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Is It My Fault?

I do believe you lied to me,

When you said you wouldn't leave me.

Was it just a way to calm my anxieties?

Or was it a dream that only you realized we wouldn't achieve?

Perhaps it was my fault,

Feeding myself that false hope.

It used to be that I would look at you,

And the future would click into place,

But now, as I beg you for your time,

I wonder if I'm currently forcing the pieces together.

Perhaps it was my fault,

For holding on to tightly to someone who only needed me temporarily.

I still believe that you care for me,

And maybe even love me,

But now that I've given you the power to leave me

Are you going to?

Perhaps it was my fault,

For not forcing myself to give you more than I was able.

I can't kiss you the same,

It just aches too much.

I cant hold you the same,

It seems to be all I can give.

I will never be able to love you the same,

As anyone that follows after.

I hope now it's a simple overreaction,

An easily fixed assumption,

And not the truth,

That's creeping into the corners of my mind.