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I’ve just been doing a lot of semi-unintentional gaining recently. I’m considering picking up a bunch of food one of these days to stock up, gain a little weight back intentionally, and see how I feel about it. I’m hoping I put on weight differently. I want a double-belly but I don’t think that’s in the cards. Pretty sure it’s just genetics, but if anyone knows anything to the contrary let me know.
If I’m going to gain weight anyways, why not have fun and enjoy it?
I just keep flip flopping, so even though I’m fighting against the weight gain, I end up eating a bunch of calories the next time.
Two days ago at work, there were a few cupcakes in the break room and I decided not to eat any. The next day I ended up eating all that remained. I don’t know how many it was, I bet 4 to 6. I don’t know what to do. Gaining blog aside, I wish it wasn’t this hard to lose weight/keep off weight.
Obviously I have a good deal of will-power, I mean. I am a gainer who still managed to lose 40 pounds because I wanted to. I just started to screw up. I’ve regained around 6 pounds, I don’t know if this is related, but now I’m wanting to try gaining again. Maybe this feeling will subside, but I don’t know. A little bit of turmoil and internal conflict.
I just want a girlfriend who is secretly a feeder or a closeted fat admirer. She very subtly tries to get me to eat more and constantly makes the most delicious food. I’ve get far enough into the relationship that I decide to tell her that I like being fat and gaining weight, at which point she excitedly tells me she’s into it too. Why are FFAs so rare? I’m just dying of starvation out here!
