Finallyout - Tumblr Posts

hey. i'm back

helloe, i'm sorry I haven't posted in so long. things have been wild. I made friends who helped me stop cutting and now I'm a bit more healthy. me and mum moved out of my stepdad's house, ik I don't really talk ab my personal life at all, but that's about to change. a lot of things are, actually.

for starters, i'd like to inform you on where I was at in my life before this post.

Tw: abuse, mental illness, self harm

anxiety/depression (diagnosed) was fucking me (and still kinda is)

I was slitting my ankles with anything I could find.

I was homeschooled, the only place I was allowed to go was church, and I had to hide tumblr and discord from my (emotionally, sometimes physically) abusive stepdad.

I felt extremely lonely.

but see, as I was hiding my accounts from my stepdad, I met people on the internet who genuinely cared about me, and helped me stop cutting. these people are like my real family and I love them with every fiber of my being.

my mum, my little sister, and I finally moved out and mum is in court against stepdad after over 9 years of being together. we are living with my bitchy grandparents. I mean, they aren't as bad as my ex-stepdad but they're kinda homophobic and bitchy/annoying.

change comes slow and the only way out is through. I'm still getting help for some mental things, but i'm finally out of that really toxic environment. I'm somewhat better now, ofc I'll still need to work on myself but stepdad is gone and i'm sorta free.

the place i'm in rn is sorta better, though my grandparents are more demanding and don't really care about me. i'll talk about them more some other time but yeah.