Cw Weight - Tumblr Posts
Rant time!
Warnings: weight, fat shaming (kinda), underweight, bullying ig?, oral retainers ig, thoughts of murder, violent thoughts, thinking of hurting others
looooove when my LITTLE sister decides it's a good idea to poke at literally every imperfection
Mimicking my lisp because I have metal retainers in as if her teeth don't look like shit (mine used to look worse but I have straight teeth now)
Getting on my case for having low grades when I have trouble remembering to pass things in due to a weird system
Badgering me for my messy room when I don't have the motivation nor energy to clean it because I'm tired after school
Shoving it in my face that I'm short when she knows I want to be taller than I am (she's taller)
Teasing me about looking fat all the time when in reality, I'm a perfectly healthy weight for my age, and my height (she looks like she doesn't eat and is very clearly underweight)
Telling me I look like shit and have poor taste in clothing when what I do is dress comfortably and put my hair up to keep it out of my face and off the back of my neck
Saying I'm stupid for not getting references and memes about things I haven't seen
Pestering me about not being able to see something when only her RED led lights are on when the walls are painted a DARK BLUE and the bunk bed frame is DARK BROWN (I couldn't find a cord she was trying to give me, the cord is black and it was in the shadows)
So anyways, I regret asking for her
Update from the next day, she's calling me slow again and making fun of my 'low intelligence'
I fucking hate her I'm having the stabby thoughts and I wish it was legal to kill her but it's not but I want to rip her fucking eyes out but jail and death row would suck
Do y'all not realize weight fluctuation is normal? Like I would be concerned if your weight NEVER changed
Think about it: you eat, you poop, you drink, you pee, you breathe, you swallow, you cry, you sweat. There are so many things going on in your body. So many things are being absorbed and expelled. It would be absurd to assume that this does not cause any weight fluctuation.
Especially if you're taking hormonal birth control or prescription medications. My psychiatrist checks my weight regularly and has told me that a fluctuation of 5 pounds is normal, especially for women.
What I'm trying to say is that weight isn't a concrete thing. There are so many factors that change weight and those can vary from day to day. Don't stress.