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4 years ago

I absolutely love this story and the fact that this is the last chapter breaks my heart😪

Chapter 21

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none really, it gets really fluffy at the end, but no more angst!! (yay!!)

Word Count: 2911

A/N: This is technically the last chapter, but I did write an epilogue for this lmao, so stay tuned

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Chapter Summary: His hard work paid off

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To say the least, Jean’s fucking confused. He thought Eren would’ve talked to you by now, but you and he are in full swing at school. Eren left before you both moved back, which left Jean even more confused. You and Jean were on good terms, and he didn’t ask about Eren at all even though he wanted to.

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4 years ago

I absolutely love this story and the fact that this is the last chapter breaks my heart😪

Chapter 21

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none really, it gets really fluffy at the end, but no more angst!! (yay!!)

Word Count: 2911

A/N: This is technically the last chapter, but I did write an epilogue for this lmao, so stay tuned

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Chapter Summary: His hard work paid off

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To say the least, Jean’s fucking confused. He thought Eren would’ve talked to you by now, but you and he are in full swing at school. Eren left before you both moved back, which left Jean even more confused. You and Jean were on good terms, and he didn’t ask about Eren at all even though he wanted to.

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4 years ago

I lovedddd this storyyy omg the epilogue was beautiful ☺️

Epilogue

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none, just tooth rotting fluff, and a couple of suggestive lines bc once again, its Eren

Word Count: 2701

A/N: *sighs* this is the last chapter of the series. Jeez louise, this series was not supposed to be this long, also why did I make this epilogue so long LMFAO. So, this starts off two years after the current timeline, and then there’s another two years, but it’s mentioned. So the part after the second line divider is a total of four years later. LMFAO I hope this makes sense cause now I’m just rambling

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Chapter Summary: It’s a happily ever after

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“Proud of you, kid,” Eren chides, flicking your graduation cap, making you swat at him.

“Thank you so much,” you drawl, rolling your eyes, and he wraps an arm around your waist.

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4 years ago

I lovedddd this storyyy omg the epilogue was beautiful ☺️

Epilogue

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none, just tooth rotting fluff, and a couple of suggestive lines bc once again, its Eren

Word Count: 2701

A/N: *sighs* this is the last chapter of the series. Jeez louise, this series was not supposed to be this long, also why did I make this epilogue so long LMFAO. So, this starts off two years after the current timeline, and then there’s another two years, but it’s mentioned. So the part after the second line divider is a total of four years later. LMFAO I hope this makes sense cause now I’m just rambling

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Chapter Summary: It’s a happily ever after

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“Proud of you, kid,” Eren chides, flicking your graduation cap, making you swat at him.

“Thank you so much,” you drawl, rolling your eyes, and he wraps an arm around your waist.

Keep reading


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4 years ago

I absolutely love this story and the fact that this is the last chapter breaks my heart😪

Chapter 21

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none really, it gets really fluffy at the end, but no more angst!! (yay!!)

Word Count: 2911

A/N: This is technically the last chapter, but I did write an epilogue for this lmao, so stay tuned

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Chapter Summary: His hard work paid off

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To say the least, Jean’s fucking confused. He thought Eren would’ve talked to you by now, but you and he are in full swing at school. Eren left before you both moved back, which left Jean even more confused. You and Jean were on good terms, and he didn’t ask about Eren at all even though he wanted to.

Keep reading


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4 years ago

I absolutely love this story and the fact that this is the last chapter breaks my heart😪

Chapter 21

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none really, it gets really fluffy at the end, but no more angst!! (yay!!)

Word Count: 2911

A/N: This is technically the last chapter, but I did write an epilogue for this lmao, so stay tuned

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Chapter Summary: His hard work paid off

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To say the least, Jean’s fucking confused. He thought Eren would’ve talked to you by now, but you and he are in full swing at school. Eren left before you both moved back, which left Jean even more confused. You and Jean were on good terms, and he didn’t ask about Eren at all even though he wanted to.

Keep reading


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4 years ago

I lovedddd this storyyy omg the epilogue was beautiful ☺️

Epilogue

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Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none, just tooth rotting fluff, and a couple of suggestive lines bc once again, its Eren

Word Count: 2701

A/N: *sighs* this is the last chapter of the series. Jeez louise, this series was not supposed to be this long, also why did I make this epilogue so long LMFAO. So, this starts off two years after the current timeline, and then there’s another two years, but it’s mentioned. So the part after the second line divider is a total of four years later. LMFAO I hope this makes sense cause now I’m just rambling

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Chapter Summary: It’s a happily ever after

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“Proud of you, kid,” Eren chides, flicking your graduation cap, making you swat at him.

“Thank you so much,” you drawl, rolling your eyes, and he wraps an arm around your waist.

Keep reading


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4 years ago

I lovedddd this storyyy omg the epilogue was beautiful ☺️

Epilogue

image

Summary: A relaxing summer at home after your second year of college sounds nice, until someone comes back and makes it anything but

Pairing: Eren Jaeger x black!fem!reader

Warnings: none, just tooth rotting fluff, and a couple of suggestive lines bc once again, its Eren

Word Count: 2701

A/N: *sighs* this is the last chapter of the series. Jeez louise, this series was not supposed to be this long, also why did I make this epilogue so long LMFAO. So, this starts off two years after the current timeline, and then there’s another two years, but it’s mentioned. So the part after the second line divider is a total of four years later. LMFAO I hope this makes sense cause now I’m just rambling

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Chapter Summary: It’s a happily ever after

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“Proud of you, kid,” Eren chides, flicking your graduation cap, making you swat at him.

“Thank you so much,” you drawl, rolling your eyes, and he wraps an arm around your waist.

Keep reading


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3 years ago

Headcanons of Aot boys with a black gf

Characters: Eren Jeager , Armin Arlert, Levi Ackerman, Connie Springer and Jean Kirstein x fem black reader (separate)

Genre: Mostly fluff, slight angst, deffo crack, (everyone is +18)

Warnings: Language, a bit toxic, slightly suggestive

Wc: 1500+ (Each character is about 300-400 words)

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Eren Jeager (The lowkey Toxic one)

· Lowkey scared of y/n because she reminds him of Levi when she is angry, and he knows she will beat his ass if necessary

· Started out as friends but he has always liked y/n

· He initially asked you out as a dare and you only found out after 6 weeks where you broke up 😐

· This legit started the cycle of breaking and getting back together (he never cheated though just a lil bit toxic)

· He is very possessive and controlling which also lead to your break ups

· Even though you have your ups and down he is mostly a good boyfriend

· He plays basketball so every time he is practising on his own, he asks you to be there for rebounds (in reality he just wants you near him baso 24/7)

· Loves your smell so he steals those items might be your lotion, hair products or perfume

· Loves your natural hair and just touches it without permission after a couple times you just gave up telling him off

· He was confused on why you changed your hair so often

· When you guys first started dating you came with box braids rather then your usual bun and he deadass thought you were somebody else 💀he was so confused on why this stranger was touching him up (this mf loyal cuz he was ready to punch you)

· He was soooo scared of meeting your parents (had to call Armin to ask for advice)

· Your family at first didn’t like him cuz of the constant breaking up but they grew to tolerate him (however your older brother doesn’t)

· Loves taking pictures of you during facetime, golden hour or whenever and saves them in a folder (simp)

· Loves your cooking soo much that he goes collect tubber ware of food worth a week and stocks up his fridge

· He loves when you speak to him in another language so he pisses you off so you can cuss him out in your native tongue

· He barely calls your name its either babe or some cringey name like bubbs or something (however if you hear your full name leave his month rip)

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Armin Artlet (The simp)

· SHY BAE that’s it

· He was your English tutor and has always had a crush on you

· He wanted to ask you out on a date, but he shy and thought you won’t like white boys

· You asked him instead cuz you fell for his ocean blue eyes (I mean who wouldn’t)

· In the beginning you had to take the initiative a lot cuz he wanted to respect your boundaries but after a while he grew comfortable and took the lead

· He LOVES your natural hair and knows your wash day schedule, so he always offers to help anyway possible

· He was absolutely scared of meeting your family cuz once again he white 😐 however everyone loved him

· He most definitely invited to the family reunion

· Your aunts adore him and they always talking about you as a baby to him

· He always doing late night ft calls with you, and he WON’T hang up cuz he wants to see your face when you wake up

· Armin is a giver, so he always offers to buy thigs for your and just buy gifts at least once a week

· He also loves cooking for and with you (once you had a cooking competition and technically, he is a better cook, but he let you win)

· He likes sending random pictures of things you like and remind him of you

· He happily takes pictures of you (photographer Armin)

· You guys have a pet turtle called Mickey 🐢

· His nicknames for you are beautiful, pretty and stuff like that

· Just overall fluff

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Levi Ackerman (the co-worker)

· You guys have been co-workers for 2 years actually

· You thought he hated you but in reality, he does he just acts stingy towards cuz he is Levi 😐 (some serious enemies to lovers vibe)

· He didn’t confess and never would have but due to a drunken Hange letting it slip during a hang out with your co-workers you found out

· He deadass ignored you for a week like if he saw you, he would turn into Houdini and disappear

· However, you once caught him distracted and forced him to talk to you

· Reluctantly so he spoke the truth and asked you out (thought he seemed angry about it)

· Now you guys have happily been dating

· Everyone in your office finds you lucky cuz Levi is the finest man in the office heck the world (if he was real, I would leave my bf 😭)

· He actually has a 5-year-old daughter (DILF! Levi) and told you why he never said anything about his feeling was because you know single dad and shiz

· After 6 weeks you met his babygirl and she is the cutest she loves you considering she never had much of a mother figure in her life

· His daughter is mixed so he knows how to deal with natural hair thanks to YouTube, so he sometimes helps with yours (such a good dad)

· But now that you are here you offer to do any protective styles and give him tips

· Levi isn’t very open, but he expresses his love to you with physical touch, acts of service or gifts

· However, he speaks very softly to his daughter he seems different

· Due to his love language being touch he loves petting your hair (only when you have protective styles) and putting his head on it ( he is tall in my head okay)

· He loves having you in close proximity to you and just somehow touching you

· Him and your dad really hit it off because they both have daughters

· Your aunts are lowkey infatuated with him

· Loves making breakfast for you but due to your busy schedule he just buys your coffee in the morning

· He will never tell you, but he has trouble falling asleep but when you sleepover he actually has a full nights rest (he has silk sheets just for you)

· He might seem closed off, but you know he loves you due to the little things

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Connie Springer (the bestfriend)

a/n I just want to say Connie will be of Hispanic heritage for the sake of this headcanon also because all the fanfics I read about him he is portrayed as Hispanic I just write him like this however this isn’t to offend anyone or play onto stereotypes.

· You guys have been besties since freshman year high school

· You hooked up freshman year of college and been dating ever since

· Nothing really changed in your dynamic other than the fact yall kiss and do the deed

· Like you legit call each other insults though Connie likes calling slime and bubbs

· You jokingly calling each other baby mama and baby daddy (manifesting kids but whatever)

· Speaking of kids, you have plushies that you call kids and rotate them around (they are from your arcade date)

· Loves being on call with you when he is playing because it helps calm him down and not break his tv (anger issues much)

· HYPEMAN if you are looking fine asf he will hype you up so much and offer to take pictures for the gram

· You have a joint TikTok account where you reaching 10k and just do dumb couple stuff its cringey but cute (Same goes for your joint spam account where you guys just do silly things together)

· He always asks to do your hair which you repetitively deny keeping in mind last time you let him he nearly ripped off half your scalp

· Late nights drives happen a lot so you can vent and have a heart to heart under the stars, you guys also just vibe to the music and might spend hours in silence looking at the city lights and dancing

· If you fall asleep on him or in the drive back he becomes really cute and soft and just says you are beautiful and that he loves you in Spanish (ugh my heart)

· He only speaks Spanish when he wants to be cute and knows you won’t understand

· Your family have always liked him so when you guys started dating everyone was like ‘FINALLY’ (same with his family)

· Some type of kid’s movie marathon once a month cuz being a child is great

· Its just overall jokes

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Jean Kirstein (Mr Doesn’t Give Up)

· Kept asking you out for a year until you gave in, he was so excited he kissed you straightaway

· He was so nervous in your first date, but he was a gentleman opening doors etc (whoever said chivalry was dead 🤨)

· Nearly said I love you on the first date considering he has liked you for a year, but he held it in

· However, he did get a kiss goodnight on the cheek (he was grinning like a fool)

· Loves the fact that you change your hair so much and so often that he happily gives recommendations and offers to help you out

· He is the overprotective type of boyfriend so he was reluctant on you meeting his friends especially Eren, but you reassured him that you wouldn’t be swayed (still icky about you hanging with Eren though)

· He adores playing pc games with you and you have a little family in Sims4 which is cute

· He now has a skincare routine because you introduced him to it (he said he didn’t need one cuz he has a ‘handsome face’ but he secretly started one lol

· He also steals your body lotion and legit smells like you (smh)

· His wrist always has a silk crunchie in case you need it, and, in his car, he has a bag with essentials for you such as pads, edge control, etc

· He calls you cute pet names but also the occasional insults as a joke

· He is lowkey rich, so he happily spoils you to fancy dinners and more

· He also likes going back to the basics so picnic dates in the spring and summer are common he says he cooks them but in reality, it’s his mum

· Your mum absolutely adores him cuz he is a ‘charmer’

· He likes facetiming you when he is working out so he can show up, but you just ignore him and continue doing what you are doing

· Like Eren he has a folder filled of mugs of you

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3 years ago

Headcanons of Aot boys with a black gf

Characters: Eren Jeager , Armin Arlert, Levi Ackerman, Connie Springer and Jean Kirstein x fem black reader (separate)

Genre: Mostly fluff, slight angst, deffo crack, (everyone is +18)

Warnings: Language, a bit toxic, slightly suggestive

Wc: 1500+ (Each character is about 300-400 words)

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Eren Jeager (The lowkey Toxic one)

· Lowkey scared of y/n because she reminds him of Levi when she is angry, and he knows she will beat his ass if necessary

· Started out as friends but he has always liked y/n

· He initially asked you out as a dare and you only found out after 6 weeks where you broke up 😐

· This legit started the cycle of breaking and getting back together (he never cheated though just a lil bit toxic)

· He is very possessive and controlling which also lead to your break ups

· Even though you have your ups and down he is mostly a good boyfriend

· He plays basketball so every time he is practising on his own, he asks you to be there for rebounds (in reality he just wants you near him baso 24/7)

· Loves your smell so he steals those items might be your lotion, hair products or perfume

· Loves your natural hair and just touches it without permission after a couple times you just gave up telling him off

· He was confused on why you changed your hair so often

· When you guys first started dating you came with box braids rather then your usual bun and he deadass thought you were somebody else 💀he was so confused on why this stranger was touching him up (this mf loyal cuz he was ready to punch you)

· He was soooo scared of meeting your parents (had to call Armin to ask for advice)

· Your family at first didn’t like him cuz of the constant breaking up but they grew to tolerate him (however your older brother doesn’t)

· Loves taking pictures of you during facetime, golden hour or whenever and saves them in a folder (simp)

· Loves your cooking soo much that he goes collect tubber ware of food worth a week and stocks up his fridge

· He loves when you speak to him in another language so he pisses you off so you can cuss him out in your native tongue

· He barely calls your name its either babe or some cringey name like bubbs or something (however if you hear your full name leave his month rip)

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Armin Artlet (The simp)

· SHY BAE that’s it

· He was your English tutor and has always had a crush on you

· He wanted to ask you out on a date, but he shy and thought you won’t like white boys

· You asked him instead cuz you fell for his ocean blue eyes (I mean who wouldn’t)

· In the beginning you had to take the initiative a lot cuz he wanted to respect your boundaries but after a while he grew comfortable and took the lead

· He LOVES your natural hair and knows your wash day schedule, so he always offers to help anyway possible

· He was absolutely scared of meeting your family cuz once again he white 😐 however everyone loved him

· He most definitely invited to the family reunion

· Your aunts adore him and they always talking about you as a baby to him

· He always doing late night ft calls with you, and he WON’T hang up cuz he wants to see your face when you wake up

· Armin is a giver, so he always offers to buy thigs for your and just buy gifts at least once a week

· He also loves cooking for and with you (once you had a cooking competition and technically, he is a better cook, but he let you win)

· He likes sending random pictures of things you like and remind him of you

· He happily takes pictures of you (photographer Armin)

· You guys have a pet turtle called Mickey 🐢

· His nicknames for you are beautiful, pretty and stuff like that

· Just overall fluff

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Levi Ackerman (the co-worker)

· You guys have been co-workers for 2 years actually

· You thought he hated you but in reality, he does he just acts stingy towards cuz he is Levi 😐 (some serious enemies to lovers vibe)

· He didn’t confess and never would have but due to a drunken Hange letting it slip during a hang out with your co-workers you found out

· He deadass ignored you for a week like if he saw you, he would turn into Houdini and disappear

· However, you once caught him distracted and forced him to talk to you

· Reluctantly so he spoke the truth and asked you out (thought he seemed angry about it)

· Now you guys have happily been dating

· Everyone in your office finds you lucky cuz Levi is the finest man in the office heck the world (if he was real, I would leave my bf 😭)

· He actually has a 5-year-old daughter (DILF! Levi) and told you why he never said anything about his feeling was because you know single dad and shiz

· After 6 weeks you met his babygirl and she is the cutest she loves you considering she never had much of a mother figure in her life

· His daughter is mixed so he knows how to deal with natural hair thanks to YouTube, so he sometimes helps with yours (such a good dad)

· But now that you are here you offer to do any protective styles and give him tips

· Levi isn’t very open, but he expresses his love to you with physical touch, acts of service or gifts

· However, he speaks very softly to his daughter he seems different

· Due to his love language being touch he loves petting your hair (only when you have protective styles) and putting his head on it ( he is tall in my head okay)

· He loves having you in close proximity to you and just somehow touching you

· Him and your dad really hit it off because they both have daughters

· Your aunts are lowkey infatuated with him

· Loves making breakfast for you but due to your busy schedule he just buys your coffee in the morning

· He will never tell you, but he has trouble falling asleep but when you sleepover he actually has a full nights rest (he has silk sheets just for you)

· He might seem closed off, but you know he loves you due to the little things

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Connie Springer (the bestfriend)

a/n I just want to say Connie will be of Hispanic heritage for the sake of this headcanon also because all the fanfics I read about him he is portrayed as Hispanic I just write him like this however this isn’t to offend anyone or play onto stereotypes.

· You guys have been besties since freshman year high school

· You hooked up freshman year of college and been dating ever since

· Nothing really changed in your dynamic other than the fact yall kiss and do the deed

· Like you legit call each other insults though Connie likes calling slime and bubbs

· You jokingly calling each other baby mama and baby daddy (manifesting kids but whatever)

· Speaking of kids, you have plushies that you call kids and rotate them around (they are from your arcade date)

· Loves being on call with you when he is playing because it helps calm him down and not break his tv (anger issues much)

· HYPEMAN if you are looking fine asf he will hype you up so much and offer to take pictures for the gram

· You have a joint TikTok account where you reaching 10k and just do dumb couple stuff its cringey but cute (Same goes for your joint spam account where you guys just do silly things together)

· He always asks to do your hair which you repetitively deny keeping in mind last time you let him he nearly ripped off half your scalp

· Late nights drives happen a lot so you can vent and have a heart to heart under the stars, you guys also just vibe to the music and might spend hours in silence looking at the city lights and dancing

· If you fall asleep on him or in the drive back he becomes really cute and soft and just says you are beautiful and that he loves you in Spanish (ugh my heart)

· He only speaks Spanish when he wants to be cute and knows you won’t understand

· Your family have always liked him so when you guys started dating everyone was like ‘FINALLY’ (same with his family)

· Some type of kid’s movie marathon once a month cuz being a child is great

· Its just overall jokes

Headcanons Of Aot Boys With A Black Gf

Jean Kirstein (Mr Doesn’t Give Up)

· Kept asking you out for a year until you gave in, he was so excited he kissed you straightaway

· He was so nervous in your first date, but he was a gentleman opening doors etc (whoever said chivalry was dead 🤨)

· Nearly said I love you on the first date considering he has liked you for a year, but he held it in

· However, he did get a kiss goodnight on the cheek (he was grinning like a fool)

· Loves the fact that you change your hair so much and so often that he happily gives recommendations and offers to help you out

· He is the overprotective type of boyfriend so he was reluctant on you meeting his friends especially Eren, but you reassured him that you wouldn’t be swayed (still icky about you hanging with Eren though)

· He adores playing pc games with you and you have a little family in Sims4 which is cute

· He now has a skincare routine because you introduced him to it (he said he didn’t need one cuz he has a ‘handsome face’ but he secretly started one lol

· He also steals your body lotion and legit smells like you (smh)

· His wrist always has a silk crunchie in case you need it, and, in his car, he has a bag with essentials for you such as pads, edge control, etc

· He calls you cute pet names but also the occasional insults as a joke

· He is lowkey rich, so he happily spoils you to fancy dinners and more

· He also likes going back to the basics so picnic dates in the spring and summer are common he says he cooks them but in reality, it’s his mum

· Your mum absolutely adores him cuz he is a ‘charmer’

· He likes facetiming you when he is working out so he can show up, but you just ignore him and continue doing what you are doing

· Like Eren he has a folder filled of mugs of you

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3 years ago
I Remembered I Had This Pic Saved Somewhere In My Phone And Thought I Got To Share This With My Beautiful

I remembered I had this pic saved somewhere in my phone and thought I got to share this with my beautiful followers, just look at it tho like truly appreciate this beauty 🤤

Credits to the artist idk who they are 🤷🏽‍♀️


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3 years ago
I Remembered I Had This Pic Saved Somewhere In My Phone And Thought I Got To Share This With My Beautiful

I remembered I had this pic saved somewhere in my phone and thought I got to share this with my beautiful followers, just look at it tho like truly appreciate this beauty 🤤

Credits to the artist idk who they are 🤷🏽‍♀️


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3 years ago

Yk I just realised I haven’t read a single fic where Eren and reader are both equally as toxic 🧍🏾‍♀️ I am going to go write some now🏃🏽‍♀️


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3 years ago

Yk I just realised I haven’t read a single fic where Eren and reader are both equally as toxic 🧍🏾‍♀️ I am going to go write some now🏃🏽‍♀️


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3 years ago

Yk I just realised I haven’t read a single fic where Eren and reader are both equally as toxic 🧍🏾‍♀️ I am going to go write some now🏃🏽‍♀️


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3 years ago

Yk I just realised I haven’t read a single fic where Eren and reader are both equally as toxic 🧍🏾‍♀️ I am going to go write some now🏃🏽‍♀️


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1 year ago

𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍: prologue

eren x f!reader TW: blood, gore description, death, trauma, panic, anger, sadness. posted: 08/21/2023 | word count: 820.

A/N: hey you! hope you like this <3

: Prologue

Year 845:Two days after the fall of Wall Maria.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Again, and again, and again.

Big eyes that hold so much fear, with tears in the brim of freedom, a sequence of images, whose blood was this again? She asks herself as the despair takes control of her frail and much-pained body.

Senses other than fear start to wake within her body. Her vision, still blurry, scans the surrounding scenario, not being able to identify much. The smell was not helping either, her stomach was curling in itself, a simple reaction to the disgusting and intoxicating scent in the air. And no, it was not the blood or the corpses in a state of decomposition. It was the despair felt by what was left of humanity. Those insignificant beings, oh poor of them: cloistered by themselves in a cage of degradation and disgrace.

Is it really worth it to keep living? I do not wish to be like this.

The voices in her head getting louder and louder, just like the pained ones in the outside world. She sure wished to be deaf in a moment like this. The time they - as humanity - were living was not very gentle with those who were experiencing it. It certainly should not receive the name of "present" as it means something that should be cherished, appreciated, and lived. The only present they received was the fall of hope, faith, and protection. And in the place of concrete blocks, bodies were being piled, one by one, in this unmerciful and misfortunate wor-

— N/n.

A tired voice suddenly cut her thoughts, like an ax, trying to open a way through a dense and tricky forest. But it was easy for him, the girl always being an over-thinker, living inside her head for most of her life. Constantly being remained by his mother, she should b- Right, mom it's not here anymore.

The fall of the wall had taken way more of them than he would like to admit. Those bastards, giant monsters that resembled humans, treading above us as if we are nothing. They have lost everything, their families, their homes, and their freedom.

I am going to kill every single one of them.

He thought, and his eyes cast down for a moment, a piece of his ragged cloth was wrapped around her left hand in an innocent attempt of putting bones that were once whole back together.

— Oi, N/n. — He called for her attention once more as his left hand found a way to her head —You seemed uncomfortable in your sleep. — he pointed out facing forward. — Did you have one of those weird dreams again? — Although exhausted, he was still worried, they just had each other now.

— Eren… — Whispered a weary voice —Did I wake you up? — She promptly tries to change the subject, willing to forget everything she, once again, witnessed.

— I was already awake. — Liar. The first word to emerge in her wave of unceasing ruminations.

— Go back to sleep. — He states, attempting to make her rest on his shoulder.

She instinctively looked at him, trying to sit straight. Just then, she realized the weight that rested on her right shoulder, along with the very so soft fabric of Mikasa's crimson scarf in contact with her arm. Consecutively, she stopped moving, not wanting to wake her friend up.

— One of the soldiers said it will take a while for them to allocate us, children, somewhere. So you can ease up for a bit more. — The young boy professes in the middle of a yawn. 

— Aren't you going to sleep too? —She asked in an almost silent voice, trying to reach for his hand, her nightmares still too real for her to handle. She did not want to close her eyes again, just to have her mind filled with scenarios of a gruesome life.

— Hum. —He mumbled, resting his head against the stoned, cold wall. — I was waiting for Armin, he had just left to try to get some bread for us with his grandfather. — explained Eren with his eyes closed.

— And... — He hesitates, but finally, he looks at her — I just wanted to be sure you are asleep first.

Assuming that her heart had raced would be an understatement. Gazing at his eyes, it was like her muscles had some type of cellular memory she was unaware of. The tension left her body. Irises that reflected the deepest teal gray oceans, carrying the same anesthetic effects as the remedies Mr. Yeager used to carry around in his bag. She was sure those were the same eyes she saw once her own were closed.

Right, she smiled to herself, having the tiredness invading her once again. That is right, in my dreams, his eyes were there too.

: Prologue

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𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍: chapter 1

eren x f!reader TW: death, descriptions of gore and violence, deep sadness and ptsd; it contains manga and anime spoilers. posted: 08/22/2023 | word count: 1.494

A/N: hey you! is nice to see you here again :)

: Chapter 1

"𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝."

: Chapter 1

: Chapter 1

  The screams could be heard from miles away. People were running in despair trying to find a way to survive, the cage had been open, but no, not for them. The birds in the crate had been unlooked, however, the feeling of hope for freedom was never there. Just the pure exasperation of knowing their fate – never having the opportunity to fly: their wings being ripped out from their bodies by predators. Those that are as sly as snakes, coming through every possible corner, crawling in between the bars of their cells as if being caged is not suffering enough. The fathered creatures had been caught in a frail tentative of liberty – becoming into nothing: stomped, smashed, hunted, consumed. Titans, those that had, for one second, been forgotten, will surely be remembered alongside terror and fear, because today, once more, humanity was made aware of how little they indeed were.

     Remnants of what once was a magnificent wall hovered in the atmosphere, along with the dust that jumped from the ground as desperate beings tried to save their own lives. The previous clear disaster became a blur of confusion due to the mist that rose, and with every step, they took towards their home, more death was able to approach them. No, it did not make any sense in the present context, thinking about surviving, why would they charge back home if the front was where the true escape was? There was life there, alms of hope. But no, not for them. To Eren, hope was where his mother was, and surely, where Eren was, so were the two little girls. So, they could not stop, not knowing there is a possibility of Carla still being alive.

     Hold on tight, mom, we're coming.

     What they, certainly, did not expect was that the tight hold relayed on her was those of a giant rock, holding her body down. Still, their strength was as small as their hopefulness, the debris could not be moved by any human force, not leaving any chance unless at the mercy of the damned giants. Life had already decided to leave her, she did not have a choice, and she never had. Since the first day, that Grisha Jaeger and her have come to know each other, her destiny had been sealed. It was imperative for these events to happen: the enclosure, the fall, the death. It was not something any being should see, however, a sacrifice must be paid respect, and Carla Jaeger surely would be remembered: for all the times she cared, instructed, and loved her child. And, oh how beautiful a lover's destiny can be. The meeting, the living, and the dying. "Until death do us part", they said, yet, in Carla's and Grisha's case, it just drove them together – same cause of death: eaten alive by a titan. 

     Nevertheless, death was not ready to leave them just yet, one more sacrifice needed to be made. And, just as the children were about to reach safety, the titans decide to show no mercy, breaking, one more time, through the walls that once protected them. It was as if life was making these poor children their own slaves to hurt and abuse. And more than ever, destiny was having fun with their suffering, making it almost comical as a massive pile of rubbish crosses the sky, tearing everything in its way, that is, until it finds her. Big turquoise eyes are wide open, the evil world has, again, shown its mercilessness.

     Mikasa's silence had never been so loud as salted water drops painted her face, she wanted to scream, for once in her life throw a tantrum, why must the world be this cruel? As for him, he was paralyzed as a spattering of her warm blood covered his wet cheeks. A small body in the ground is colored in crimson colors. She could feel every single crack in her body, as her members were torn open, each drop of vital fluid that escaped from her vessels, the very burning breath that left her lungs as she strived to live – not even at this moment piety was manifested. And, even in this fatidical situation, there it was, those eyes that show so much anger and sadness.

     Losing her strength, her gaze traveled up into the sky, and even on that horrendous occasion, as the bright blue skies contrasted with the tainted vermilion land, she, ironically, thought to herself: it's a good way to die – not eaten by a titan, reaching for the paradise. 

     Her eyes, then, slowly closed themselves, for what she mistook to think was forever.

: Chapter 1

YEAR 845, WALL ROSE — Two days after the fall of Wall Maria.

Afresh, her eyes were open.

— Oi, N/n. —He called for her attention once more as his left hand found a way to her head —You seemed uncomfortable in your sleep. —he pointed out, now facing forward. — Did you have one of those weird dreams again? —Although exhausted, he was still worried, they just had each other now.

— Eren... — Whispered a weary voice —Did I wake you up? —She promptly tries to change the subject, willing to forget everything she, repeatedly, witnessed.

— I was already awake. — Liar. The first word to emerge in her wave of unceasing ruminations. — Go back to sleep. — He states, attempting to make her rest on his shoulder.

She instinctively looked at him, trying to sit straight. Just then, she realized the weight that rested on her right shoulder, along with the very so soft fabric of Mikasa's crimson scarf in contact with her arm. Consecutively, she stopped moving, not wanting to wake her friend up.

— One of the soldiers said it will take a while for them to allocate us, children, somewhere. So you can ease up for a bit more. —The young boy professes in the middle of a yawn.

— Aren't you going to sleep too? — She asked in an almost silent voice, trying to reach for his hand, her nightmares still too real for her to handle. She did not want to close her eyes again, just to have her mind filled with scenarios of a gruesome life.

— Hum. —He mumbled, resting his head against the stoned, cold wall. — I was waiting for Armin, he just left to try to get some bread for us with his grandfather. —explained Eren with his eyes closed.

— And... — He hesitates, but finally, he looks at her — I just wanted to be sure you are really asleep first, I thought the things-the things we have seen in the last few days could make your dreams worse. —He looked at her broken hand, a reminder that he almost lost her too, if it wasn't for the desperate strangers running for their life bumping into her, she and the ground would have become one.

And I could do nothing. His own mind gnaws at him.

— You almost died. — pronounced quietly facing down. His voice was, uncharacteristically, calm, as though he was still reliving the last few days.

She, then, stopped. Putting her hand down to sit on her lap, remembering the events that had taken place: after Carla's death, we'd sprinted towards the boats with Hannes, but when we were almost there... a rock... a rock- it fell on me. It killed me, I'm sure of it. 

— I can't believe I'm not dead, Eren. — she faces him— I-I... I felt it, Eren. I felt the pain, I felt my body dying. It was so real, it's like I can still feel my bones breaking through my skin.

He took her hand in his: — You're still alive, Y/n. We all are. — he breathed, relieved, that the four of them were still able to respire, even in this ugly world, fighting for our freedom is still worth it.

— You're right... maybe it was just another nightmare, right?  — she tried to reassure, more to herself than to the boy. In her dream, she had been smashed between the debris and the clod, resulting in her death. However, in some way, she was up and breathing still. But she could not stop wondering, had God finally shown his mercy to her?

Suddenly, she felt a breeze fly past her. The dust that lifted from the ground draws her attention to the skies, her eyes tearing up a bit, as if just right now her mind had sunk in everything that happened.

— Blue. — she said, looking up.

— Blue? — he repeated, staring at her.

— Hum. — affirmed, finally glaring back at him. — The sky... is so pretty today, I feel like I can almost touch it. — the girl extended her broken hand upwards, as if trying to catch a piece of paradise to make it her own, and for a moment, there was silence.

: Chapter 1

𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍's sumary:

— prologue ↫ chapter 1  ↬ chapter 2 — masterlist


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