to stay with the MC and Ren because he thought they would have a better chance if he distracted Oto! His final words before Towa breaks the tank is that it's up to Towa now! And I think he knew Towa would most likely pull through, but he was definitely in bad, bad shape beforehand. And what if he didn't have the first aid kit? I don't think it would've changed his actions.

It's just. I want him to take better care of himself. I want him to value himself outside of the joking contexts we always see. Outside of the context of the park and the anomalies in his care. I want him to be able to rely on Ren and Towa more often, because right now he does tend to take the fall for them more often than not. Towa vists the hill so he stays home instead of asking him to return. Ren wants to work at the diner, so Haru lets him rather than forcing him to quit like he originally tried to.

Haru Sagara you will meet me in the pit (the pit is a nice comfortable bed) and I will beat you to death with my hooves (tuck you in goodnight because you wake up at like 4 in the goddamn morning and go to bed at god knows when if you even manage to ever sleep) (and then cook you a meal since you obviously don't eat enough either given that you have to be like oh don't worry i ate some lettuce and bread)


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1 year ago

Thank you for always making amazing Seventeen content I'm so glad we get to see more gifs of them being made lately, both their new and old content ๐Ÿ’“ can't thank you enough

And if it isn't a trouble can please give some list or recommendation of other carat gifmakers here too please

omg hii thanku for ur sweet words ๐Ÿ˜ญ yeah i'm really glad u feel that way bc svt are my faves ๐Ÿงก and i feel like im still a pretty recent fan but its so fun to go back and make content for their older eras!!!! anyway heres a list of carat cc's i'd recommend!!!

@featdino @ajusnice @mingyuskim @woozi @wnjunhui @master-tonberry @irlvernon @hwiyoungies @ch-channie @jeonghan-yoons @wonufied @nootcoups @usersjeonghan (this is also me sorry for self promo but its jeonghan based) @twojae @chenleyah @yohanblr @woozification @itsyoonzino @jeonwon-wonwoo @parkloves @dokyeomis @seokmingming @userjungkook97 @coupsnim @wonwooridul @facethesuns @kiimtaehyung @ueberdemnebelmeer @xuseokgyu @seoksgyu @seokmins @taeminblr @smingi @choi-soobin @dinotual @c-seungcheols @woneko @4media @star-losts @donghyuckkies @taetheists @97chwe @solojihyo @bisexualgyu @zyx

they all make lovely posts and im sooo glad theres an amazing carat community on here ๐Ÿ’Œ


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