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somebody please please please make me a list of things to do this summer that doesn’t require friends
i’m lacking motivation and my mental health is AWFUL + i have literally 2 friends no joke please help me
i’m actually so happy i have ortho bc my skin is glowing, i’m getting sknnier and happier, all bc of my dis0rd0r😋
reminderrrrr 🪽⭐️
ive finally started counting again, it feels so good
active edblr accs in sept 2024 pls follow i will follow back!!
whoevers messing w my voodoo doll can u please take some stufing out so im skinnier? thanks <3
i always find it so funny when my parents get mad that i ask what's for dinner. its like they forget that if they don't cook, i have no reason to eat
always remember being fat is a choice
me literally like 3 weeks ago what went wrong
Why is everyone so fucking disappointing
Like I never wanted to be this person but
I need people who are on 👏🏼my 👏🏼level 👏🏼 💅
(talking about my irls btw- love youse on here x)
Sorry for being inactive…
I haven’t been feeling skinny enough
Lmao should I just start purging again?
Just joking!!!
Unless… 👀🤭
I look so lovely and skinny for my sisters wedding 💒 💅
UPDATE;
My sister got married and moved out to her in laws. I feel like I’ve lost her. Like she doesn’t care about me anymore. We barely see her and when we do I don’t feel close to her. It’s like there’s this boundary where someone else is getting her best. Her focus isn’t on me. It never was until I started to purge and restrict. Now I’m good again I’m invisible.
It makes me want to starve myself and I want her to notice.
New motivation unlocked I guess ❤️🩹
Update;
My sister said she doesn’t appreciate that I pressure her into coming back home to stay with us when all I’ve ever did was ask ❤️🩹
I wonder if she’ll care if I lose more again…
Turning a new page today!
Coming off of my antidepressant.
Working out again.
Tea instead of snacks.
Limit cal intake.
Dialectics.
Connecting to my femininity.
Embracing my current thoughts and feelings.
Riding the wave of tomorrow 🌊
I just got religious healing done today and now my mum expects me to change everything about me. Lovely.
It’s funny how I’m expected to heal yet forget myself at the same time.
Seems I’ve relapsed at a good time.
Skinniness is next to cleanliness
And cleanliness is next to godliness