Everything Is Stacked Against Me Perfectly In A Way That Makes Me Look Lazy And Spoiled!!! - Tumblr Posts

castlevania castlevania games text post idk how to word any of this but man how does anyone stay motivated to do things I am constantly stressed out for multiple reasons money reasons responsibility reasons heck even looking up Castlevania stresses me out rn especially rn oof and then on top of that I have executive disfunction sensory issues low energy random pain etc etc and being expected to do things on a deadline worsens all of this reasons why I hate instagram ugh I also get really bad like decision paralysis and rejection issues and aaaaa and usually all of these things cause art block too like everything is stacked against me perfectly in a way that makes me look lazy and spoiled!!! I hate it so much man how does anyone do it like how??? how do people just do things I’m too easily exhausted hahaha seriously worried I won’t be able to support myselfd Venting in the tags i guess???