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Real life encounter (RLE) G/T
part 1
yimir was the one you could call the soft and caring of the group.. altrough he didin´t really have one
he had friends from different places, and altrough his friends liked him, he hadn´t have anyone close, he would hang out with people and they could share some toughs but he didn´t really clicked with somebody, or had a best friend, or someone romantic, and he could feel an empty space of connection that he wanted to have with someone or more than one people he needed to fit in deeply and feel completely... himself in a sort of way
he didn´t share this much because he didin´t wanted to look selfish or not gratefull, but some time passed and he find a web page
“meet and bond”
he had already try many pages searching for people and conversation, but all he could find was people he would be friends with but don´t really in a close or unique way, they would have things in common and talk, but not much more, and the most people he found was the ones who where looking for romantic interest and.. sexual stuff, and those things gave him a pretty bad taste most of the time.. he wasn´t interesed in romantic stuff with someone yet and less in something sexual
but this page
was much different
it wasn´t pretty well know and never heard publicity in other places, he managed to know this page by some less famous pages he would connect, and they were discret about it, he tought it were probably marketing problems and bad organized publicity
it semmed pretty normal and surprisingly they where tons of people connected and he wondered if this was a trend he didin´t heard about
the page funcioned with video calls.. but not randonbly, it had a system of tests and asked things that you liked.. to sorta little deep/complex things that you tought and wanted for you and searched for, yimir answer the questions exited, for the new site
afther he finished it appear a tiny list of names with characteristics, that were potentiall matchs, and one name was more big
“toughfull” “caring” “carismatic” “loving” “listener”
those where some of the words that were in an specific profille, that the person who had those facts, they didin´t directly writte it, they taked the test too as him, he had similar descriptions in his profile, so he went for it and clicked the name
the name was “Crhis “
the video call didin´t started, it opened a chat box that ocupped almost the whole page
then he started talking
chris was a man too and as he said hello to him, chris responded as well, chris just by the chat point of view seemed very interesed and joyfull to met and talk with yimir, and him almost tought it was a bot
the talk went so fluently and casual, they didn´t even really talk about anything much deep or toughfull, just casual stuff.. but, they connected so well they understood echother in their way of thinking and doing stuff
they talked about a two hours before yimir had to go shoping to don´t run out of food, chris gived his number to yimir and saved eachothers accounts in the page, altrough they didin´t video call yet
they woul do it tomorrow
or better saying in the middle of the night before tomorrow because yimir and chris both connected again to talk to eachother , almost at the same time
they started talking by chat about an hour because as they talked,they almost forgot about the vidoecall, as yimir was in his bed confy , he turned on the lights and put his tablet in his desk, as chris was in his computer already in his propper desk, as the videocall connected yimir fixed his hair, starting to flush a little as he thinked about what was he doing, the videocall started, altrough as he geted to know crhis he was pretty confortable, when he started the videocall and actual talking face to face, he turned to be more shy and nervous, but not too much
as he saw Chris altrough, he flushed more intensenly
he already tought of Chris as a pretty fella, but altrough Crhis didin´t objectebly seem more pretty than he imagined... seeing him face to face (well by a screen) started to really rumble his hearth, chris had skin more close to an white tone but altrough it was night and he had the lights of his room on, one could still see his pink puffy cheeks, and his really wavy dark hair, it wasn´t long, better said short but in much cuantity of curles mess, he also used a cutie big pair of headphones with tiny cat ears on the top of a methalic black color, his nose was tiny and chubby like a piggie and his lips where not too big but with volume and pinkish, and his eyes, ironically where with almost cat form by their characteristics of their shape and a mixture of a brownish green
he flushed as he started to notice that chris was talking to him, he had a more of a low and rumbling voice of a teenager, this meaning not too low to be a grown adult but not too normal acute to be consider of the bunch
as he started to talked to talk to him, chris noticed the details that yimir does as they started to meet, as getting lost in some toughs in the middle of something, curling his hair with his fingers, blink much when he didin´t understand something or was a little scared, but altrough that stuff, it was a pretty clear thing that yimir was an tough independient man with his own complex mindset and values... as odd it sounds, chris really got charmed by this and all of the person yimir was..
they started talking almost always, as both didn´t like much compromise to stuff to people, they didin´t feel like it was some sort of obligation, they relationship they felt it so natural and with the time more close that they just enjoid it
and they soon after less than 2 weeks wanted to meet up
chris was in his first year of college and yimir was talking studies by home and working for a year, because in the last part of the year he would go to exchange for a couple of months
they had to decide where to meet up, as yimir thinked, something popped in his head..
the giant three
it was outside of town in a forbiden part and it stands out by all the normals threes, it is escentially forbiden to go out of any town of the kleine exept if your going to another leute town or sectors
yimir tried to never think that he was a kleine
yimir tried to never think that they were other races, and the kleine society does the same, by his luck
they where two human races in the planet; the kleine leute, and the riesige Leute, and 70% of the poblation was riesge....those woul get to be more than 25 times bigger than the kleine, he didn´t like at all thinking or talking about them a t a l l, he just wast glad that hey at least respected their society and didin´t have much contact with them, and more glad he was that he had never to do or think about them
or that he tought
the giant, or gigantic three was far away from the city, but really much clocer to the kleine territory than the riesge, just to say that anyone couldn´t see or had saw anithyng about the riesge, just formal stuff had been seen with them and neither of them had come close to their cities
that would just be worst, both sides agree on that
yimir hadn´t donde anything illegal ever, but he sure was determined to go there or try to, in spite of the consecuences
as he consulted Chris he seemed surprisingly determined and exited as he was and they determined the meeting by the weekend
but neither of them expected what was going to happen
or were prepared..
Real life encounter (RLE) G/t
Part 2
it was saturday
today yimir and chris would hang up
yimir just had begon to feel the chills yet, he was too exited by finally meeting in real life Chris, and today was more exited and thrilled than yesterday
but also a hole more nervous, specially because he tends to when yimir had been in situations like this
and now, he was doing something illegal, but altrough he didin´t fully admmit to himself
he was giving a lot more importance and joy to meet chris
when they were talking yesterday, they talked about how long they lived near the three, yimir said 45 minutes and chris one half an hour
what neither of them would know, that yimir was going by a motocycle and chris by feet
and that the distance chris would walk was far more as long than the path yimir was gona take
and that if chris hurried more the distance could fastly become a lot less
yimir had to start planning, it was already morning and he ate fastly breaktfast, he planed the night before everything he was gona do to get there, as he talked to chris yesterday he deduced that chris must live in other cercany kleine city, but he couldn´t advised him much about how to get out as that the cities had very different plans and methods of organization, he really liked that about his society most of the time, the people would go where they liked the best, and they weren´t really much limittations to getting legal money and deciding where to live
yimir lived in frei city, and he searched the web page about the city itself and searched for it sistems of security enclosures, lucky him, as many of the cityes of the kleine, they wouldn´t prest much atention to his meassures or keeping the people “in”, they had vast terreins, woods, nature sectors and recretion stuff in the cities, no one really wanted to leave the terreins, there were really vast enough for yimir too, but that three had always ment something to him since he was a child, as it is the thing you could see barely from more than one city, he didin´t really have an adventures will, he just felt a connection a pasion towards the place
and that was worth it
and a lot more as he was gona meet chris there
he had determined he will go to the right side of the city that was a little far for him so he would go in his white vespa, he would slide trough the point that a bunch of houses intersect and go out by a blind spot to the cameras (that really weren´t too much), in that place were a richer poblation and the houses and terrains were bigger, and he knew that by that zone the frontier,that was a wall most of the time, would come out as a ragged and more weak near the houses, because of the constructions and distortions they make to the wall that their houses, terrains and stuff would fit
and he did it
he was more nervous as he come near the frontier but was alright and steady most thanks to the adrenaline and eximent
he did as planned, and as he gotted closser as the ragged spots of the walls with his vespa, he started to grooping the out of place blocks that were more week as he started to make way to a hole
he started to make the hole bigger as he could feel his sweat and started to hear people between the houses and the front yard, as he hurried quicly but silently, he finished the hole big enough to just fit his vespa and him
he was too nervous to even reacomodate the blocks again as he could hear closer voices from the front yard he was really close to
he went out fastly, and as he was out with his vespa, he started to run with it, not turning it on yet, because of the stress, he diviced threes ahead and went to them, panting he runed faster with the weight of the vespa, and stopped beneath the threes, he started to look back and long ago he stoped hearing voices but he didin´t paid attention to that
he hoped they don´t notice yet
at least he was almost 75% they hadn´t saw him, but he wasn´t sure if they would see the hole
he stopped his toughts and focused on going to the big three again
to chris
He finally got on his vespa and started turning on, no longer any of the sounds he made beign heared in frei, as the vespa turned on he held the manubers with both hands and started driving between the threes, that lucky were most long pines and didin't live much leaves to storb him as he was driving
He would have to be on watch all the way in alert of random threes, and as he drived he notice that were an almost erased sort of path so he drived for that way along
As the time passed he had to be lees alart to his enviaroments thanks to the path and his toughts of Chris, he really was thrilled about it
He flushed for things that got trough him in general and with chris happend a lot, even when he didin't talked to him
He made him feel connected with himself and him
As his semi mullet flew trough the air with his brown hair with hints of gold, using no hemelt, as it was one of the few things he was reckless about, with his small freckles near his ears and eyes
He could feel the wind, smell the threes and leaves, as he had smell about before, but this smelled so different to him, refresing, new and free
He felt himself as he drove closer to the gigant three he could spot between the long pines and abeduls
The time passed and he could see the giant three metters away but it looked more gigantic and titanic as ever
It was shocking and breathtacking
As he come closer with his vespa and as he drove closer he could feel the thumping of his hearth and feel everything stopping as he made way to the colossal three
It was a lot bigger than the tallest buldings he had ever seen
And it impregned the air with more complex and strong smells that a normal tree would give
He stopped and turned off his vespa right to the side of one of the pines and started walking towards the tree
It was aprox 10 or more metters away
The leaves were falling off the tree ind that moment too, he had to look up and felt that the tree had no end and reached beyond the last of sky
One leave was falling where he was and as it was getting where he was, was getting bigger and bigger
He was lost at the sight from the leave and the lovely warm atumm colors, it also was breathtaking and hipnotic
It finally was landing just above him, and he could see that was more bigger than him and wasn't so light as he tough
As it landed on him he fell backwards and chuckled, the leave covering him more than enterely and blocking almost all light, at exeption of the light that trasspased the leave slightly
He felt shocked but also amazed and fazinated
He suddenly remembered Chris and flushed a little and inmediatly removed the leave and got his phone out
"Chris, i'm here" - yimir said "how long do you have to get here silly?" "Yo think i am gona waste my time waiting for you, >:-D"- yimir chuckled hard as he sent the last one, imitating a diva, as Chris did sometimes
He rested backwards letting the leave cover his torso and legs waiting for Chris or that his cellphone getted a message
He wasn't yet prepared for the events later to happen
Real life meeting (RLE) G/t part 7
as yimir was triying to think and process everithyng that was happening, as a giantic index finger aproached to him, he fastly got up, odly as he was having so much trouble triying to get up, he got a few steps away as he fainted to the ground again with pain
chris looked with sadness as he tried to help the tiny get up with his finger, he just provoke that the tiny hurted himself more
by his fault
he settled where he was and he saw the tiny flinch and backaway
he started thinking everithyng again as he thinked about
yimir
his ubication
he took his phone from his jeans´s pocket and opened the text message with yimir, his location was no longer avaliable, and as so, he loocked the rest´s of the tiny´s phone
he remembered the reason why he had dropped the tiny
his face
as he went to look the tiny he noticed the tiny himself had been loocking him with attention and shock
as the giant started moving again yimir backed away, but realized the giant was just.. settling, it was disturbing how massive his movements are for him
as he noticed the giant had no attention for him he thinked about going to his vespa
but yimir got lost in the giant´s face
it couln´t be
it can´t be
it had all the feautures, all the details...
he remembered so well chris´s face....
he couldn´t process it, and he flinched as the giant took his phone of his pocket, and then loocked at yimir´s phone, he follow his face until the giant started to look directly at him
those fucking eyes
-that eyes aren´t yours-
yimir inmediatly slapped himself as he talked loudly enough for the giant to hear perfectly
chris looked curiously at the tiny that inmediatly after talking slaped himself, he even flinch as the hard sound of the slap, the.. tiny... was no loger looking at him, now he was looking the ground with his small hand in his mouth
-you..-
the tiny fastly turned to look chris, with shock
-you know me.. yimi-
chris inmediatly stopped as he saw the tiny getting both of his hands to his mouth and starting sobing with his eyes clossed
no please no please no please no
he wanted to leave, he wanted to escape, all of that was what yimir wanted
and couldn´t
he didn´t want this to be real, he just wanted to hang out with chris-
the one he met
the real chris
he tensed hard as he felt touch again in his back
then.. he felt movemente as yimir sobed more, down and up movement with a giant finger---
he was beign petted
as he realized he inmediatly stopped and backed away with all the strengt he had
-I´M NOT A DAMN PET OF YOURS-----
As he said this he inmeatly covered his head and shifted into a ball, trembling again of the stupid fucking thing he had done, all his anxiety and sadness beign left out that way to a fucking titan that could do anything
he started sobing hard as he expected anything
-I-I´m sorry i-i didn´t mean that, i swear-
-please for--forgive me i-
he shifted to look up to the giant´s face as he heard in shock, and saw a.. sad face
chris´s sad face
he was just so fucking sure
he could see giant tears acumulating in his so big eyes
-i-i didin´t mean to grab you and drop you hurting you so mu-much and neither broke your stuff a-and not permiting that you can leave- and mess with you- i didin´t- i-
chris said as a thon of thick tears started to slide trough his chuby pink cheeks and trough his soft skin..sobing
it was chris
he.. was chris
yimir flinch as chris clutched his hands before him
so enormous hands.., whith fingers bigger than him
but chris hands...
he hesitant got closser to the giant´s hands
as he was near to the trembling enormous hands, he closed his eyes
and put his hand in one of chris´s
the sobing stopped suddenly
he hesitant looked up, chris with tears sliding trough his face and forming in his eyes loocked directly at yimir
-yi-yim-
-i´m- so sorry i´m-
as yimir loocked up, a pair of tears fell of chris´s face and landed on yimir, making him wet his hair and bluring his sight
-ay por dios-
yimir said as he started whiping the wet of his hair
but inmediatly flinched and got defensive as he heard chris
chuckling
he was scared but stil smiled as the laugh he remembered so much, now, it surrounded him and covered all the other sounds
it was scary
but not so much as before
chris was so gratefull for yimir, but still felt guilty for all, with one hand he started to get it clocer to yimir but hesitated
-c-can i?-
yimir noticed the hand and looked with shock and confucion
-wha-what???-
chriss still heard a lot of nerviousness coming from yimir
-it just..- he said softly as he grabbed carerfully yimir´s hair and squeezed to drop out the water, yimir tensed as he did this but chris tried to be the most gentle as possible
yimir let out a small long sigh
chris was really sad that yimir was so nervous and scared, but he was too glad about yimir getting close to him altrough all
-th-thank you- yimir said
chris smiled softly
yimir settled as he sighed again, everithyng was so overwhelming, but at least it was getting not so bad
yimir looked up and up again to see chris face again, he was smiling softly for a while when his face turned in shock and kinda of realization in a way, yimir loocked in confuncion
-di-did i..- chris said
-di-did i almost cru-crush- you??..-
chris said with worry and yimir flinched as chris craddled away from him
-oh fuck, o fuck, i di-didn´t even see-e you until you were sobing a-and trembling..-
chris paused as he put his hands in his hair
- and if i had crushed you ma-maybe i wouln´t even have noticed!!-
yimir tensed at the strong voice compared to the more soft from before, and as chris said, yimir would have thinked the same if a giant have crushed him
-bu-but- yimir said looking at the desesperation of chris and took a deep breath
-you are not like a normal gi-giant, you wouldn´t..-
-and you didn´t almost crush---
- giant??- chris said
- i - i am-a giant to you?-
before yimir could answer he looked himself, and then he looked at yimir with pity, putting his hands in his face
-of course i am a giant to you!!, everithing makes sense...- crhis said it muffling his words with his hands, yimir backing away a little for the voice
criss put his hands away
-i am a giant to all your kind!...and look what i´ve done to demostrate it..-
-yo-you still aren´t bad!!- yimir said
-you didn´t almost crush me ,and yo-you wouldn´t!- yimir said with more determination
- but i still hurted you! and messed with you!! a-and i didn´t let you leave and!!!-chris stoped talking as he saw yimir tensing up again and gettin anxious because of him, and chris huffed and sighned and put his hands in his face again
- i´-i´m so sorry...- chris said so softly
Chris turned to his side and yimir flinched a little and curiously look
Real life encounter (RLE) part 8
Chris took the tiny vespa between his fingers and let it fall softly at the side of yimir, who looked amazed and nervous as chris took the vespa so lightly and easy between two fingers
-you can leave if you want..,and sorry for all..- chris said
-what?, N-no i--- yimir said defensevly
-No- chris said cuting off yimir
-bu-but- yimir was overwhelmed and it was a relief having the chance to leave the giant... But this giant was chris, and he wanted to hang with him, at least that was he tought earlier..
-you don't have to feel pity for me or something- said chris looking to the other side -you don't own me anything, you don't have to be here- -it's ok- -i know you wanted to not meet a giant, and that's right, i just have caused to be a trouble- chris said still looking the other way
-y-you are still my friend!!- yimir said more loudly than ever, getting red
Crhis turned to look shocked
-i-i-i wanted to hang with you..and i-i still do!!- yimir yelled getting more red
-but..- chris said softly
-and i could say the same about that i am a tiny to you and that you should leave, but i don't!- yimir said with a tired voice of yelling to equiparete chris normal voice
-but it's different!, Beign a giant to someone is bad!!- chris exclamed this time but talking quieter
-but i like you altrough all!!!- yimir finally yelled and got a pain in the troath and his face flushed more by the double meaning
Chris flushed too but didn't wanted to talk more deep in to that now and neither yimir
-..you sure?- chris said
Yimir nooded
-..can i try something??-
Yimir heaitant, nooded
Chris extended his hand slowly towards yimir, he tensed as the hand goted closer and closer, but didn't back away
When the hand was in front of him with most of the fingers beign bigger than him expect the pinkie that was a little smaller, the hand started gently touching him, having a weird cozy felling with all the flesh covering him, and graping the fingers arround yimir, surroinding him in a strong loose grip, yimir tensen hard, but started trusting chris more, as he was doing it gently and carerfully, yimir didin´t move at all
the hand started to move with him in it and he started beign lifted as chrissstraightened his torso and had been sat in the ground with his legs bended, yimir started to get higher and dizzy, triying to not look down to not have vertigo, and then he started to get closer to chris up chest to finally beign,.. rested there, he just then realized that chris was triying...to hug him..
all of what he had done now was just to.. hug him, he started to hear the loud hearth of chris..and his breathing with his up and down chest, this didin't scared him.. at all, he closed his eyes as he heard the calming rithym of the loud thumping hearth and the surroinding breathing, as he fell sleep..
It passed a couple of minutes as chris and yimir hugged.. with both really enjoying itself, chris started to end the hug as he realized yim was not moving at all, he worried bad for a second, but as he put the palm up with yimir in it, he noticed how he was sleeping, chris smiled softly and settled against the three again, this time with yim tiredly sleeping in the palm of his hand, he put the hand trough his chest again and started to see the leaves go down as he fell asleep too
.
.
Yimir was starting to take conciousness, he just remembered have taken a nap and now he felt super warm and cozy, but... The place was odd, he could feel he wasn't in a fully horizantal possition and that the surface he was in had... A sound and movement, and the other thing that covered him, seemed like.. flesh , a giantic extencion of flesh as he started touching and explorin the thing that covered him, he count five extencions above him... It seemed like a hand, he suddenly remembered, he had encounter and beign seen by a giant
he was trapped
the giant had him in the fucking palm of his and he rested in his enormous chest
he started getting anxious and started to struggle to open a space between the hand to the gigantic chest, but as he did he satarted to fell a lot of pain trough his body, and he remembered also that the giant dropped him.. metters above the ground, he started wrestrinlg more and triying to make a tiny space, but the hand altrough it was loose, it was steady and too heavy, yimir couldn´t get out altrough all
and then, as he was felling the loud breath of the giant.. it started to change the rithym
the giant was waking up because of his faints tries to escape
he felt panic again surround him as the fingers of the hand started moving and clearing space
he started seeing light and he could fell tears started coming trough his face as he started spotting the massive face of the giant
-yim are you ok?-
the voice was strong and dry, why the damn giant knew his name??, and what was the voice that sounded so odly familiar--
he then divised perfectly the face of the giant
he then remembered.. it was chris
the massive beign was.. chris, his friend
- Chri-chris??- yimir asked criying
- yim??, what happend??, somethings wrong?!- chris voice altrough it was triying to be quiet the voice got louder out by preocupation
yimir tensed as chris talked but reacted to chris´s worry
- i-i´m fine now- yimir said
he was so overwhelmed, especially remembering all of what happend now, but he was better as he knew that the massive beign was just.. chris, yimir tought as he cleaned the tears forming in his eyes
o-ok- chris said and sighed, he could still see the nervousnes and fear again of yimir, but at least it wasn´t too much now
he surrounded yimir with his fingers carerfully again, as he grabbed him and put him on the ground safetly and gently
yimir just managed to tense as he suddenly felt the fingers that were above him surrounded all of him in a grip easily, and he felt a little chills as he was lowered fastly for him on the ground, altrough he felt how chris was doing it so carerfully, altrough the fingers were taller than him even
when he was placed on to the ground he looked up and up to see chris to the face again, now from the ground he even looked bigger than before, and that amount of power chris had still scared him in a way
he loocked at his vespa that was at the side of him, and that was were chris had put it earlier
"with just a pair of fingers”
yimir tought but tried to forget it
he then looked at the most high he could look, where the giant branches where, and he noticed the sky was getting orange
he was gona get his cellphone out to check the hour until
he didn´t find it, he checked in all his pockets and started searching in the vespa and then bellow the leaves
chris looked confused by what yimir was searching and then he realized he was looking for his phone..
the phone he destroyed...
and he still had the rests in one hand...
-yim?-
yim looked with attention
- you are looking for.. your phone??-
yim looked confused by the exprecion of chris and nooded
- am, do you remember.. when i, ah- grabbed it and accidentally..- chris said guilty
he didin´t had to talk much as he saw the face of realizitation of yimir, and then yim started messing with his hair worriedly
- i´m so sorry..- bu-but! i can pay it to you- without thinking it twice chris , went for the wallet in his pants and started talking some bills out, as he realized the exprecion of awe of yim
and then he compared how yimir was smaller than the bills... and by the face of yimir he could say that those bills weren´t ones that could be valid for him and the kleine´s
-Oh.. right..- chris said putting the bills inside the wallet again
yimir was left in amusement as he saw chris coming for an enormous wallet with giant bills in it, he saw how chris was exited for a moment as he pulled bills out and was about to pass it to yimir, and then he realized what yimir had realized too
as yimir saw a little blush if embarsement in chris face he couldn´t avoid but chuckle at the absurd mistake chris had made
as chris was puting the bills in, he couldn´t help but suddenly turn arround drastiacally at the smallest giggle he had ever heard and watch in awe
he just managed to watch a little of the chuckle as yim was left in shock as chris fastly turned arround
- your laugh..- said chris to break the silence
- is still so pretty - chris said softly and tried to not blush so much
yimir couldn´t help but laugh again at the awe of chris and blushed
-tha-thank you- yimir said chuckling
chris smiled more at the actitude of yim... and couldn´t help but want to protect that laugh and smile
yimir noticed how chris looked him with his so big face, so softly and caring..
and then he remeberd something
-he-hey chris- yimir said more serious
-hm?-
-did you thought i was... a riesiege?-
-oh!- chris reacted to the question -um well.. i thinked so- and then chris realized something too - and did you tought i was a kleine??- chris said triying to keep his voice not so loud for yim
-we-well.. yhea, i met you in a page that was in the kleine red..- yimir said deffensively
- but!- chris exclamed - i met you in a riesiege page..- chris said intriuingly
-...meet and bond??, right?- yimir said expectingly
-yhea!... you were on the same page right?- chris said
yimir nooded
- so..- yim cleared his troath - this page..-was connected to both races without telling- yimir looked shocked at crhis with the realicitation
chris also realized...with yim,-all of the people of the page probably didn´t knew anything about their different races-.. chris said
-is worst, if one riesiege knew, that person could manage to pass as a kleine by video calls... and they could meet the other person and... could do whatever they want with the kleine...- yimir said and chris inmediatly noticed the hopelness in yimir face
- that´s..- -that´s what i did..- chris said realizing
-you didn´t do it on propourse, you didn´t knew either as i..- -you didn´t do anything chris- yimir said looking trough chris eyes
chris was gona talk again, but decide better not, he was still felling bad still, but it was better to let the guilt wash away by now