GAMES / Toshiro Kasukabe - Tumblr Posts

quillheel

8 months ago

─ romantic gestures. bold what applies to your muse , italicize if there's potential / it depends.

holding hands · buying flowers · cooking · cuddles · writing a poem / song · holding door open · tying shoe laces · sharing a milkshake with two straws · offering their jacket when it's cold · kissing in the rain · publicly confessing love · long walks at the beach · doing the titanic pose on a boat · taking cute pictures in a photo booth · sharing a taxi / uber · kissing the back of their hand · slow dancing · getting tickets of their favorite artist / sports team / other · introducing them to your parents · lighting candles · flower petals on bed · love letters · star gazing · brushing / doing their hair · picnics · teaching them to play an instrument / sport while gently guiding their hands · compliments · late night drives · taking selfies together · drawing them · self-made gifts · massages · proposing with a family heirloom ring · lending them your favorite book to read · paying for dinner / coffee · mixtapes / playlists · surprise birthday parties · feeding them · handing them keys to your apartment · making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over · sharing a blanket · couple costumes · tucking a hair strand behind their ear · running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving · moving cities to be together · blowing a kiss · breakfast in bed · defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) · joint bubble baths · dropping the L-bomb ("i love you") · dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them · wearing their clothes · yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie · granting them the last bite (from meal)

tagged by: stolen from @infog <3 I legally HAD to tagging: @tenebriism @braveryhearted @autonomousxselves @fantomevoleur @musesofthesun @pluviacuratio @tendercoded / @manebloom / @lncanting @cozyfarms @deiscension @shadowedresolve @sakuaxe @lovlorne @leuvspell @adoranoia and you!!!! ( multi's, decide as you please! )

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toshiro kasukabe i love you so so so so so bad i WISH i had ships w u u mean the world to me HE DRIVES ME INSANEEEEEEEEE im obsessed with him. toshiro struggles alot w expressing attraction in public bc of the conditions that he- -was raised under where he had endless amounts of pressure put on him to conform to a standard and stay in the shadow of his father from a- -very young age which means even postgame he struggles to get himself to do these things esp when they wouldnt be socially ok to do unless- -you were dating the person u were doing it with but still caring abt his partner SOSOSOSOSSO much it's agonizing and how he'd fight with- -himself to genuinely and directly express his feelings and not be controlled by fear postgame and how even pregame he'd still try to- -figure something out to express it even in the minutest sense and how much his experiences form and embolden and disquiet him and GODDD the way he'd consider a love letter to be albeit cheesy the most romantic thing he could do for a person bc it communicates his feelings- -for them so directly and in a written form which he is so trained to think of in the danger it could bring bc its Physical ANYONE can- -read it but still choosing to Write It Down like a kind of permanence and the way part of that is bc of him getting a secret admirer's- -love letter when he was young and getting so so infatuated with the concept and finding that writing things down to be such a good way- -to figure out his thoughts n feelings even if he always burned them after and how he'd want to do that for his partner/romantic interest- -and how he finds to articulate his feeling through action and Giving rather than verbally when the articulate struggles so he instead- -says it in the way he helps sb he loves learn an instrument or a skill n guides them and helps them and the way he'd guide the fingers TOSHIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KASUKABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE u need a partner SO BAD i love u sm MUSE / Toshiro Kasukabe STUDY / Toshiro Kasukabe GAMES / Toshiro Kasukabe SHIPPING / Toshiro Kasukabe ━ ♔ on such longing i couldn’t spit out : shipping. ━ ♔ shielding your eyes from the bright noon-light : studies. p5 p5t // food ment // ━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games.

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quillheel

8 months ago

HOW ARE YOU RUINED? — ruined by trauma.

you cannot get over the past. you are constantly remembering, never forgetting. you cant live in the moment because the moment is not what brought you here. you are birthed, raised, and killed in the past. you will never get over what was done to you, be it big or be it small. you cannot escape what you refuse to confront.

— ruined by fear.

you live on the edge of your seat, but it is not a good thing. you're constantly looking over your shoulder, unsure of what will hurt you next. you have been hurt so much, but you refuse to adapt to your pain. instead, you avoid what you cannot control. you are so afraid of making a mistake, of being brought closer to your doom. but, despite this, you cannot articulate what you fear. you are just afraid. only afraid. and you will be afraid until you are brought to what you fear most.

— ruined by apathy.

you cant bring yourself to care. you hate that you cant feel what you used to be able to feel. you hate that you cant be happy. you hate that you cant bring yourself to actually hate. your apathy has swallowed you and immersed you in a well of nothingness. you cant feel what you cant forget. you cant see what you close your eyes to. you choose to feel nothing, and you have lost everything because of it.

tagged: @autonomousxselves im like 99% sure you tagged me for this and i didnt do it before now ( tho its hard to keep track ) but if i did it before im doing it again w these bitches BHKGTRB and @yukcri for suggesting Takaya and Hidetoshi! None of the results fit Hidetoshi though so I didn't end up including him

tagging: i feel like most people i Could tag have done this so if you haven't, do it! alternatively, if you're wearing red, black or green, do it!

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THIS IS SO TRUE FOR BOTH OF THEM ON GODDDD i love them all sm they're all so mentally ill MUSE / Toshiro Kasukabe MUSE / Shuji Ikutsuki MUSE / Takaya Sakaki STUDY / Toshiro Kasukabe STUDY / Shuji Ikutsuki STUDY / Takaya Sakaki GAMES / Toshiro Kasukabe GAMES / Shuji Ikutsuki GAMES / Takaya Sakaki p3 p5 p5t // ━ ♔ shielding your eyes from the bright noon-light : studies. ━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games.

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