Dont Ask How I Know That - Tumblr Posts

Say that I WONT.

That I CANT.

That I'll NEVER BELONG.

AN OUTCAST FROM THE BLESSED.

And I'm telling you telling you no.

Cause you don't understand that...

I'LL NEVER BE CALM. OR CONTENT.

In this war with myself.

GET READY FOR THE ENDING.

The red light is blinking.

I've done so damn much but...

MY SELF WORTH KEEPS SINKING.

I'm constantly working to make my life...

PERFECT.

But lying on my death bed...

WILL ALL THIS BE WORTH IT?

I'll spend my whole life overcoming...

MY DOUBT.

I want it to matter when my heart goes out.

ASSEMBLE SOME PUNKS.

Play a few shows.

Maybe for a moment I won't feel so low.

Then suddenly the labor pays off...

and I'm able to soak up the feeling of...

being a bit stable...

relieved of the burden of never giving up...

but I'm kidding myself.

IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH.

-Overkiller by Qbomb