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11 months ago
SO ANXIOUS
SO ANXIOUS

SO ANXIOUS

SO ANXIOUS
SO ANXIOUS

prompt : breeding

pairing/s : switch!kim sunoo x fem!reader

tag/s : breeding ofc, pwp, riding, switch reader, cockwarming, sunoo calls you baby ( when is it my turn), clit rubbing, allusion to multiple rounds.

SO ANXIOUS

"u-ugh fuck!-" the sound of skin slapping against skin echoed around the room, masculine and feminine moans reverberated against the four walls of your bedroom.

"you're so tight, squeezing around me so good baby." he gasped for air as your hips slammed up and down his dick. you could feel it twitching inside you, continuously hitting that spot that makes you fold.

"yeah? i'm kind of getting tired though- ah!" your teasing sentence was cut off as he suddenly thrusted up into you and bounced you on his fat cock. your juices were splattered across his pelvis and he took advantage by using it as lubricant as he continued to rut into your cunt.

"what's gotten you like this..?" you said following with a moan as you felt his thumb rub tight circles around your sensitive clit, the combined stimulation pushes you dangerously closer to the edge.

"sun', i'm gonna cum," he ignored your warning and somehow went faster with his ministrations against your bud and pushed his hips to thrust faster. you squeezed your eyes shut as the knot in your stomach threatens to snap but it seems sunoo has no intention to stop.

"shit, baby i'm getting close." he never stopped thrusting and rubbing and with instinct, you slammed harder against him.

"cum for me.. ha- cum for me baby, fuck!- cum with me!" his moans increased in volume and so did yours as you felt a wave of pleasure run through your lower body and suddenly you're creaming against his cock. you could feel the ropes of cum he released inside you as you continued to grind against his sensitive dick.

you stop when he puts his hands on your hips as he relaxed against the bed with his dick still inside you.

"that was amazing..." sunoo sighed and you leaned down to nudge your nose on the crook of his neck. the after effects of your orgasms finally hitting as he feels his eyes getting droopy.

"ah ah ah. i didn't say we were done now, did i?" and he knew a long night was ahead of him.

SO ANXIOUS

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When you buy them an expensive gift - Enhypen [OT7}

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}
When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}
When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

Warnings: Mentions of alcohol (Heeseung), mild use of language, other than that... None! <3 Summary: You're their bestie so you spoil them for their birthdays

(I'm so sorry in advance for the number of times the style changes, it's honestly so....)

Heeseung:

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- "OH MY FUCKING-"

- has no idea how to react at first

- his eyes would pop out of his head as he scans over the price tag

- "what? is there something wrong? IS IT EXPIRED?!!"

- he pauses to give you this sort of "did you really just ask that?" sort of look

- you take a glance at the bottle and realize you forgot to remove the price *mental facepalm*

- he reads over the description on the back of the extremely pricey bottle (you know how they're like "made with the finest grapes in the valley and aged to perfection" yeah that)

- "um wow, you know you didn't have to spend this much right?"

- "like literally any... and I mean ANY bottle of wine would do!"

- "fine you ungrateful bitch, I'll just take it back"

- LMFAO, the way he would snatch the bottle back from you

- "NO! What I meant to say was: Thank you! I really appreciate it! the best gift ever!"

- definitely oversells it because at first, you think it's genuine but you realize it's just to keep you from getting mad or taking his happy drink away (ToT)

- pours you a glass but you aren't sure if it's as a thank you/ apology

Jay

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- let's be honest we all know jay is the wealthiest in en- so expensive gifts really aren't new to him

- "damn, I guess it does help to have rich friends"

- you aren't sure if it was a compliment or a hint at being used :(

- he sees your smile falter and just like that BOOM he's apologizing like there's no freaking tomorrow

- "WAIT?! no that's not what I meant. I really love this gift. I meant to say that I really love and appreciate the fact that I have friends who truly know me and what I like. You know how many other people bought me the same cringe ass mug with "I love waking up to the smell of MONEY in the morning" written on it? wtf is that even supposed to mean?!"

- you chuckled as you listened to his rampage

- you see his eyes glimmer and fill with joy as he reads the card gives the present another look before putting it down and smiling at you

- "Thank you again, I really love it and thanks for being my friend I don't know many people who stick around other than for free handouts but I really appreciate you." he says to you with a cheery, heartfelt smile

- "You're welcome Jeongseong and happy birthday..." you say softly as you reach over to hug him

- "wanna find a nearby cafe and make these hella fancy friendship bracelets?"

- "Dude this is literally YOUR birthday party, you can't just leave!"

- "Watch me!" he chuckles, dashing out the bedroom door, down the stairs, through the crowd of people and out the front door.

- "WAIT UP!!!"

Jake

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

S- I feel like jake is a simple guy who would literally be grateful even if you just got him a happy birthday card :(((

- with this info in mind you took it as an opportunity to really go all out... well maybe not all out but enough to make jake ecstatic

- and what better way to do that than to pamper the love of his life

- LAYLA!!!!!

- since the weather starts getting chillier around the time of his birthday, you decide to book them an appointment at one of your parents' clients spa.

- Knowing you, you spared no expense and demanded (with the help of some loose hundreds) they be treated as VIPs during their time there

- "Thank you for this y/n, I really appreciate this!" Jake whispers over to you with a smile brightly plastered over his face

- "Hey, no problem. that's what friends are for" you whisper back as you were waiting in the lobby of the spa with him.

- his smile quietly faded but you were quick to notice

- "what's wrong?"

- "No it's nothing. It's really stupid anyways..."

- "Jake?!"

- He sighs in defeat "I wish I could take Layla with me but I don't think they allow-"

- His words were cut off by the sound of you clapping your hands twice and within seconds a lady was running to your attention.

- "You called, mx?"

- "Yes, Mr Shim would like to get a shared service with his companion please."

- "Right away, MX."

- Jakes jaw was on the ground at how fast that interaction happened and how simply it happened at that

- "You really didn't have to do that," a slightly embarrassed blush creeping on his face

- "won't it be a lot of work for her to change the service info and everything?"

- "Jake it's her job and it's not like I was rude or anything and besides I'm paying her extra so..."

- A partially relieved yet still nervous breath escaped his lips.

- "Mr and Ms Sim?" two masseuses appeared next to Jake's seat, which caught him off guard as he jumped a bit at the mention of his name

- "Right this way, please." The one said as the other gently led Layla through to the room

- "Have fun, you two!"

- "We will!" Jake exclaimed turning back with one last smile

Sunghoon:

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- "No way. No Way. NO FUCKING WAY"

- "Yes way, Yes Way, YES FUCKING WAY"

- you're sitting next to him on the kitchen island

- you got him new skates and blades

- "Do you know these are like, every amateur skater's dream blades?! These are worn by fucking Olympic gold medalist skaters"

- giggling at how in awe he was of his gift

- "hold the fuck up, you don't know ANYTHING about skating. Where on God's green earth did you get John Wilson Blades?!! AND THEY'RE HELLA EXPENSIVE..."

- he goes into a state of absolute panic

- "Did you rob a bank?"

- "Did you blackmail your grandparents?"

- "Should I be calling the cops or hiding from them?"

- "There's no way in hell, I'm going to jail for your crimes on my birthday. That's beyond fucked up."

- you rolled your eyes while listening to his commentary on how you could possibly afford them

- Over the moon

- Doesn't stop hugging you

- you have to tap his shoulder pretty hard for him to let go as you were struggling to breathe

- "Oh," he exclaimed, embarrassment making itself known through his tone

- "Sorry about that..." he says scratching the back of his head

- *coughs* "no really it's-" *coughs* "- fine."

- he winces at each cough

- "Are you ok? Do you want some water?'

- "No, I'm fine. I promise."

- 5 minutes after your little choking episode, he offers you a free lesson on the ice as an apology

- "Okay, to move you need to direct your legs like this. Left. Right. Then left and right." (chile- I thought of 17)

- "That's it. You're doing great!" smiling widely

- for a few seconds you feel confident but as your confidence levels rise, your stability levels drop and you fall to the cold ground.

- Sunghoon can't help but laugh at you

- "Here." he stretches out his arm but you're quick to swat it away

- "You just laughed at me and now you wanna help? You're such a pain."

- He leans back as he dies of laughter from just thinking about your fall.

- "You're lucky it's your birthday, otherwise I would have beat the crap outta you..."

Sunoo

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- you and your bestie Sunoo have been dreaming of driving matching vehicles since forever. With that, truly speaking, being last month.

- So you both decided on a drunken (-dazed) whim that you'd start studying towards getting your drivers licence.

- Didn't go too well on your end, after all, it's not your fault your vision is anything but 20/20.

- But in all fairness, you couldn't help but be happy for your friend when he aced his test and walked out with a freshly laminated card with his credentials in a block like font.

- "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! YOU GOT IT! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU!" you screamed at the top of your lungs

- "OMG OMG OMG THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING. OK WOW!"

- "Wait does this mean I can't ask Jake for rides anymore? I was kinda getting used to having a chauffeur..." Sunoo pouted at the thought

- "Whine all you want but maybe me failing isn't such a bad thing. Now I have you to drive me around."

- the look on his face when you say this. He legit has "And I remember thinking... I'm about to beat this bitch up." written all over his face

- his icy glare makes you regret your statement in an instant.

- "I was just messing with you noo..." you tease

- "Ewww don't call me that. I'm not like, 5 or whatever." He laughs his ass off at the nickname

- The week after getting his driver's licence was Sunoo's birthday and what kind of best friend would you be if you didn't take it into your own hands to throw him the best party of his life?

- REDS, PURPLE AND BLUES the LEDs flashed those three colours

- BALLOONS AND PARTY STREAMERS GALORE

- MUSIC BLASTING THROUGH THE SPEAKERS SO LOUDLY THE WINDOWS WERE SHAKING

- You got really lucky that your mom allowed you to host a party at your house

- You'd gone all out and hadn't cut corners for a single thing.

- Well done y/n, you've outdone yourself on this one. *pats self on shoulder*

- "Thank you for this party. It's really amazing. I must say that you've done better than I ever could." Sunoo states eyes still roaming around the room to truly admire the decorations and the beautiful star decor hanging from the extremely high ceiling.

- he really thought that was it? chile-

- "I have one more thing, come on." you grab his hand and run through the ton of people dancing the night away

- "Oh My AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" Sunoo squeals have a few of the guests turning heads to see what the commotion was about

- "Surprise!" you say, your jazzy hands revealing the beautiful, Midnight Blue coloured car to your best friend.

- claps heard from all around the rooms (Is it a rich people thing to clap for expensive gifts? I don't know...)

_ "I hope you like it. I picked out that model you had your eye on when we were looking through the catalogue so I-" you were cut off with Sunoo hugging the hell out of you

- you can see tears forming that's when you know you've done well.

- "Can I have the keys please?" he asks unable to keep still

- "With pleasure, my good sir." you bow to him like he's some sort of king.

- "Oh my god! It has a sunroof and black rims??!!, I'm gonna die!" he squeals

- as you lean against the car door, you smile to yourself seeing how happy he is... that happiness is very short-lived

- 'Eww Y/N! GET YOUR GRUBBY SELF OFF MY CAR!"

- you know this emoji -> 😦... yeah that's your face rn

- "bitch I'll take this back faster than you can say supercalifragilisticexpialidocious"

Jungwon

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- Jungwon and you had been friends since before you could count

- No, seriously. You both met when you were in preschool. You literally learnt how to count together

- Sure there was sometimes bickering between the two of you over who could spell the longest words or run the fastest but it was all healthy competition

- you two were inseparable

- so you could imagine the pain he must've felt when you told him you were moving countries for better business opportunities for your parents

- when you told him, it was storming outside. you could barely hear each other despite being indoors, with all the doors and windows shut

- "My parents said we'll move back in 4 years." you stated sadly, trying to cheer him up after you broke the news to him

- "That's so far from now. what if you forget about me?!" he shouted, competing with the loud thunder outside. You saw tears fall from his eyes as he looked out the window you both were seated by. Your heart dropped to see how much this hurt him and as if on queue, a lighting bolt stuck outside as you too, started to cry.

- a friendship of 13 long years but when it comes to the test of time how would that measure up to the 3 years you'd be without each other

- he had seen in the movies how it goes down. when people had ay sort of relationship long-distance and it didn't end well

- but not all hope was lost and you both were lucky enough to still have similar school schedules + your time wasn't much of an issue as you weren't in a different timezone

- you both got pretty lonely but it was a good opportunity for either of you to get out of your comfort zone to make more friends and it didn't help that you were both introverts

- You especially struggled the most with the language and culture shock you were greeted with during your first few months there

- your friendship with Jung-won to each of your surprises was perfectly fine

- on weekends you would video call each other and talk about all sorts of things

- "Riki was literally dragging Sunoo around the floor in the hall." he was telling you a story from earlier in the week with his new-made friends

- "Luckily the teachers weren't there so we didn't get scolded but Sunghoon, being the goody-two-shoes Prefect he was, snitched. So we ended up having to stay after school for detention."

- You both died laughing with a snort even escaping on your end of the call

- "That sounds hilarious, wish I was there. Things don't get as interesting but I guess because these private schools are all so Prim and Proper, IT'S AS IF IT'S A CRIME TO HAVE FUN!" you exclaim

- "sounds like hell" he snickered

- "yeah... but on a lighter note. It's a special somebody's birthday in two days!" clapping your hands happily. "Yeah, I forgot about that. Birthdays haven't really been much of a big deal since you left," he chuckled, scratching the back of his neck awkwardly

-the was a silent pause before he dared to speak, "Remember how we use to have shared birthday parties?!" his eyes instantly light up as he recalls those memories

- "It was so much fun like when we had a neverland theme party and you were Peter Pan and I was Captain Hook?"

- "Yeah, you wouldn't let me be Captain Hook so I had to be the next best thing..." he said rolling his eyes at you playfully

- "I have an early gift for you though and it should be arriving, right about.... now."

- The second you finish your sentence he hears the doorbell ring

- his neck turns towards his room door instantly

- "What the hell are you up to y/n?" he giggles

- "Just go answer the door. CHECK THE PEEPHOLE FIRST THOUGH!" you hope he heard the last part as he was already running through the door by the time you said that.

- a few minutes pass by and he returns with a box in hand

- "Happy Early Birthday!"

- "Wait should I open these now or on my actual birthday?" he asked in a tone that failed to hide how desperate he was for you to give him permission to open the gifts there and then.

- "I say wait. It'll totally be worth it." you tease him

- Two days pass and the first thing Jungwon does when he wakes up is read the birthday card from you

- "happy birthday JW, love you lots and see you really soon. ;)"

- the wink confused him but also wondered what you could mean by "soon"

- he genuinely would be so lost in overthinking even while his parents sing him happy birthday, he's half distant still thinking of all the possible explanations for 'soon ;)"

- *DING DONG BITCH*

- guess who's at the door? yeah it's you

- TEARS LEFT RIGHT AND CENTER

- after your little reunion moment he brings the box from his room and he opens it faster than you can blink

- this boy is screaming like he just saw a roach or something

- "OH MY GOSH SUPER MARIO BUNDLE COLLECTORS EDITION??!!!!!" (I'm so sorry to people who actually play Super Mario games, I'm not a gamer but pretend this gift is a huge deal)

- "Thank you y/n and welcome home!" he squeals while hugging you tightly

Ni-ki:

When You Buy Them An Expensive Gift - Enhypen [OT7}

- when it comes to young boys you don't have to go the extra mile for them.

- literally, everything amazes them

- but this boy was special to you so you had to go the extra mile... at least what would be considered the extra mile in boy universe

- shopping sprees aren't ideal for everybody but you can find common ground if it's for food

- your grandma runs a convenience store with more snacks than you can name

- sometimes you wonder if your grandma even remembers who her real grandchild is whenever you visit the store with Riki

- "If it isn't my favourite non-biological grandchild with one of my grandchildren"

- "geez, you even got the favourite adjective and I just got a grandchild..."

- "don't be jealous your gran loves me just as much as she loves you."

- "No fighting you two. Riki, come along. I need help reordering the snacks. Kids these days think they can just mess up the order of and that they'll just magically get rearranged?!" she angrily mumbled to herself

- "but it's my birthday" he whined

- "If you help me, I'll add on to the birthday money I was going to give you"

- "OK LET'S GET STARTED!"

- "You're a good child Riki"

- he hummed happily in response

- while your grandma was distracting Riki, you got behind the counter and pulled out a small box you asked your grandma to take care of for you.

- it was a box of assorted snacks from Japan, there weren't many available in your region.

- Not even your grandma had these.

- You had saved up money to order these and your gran helped pay for shipping, which came up to quite a hefty price

- but it was worth it when you saw the massive smile on your friends face

- "Happy Birthday and here," you said handing the snack filled box with bright wrapping to him

- "I know how much you missed Japan so I thought to get you some of these. I always hear you talk about snacks back home and-"

- your words were cut short as he wrapped you in a tight embrace

- "Thank you." you could tell he was crying because his voice sounded choked up

- "You're welcome Riki." you said gently squeezing his hand to assure him that it was no trouble at all


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1 year ago

rainy days. ⭒ drabble

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There was always something sentimental about the rainy spring days you spent with and without Jake.

Somewhere on a sidewalk, he would hand it to you as your hands brushed.

An umbrella, your grip around it tightening as the rain beats down on his tanned skin. For some reason that you couldn’t quite place, he smiled.

The world would collapse around you as he fell into you for the first time, nose red and suddenly shaking in the cold.

You had a new found love for the rain after that and you found any excuse to dance in it, wondering if he’d rush to provide shelter for you once again.

Each and every time without fail, he’d meet you with that endearing smile and eyes that seemed to hold the world.

“What are you, crazy?!” He’d ask.

You’d simply shake the rain off at him as his arms wrap around you. Wet and stuck together, inevitably.

Somewhere on a bathroom floor lying among the ruins of your love, you’re trying to pick yourself up again.

And little do you know, somewhere in an old abandoned ship on a distant star— they've just heard your cry for the first time. Shaking and broken, something like your own heart.

If sound can go on forever: then why can't your love?

It was strange how you began to miss paw prints tracking mud inside as much as you missed the sun.

You fell asleep once more to the rain and the sun came to you in a dream— beaming down on you, sweeter than anything.

Maybe there was a chance that you’d meet in the next life, your brain had tried to convince you with a voice that you once knew.

One day he would woke up and with every breath, he’d thought of you.

When he said nothing went wrong with you both; you had just let go. But for him— you were eternal.

If you were to choose a season, you would go back to that Spring.

No matter how intimately you were sure that you had known him, you couldn’t quite figure out what he would choose. It wasn’t as if you could ask him anymore, maybe that was what left any answers up in the air.

If you were to ask him what he would choose: the golden dunes of summer, wild and free or the quiet breath of winter-trees bare and stark.

Would it be spring's flowers and her honeybees?

Maybe he would choose the same April showers you had cherished so deeply.

There was good in every season— how you swam in the ocean or walked in the park. How he would race you to catch the sunset before it grew dark in the fall.

What pages of the calendar would he mark? Would he choose the same?

By the time your eyes fluttered open, it was already daylight. Outside your window, it had been raining forever and then the sun came quietly back.

Arms wrapped around your waist where they belonged, head buried into your neck.

“You’re awake, already?” His voice was coarse and scratchy from having just woke up, but you could feel his smile against your skin.

With the sun having returned home and your heart full of light, you knew that you would still choose Spring: the season that he came back to you.

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1 year ago

other universes? ⭒ drabble

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An afternoon train ride with Sunghoon brings up some interesting conversation topics as you think over the inevitability of your relationship.

“Do you think we know each other in every universe?” Glancing over at him from the book you had been flipping through, your eyebrows furrow together.

“You think there’s other universes? You don’t even care for ghosts, I never thought you’d believe something like that..” A hint of amusement was present over such a question.

“It’s just a question, why can’t you answer it? You’re deflecting!” Shaking your head, you brought a finger to your chin as if to show you were deep in pondering.

There wasn’t anything to really think about, you were sure you’d find each other in any lifetime but it was much more entertaining to tease him for such a strange question.

“Mm… maybe we’re aliens traveling on a ship together and exploring the stars or something?” Seemingly satisfied with the answer, he brought his coffee up to his smile to balance it between his lips before replying.

If you were to believe that in every so called universe, it’s your destiny to create beauty in this world then it was inevitable that you would find him in every one. To you, knowing him was the most beautiful thing you had done. The thought of saying something so cheesy made you sick.

“Or maybe we’re vampires cannibalizing our lovers.”

This time your eyes are open wide, brows lifted almost to your hairline. Though you didn’t know what to expect from him, that certainly missed the imaginary mark. Although, you’d just blame yourself for not assuming he’d say something so strange.

“Huh? Mines way more sweet, you’re so weird..” he just happily sipped his coffee, glancing out the window causing you to stifle a laugh.

He chuckled along with you and eventually, you were full blown laughing before your face contorted into something more of discomfort, a yawn escaping you.

The smile never left, him tilted his head slightly.

“Tired?” Nodding, you moved your books to the inside of your bag to free up your lap.

“It’s no big deal.” The eye bags under your eye gave away that wasn’t the whole truth, however and he rolled his eyes.

“Lying on stand is a crime.” The glare you shot him was worthy of being noted by judge, jury and his possible executioner but as you scrambled your mind for an excuse, all you could do was bite back another yawn.

“You’re ridiculous.” Before you could attempt to argue back once more, his own books were tossed to the side and he gently pulled you into him, head resting on his shoulder.

“You still take care of me though.” You rebuttal, finally finding a somewhat good argument.

It’s not like you could see but his brows lifted into defined curves and his cheeks flushed the slightest bit. It would be embarrassing if you were to see but in the end, he’d blame the sunlight attacking him through the windows.

It was regrettable that he was out of your line of sight now, knowing how his lashes flutter against the full of his cheeks as he now struggles to find his words for once.

“We take care of each other.” Is all he said. Maybe that was enough of a reason for you to quit teasing him, or maybe your tongue was dancing against the back of your teeth, lips parted as you try to find something to say to seal the moment.

And in some moments he had been so sweet, almost treating you with what felt like love. Sunghoon, who shapes your life with love and purpose, touching your heart ever so briefly with his weary hands and leaving it feeling a little more cherished than it was.

Eventually, you come back empty. Closing your eyes with a sigh, the heat of the sun warming you up.

“Goodnight, Y/N.” The tone was too sweet, so low as if it were only for your ears.

The heat taking over your face surely didn’t help, especially in the already beating sunlight where you couldn’t hide.

“It’s the middle of the day.” He chuckled again, shrugging against you gently.

“Whatever, it’s good if it’s with you.” Face contorting into something of a look of embarrassment, you refused to open your eyes.

“Sure, whatever you say… good day then, Sunghoon.” The strange accent you attempted to make caused him to cringe, looking out the window with full-blown eyes as if to pretend you were some stranger who had fallen asleep on him.

The love and admiration the two of you had could live in peace with your everyday life and for that, you were grateful.

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1 year ago

PHONING... 𓂃 ࣪˖ While You Were Sleeping. ⭒ drabble

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Against your better judgement you find yourself always returning to him every single time, unspoken feelings lingering in the dark.

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There were many times that you had woken up, bathed in the sunlight peeking through the window in a sick game of hide and seek. The settling realization of where you were: in a bed unwelcome, you begin to pick up your clothes as well as the pieces of your heart.

After the fourth or fifth time, you'll get into a routine. Firstly, returning the shirt you'd stolen incidentally in the entanglement you'd found yourself in the previous night. Secondly reminding yourself how you had gotten there.

Dreadful conversations over some cheap alcohol resurfacing in the morning light, a harsh shot of pain in your temple as you remembered the way you'd previously stumbled over your words. How easily he made you flustered when you'd swear to anyone who listened how much you hated him.

The familiar chorus of texts coming from your friends practically pleading for a response.

"Don't tell me you're with him again."

That familiar feeling of embarrassment creeps up again as you study his face in the dim light, the shadow of a curtain just barely covering it up. How peaceful he looked in the moment and for a second you allowed yourself to believe that he was yours, in the same way that you were his.

You slipped up, that was all it was you'd tell yourself as you recollected yourself in the mirror. As quiet as possible to not wake him up because for some reason, you didn't want to disturb his peace. As if somehow affording him that kindness would make up for your own sleepless nights at his hand.

If anyone were to ask where you'd been, you'd do your best to think of a lie. Something believable and not too quick-witted. It had to be plausible but not too ready on your tongue as if you had been thinking of an alibi, itching to convince yourself.

They'd ramble on and on about how much better you deserve as if you weren't lying in a bed of your own making.

A torturous dance between something and nothing.

The urge to run away from something new. A dangerous deadweight looming over your head and shoulders. Just one more kiss and you'd be done. One more night where you feel like his.

Sometimes the moon looked brighter than the sun to you. The hushed words he spoke to you in the moonlight were much more preferred to the silence of the early mornings when you knew he'd inevitably be swept away from you once more.

This time, though, was different.

The usual routine you'd followed each and every time suddenly melted away in the palm of your hands, slipping through the cracks like water as your hand hesitantly hovered over the doorknob.

A sticky note asking for something from you- after all he had taken and given. One simple request.

"What if this time you stayed?"

If only you had been aware of the nights he’d spent tracing circles against your skin, waiting until you were asleep to close his eyes.

How when he closed his eyes to fall asleep, he couldn’t stop thinking about you so long as you were near him. No matter how far away he had been he would always find his mind and heart returning home to you.

Wordless and defeated, you crawled back into the comfort of the familiar silk sheets. It was strange, new. The feeling of his arms winding around your waist had your head spinning as he pulled you close, burying his face into the crook of your neck.

This time, you had stayed. A simple favor from the heart beating so close to your own, bonded together by an unquenchable yearning for the other.

You would learn to be very gentle with this fragile heart and in return he would make sure that you never have another morning where you felt undesired.

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