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Gone
Eren x Reader
Angst, sprinkle of fluff Spoiler warning You reflect on how Eren Jaeger has changed.
your pov
I really couldn’t understand what happened. One day he was going on about how he would slaughter all of the titians and now he’s talking about how the whole world hates us Eldians. How they are the reason we suffer so much. And how much better it would be if the whole world didn’t exist. I thought at the time that it was all nonsense and all his talk was just a result of all the shit we’ve been through these past through years. From losing his mom, being hated and betrayed. It made sense.
I met him after the fall of Shiganshina and stuck with him and his friends. We were friends for a long while, but eventually we started feeling more for each other. At first it wasn’t love, but maybe simply a longing for something else besides all the pain we have endured. It felt good being with him. It felt like an escape. He made me feel like life was worth living again. That all the death and despair was worth it so that we and the people we cared for could be free. Soon enough our feelings for each other into love and I knew I would always be on his side.
I love Eren Yeager, I truly do. I loved that hope filled smile, the way he use to talk about his freedom, how protective he is, and how willing he was to use his titan to ensure humanity’s salvation. But now I’m terrified. After everything we did trying to protect him from the Marley soldiers. After letting Eren start the rumbling because we thought he’d only go after Marley. How wrong we all were…
I’m in standing beautiful wasteland filled with sand. In awe of how beautiful it is here. It looks like a waterfall of a blueish green light. It’s so bright, but I can’t keep my eyes off of it. It feels like I’m home despite never being here before. Suddenly I hear Eren’s voice all around me, telling me that he is going to destroy the whole world except Paradis. My heart dropped and my faith in Eren all but disappeared.
A split second after the horrific news, I was back where I was before. Looking at the millions of colossal titians marching to destroy the whole world with Eren leading the massacre. I knew Eren was desperate to save us, but I never expected him to go this far. This isn’t him anymore. Hell, I don’t even know how long he’s been this way. All I know is that my Eren Jeager is gone…but I will do everything I can to bring him back.
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