Halemmerich - Tumblr Posts
(Still working on this project)
Art made by Emily.kreideprinz
Crying with "the bad ending"
Snippet:
"I admit that there was always something attractive about Hal's emotional intelligence.
It may have even been attractive to me as well.
But, you know what?
Sometimes it is enough to see your loved ones happy. It was enough for me to see him every day.
It was enough to see him blush like the lovesick boy he was.
And it was enough to see her happy.
To share with us all that she was and all that she had."
HAVE to do this one. Because is their Love Language ♥
Reference:
I Know is a little bit late for the SundaySnippet, but I really want to talk about the things I'm doing. I was tagged by @fangbangerghoul and I really want to say that I love to see your work and when you tag me! As always, if you want to tag me in something, please feel free to do it!♥
In regards of writing matters; I'm making a full investigation about word politics and tensions in 2017, for the next TEC chapter. I discarded my old draft (from February 2023) but keeping some ideas I need for the plot, so making this chapter will take me more time than I thought. For Sapphire Hearted, I need to end the Idea, but I have a draft already ♥. Can spoiler that a friend's oc will be mentioned, but I have to send the draft first, to know if this person agrees. if isn't, I will change the character's name.
And for The Bad Ending, I want to share a new Snippet:
" It was when I lifted my gaze and could dazzle at Hal's reddened face, battling his demons. And now that I have seen that scene in my mind over and over again, I understand more things that I did not perceive at that moment.
- Arisen…
His weak, trembling, and pathetic voice.
How wrong I was…
- You were too slow, Hal.
- Damn it.
I saw him clench his hands; a smirk on my face was my response.
- You have no salvation. When will the day come when you tell her the truth?
His sepulchral silence outside, his mental struggle, noisy like a waterfall.
- I can't believe it. She had literally offered herself to me…
I opened my eyes, incredulous.
And Meryl's one too.
After so long, he openly accepted it.
- It was about time, Hal. How long will you wait? - I incited.
- And what the hell do you expect me to do, Snake? -he growled- I'm a pawn! Do you intend to be the one to explain to me what the hell I'm feeling? Because if so, here I am!
I stood up, lunging in anger against him, letting him see how big and imposing I was against his delicate nature.
- You have no salvation, Hal. I suggest you take the opportunity when you can. Because the next time she asks, I'll say yes, my friend…
It was necessary. It was imperative to press and distress him to act, but it does not free me from the guilt of not doing it sooner. Things would have been so different…
- Don't you dare… Snake… She doesn't belong to you.
A crude and hard laugh, belittling his character, seeking to distress him.
- Then do something, damn it! Tie up those pants you wear and do something!
- You have never understood anything with your muscle head! How her presence is so pleasant and intoxicating to my being! How my heart and mind wander in the uncertainty of desire and duty!
- Prove it. Leave me speechless and show me how wrong I am, Hal. Do you think it's mere coincidence that she has three sentient and willing pawns? Have you never questioned it? Or is that as far as the intelligence you claim to have goes?
Now I see your face, Arisen. Have you understood the reason for my monologue? In that split second, I had the answer, without giving the weight it deserved.
Neither Hal, nor Meryl, nor myself. We were not normal. Willpower, empathy, and audacity were a common denominator.
He gritted his teeth, showing the fire in his eyes.
- How you enjoy this, don't you? Leaving me in shame…
- Come on, Hal. You are so damn shy. The tent is on the other side… Or do you want me to play the role of the one who regrets it and take the place that you say it belongs to you?
- Over my dead body… Snake. Just watch me.
At that moment, the embers burned as much as now, Arisen. His legs were rigid trunks that raised a trail of dust in their wake. Meryl and I exchanged looks, sharing a conspiratorial smile. Her red hair shone with the yellow light from the campfire.
- Do you really think he'll make it?
- I don't know, Meryl. But one thing is certain: the night won't be boring…
And it was obviously the truth: an open field, a delicate fabric tent. Even the slightest sound would be heard by us.
- Do you want to bet? - she asked.
- Only if you want to lose, Meryl.
We bet 10,000 crystalsrift. The interest in knowing how this would resolve demanded that we keep our lips sealed…
Hal's long fingers moved the improvised fabric door: she was on the ground, with her back to the entrance.
I have good memories of our camping trips.
She liked to sleep with all of us together, just as you can see puppies huddled together in search of warmth.
It had something that was endearing and charming. The one who was always most attached to her was Hal, of course.
With the night movement, more than once, Meryl or I ended up snuggled next to her. And it was not a matter of importance, it was so natural for all of us that no one questioned anything.
So I presume that he must have lain down behind her, snuggling close."
Comforting myself from being ignored everywhere.
And I have to say that I hate how I draw... but something that I always like is how I draw Hal. And I'm getting better at that...
I choose to be happy ♥
Need to highlight this, because tumblr downgrade the quality...
Sketch for the Male Version of Akina Nakamori's green dress, for Hal in my Idol AU. Now I have to make Lina's version.
This was really fun to draw.
So
Now I made Lina's version of the dress!
She looks so good! I'm pretty happy with the idea! And I really lost my mind over the two suits. They come along so good ♥
Blue roses themed coat, because I love to make references to Snake, even if he's alive in my Idol AU
I got this from @kleiner-ghost and daaaammm. Lina is doomed in between a shrimp and a giant, don't you think?
Lina is 1,68 cm Hal is 1,77 cm Snake is 1,80 cm
Just hold me tight and never let me go.
(Commision made by @devilzukin7-johnny-cage)
Needed to see this once again
I did this drawing to participate in a self-shipping community I'm a part of (it's a trend there), and also my friend @ashamefulplace encouraged me to do it. Frankly, I liked the result, so I decided to share it with you.
Re writing my first chapters makes me think about how vulnerable Hal and also Lina could feel in those chapters they didn't know each other to actually feel confortable.
And I am building that sentiment of "trust" a bit slower.
And I have to admit: it Hurts.
Hurts to think how scared Hal could feel to try to put his trust in another person, once again. But at the same time, Hal has 37. He already have more experience, and is way more "tough".
"A kind of a warrior" as Chris told me.
He would struggle so hard to look composed, keep his mind running analyzing everything, and at the same time, being able to open his heart once more...
Damn!
Just imagining all this makes me feel so vulnerable too.
Lina would cry just by feeling him struggling before she tells him the truth.
Remember the Idol Au?
Well, I finally made the blue rose concept for Lina ❤️
Re writing the third chapter of "The Emmerich Curse" was so meaning and emotional, that I got many images in my mind.
One of them was this one:
Because I think that Hal could saw something like this in his mind, when he saw how Lina is living the same way/things he lived so many years ago...
PS: Why does he have a small torch/fire? Because it was at that point in his life when he decided to change. Where his "rebel" side is born. When he decided to do the things right and fight about his own beliefs.
The moment he got someone's else who helped him to grow. And in that chapter, he told Lina "maybe I could be that friend for you" and then, minutes later he discovered that he already lived the same path. He has the experience and the knowledge to help her.
Also he brings her sweets and candies
HAVE to do this one. Because is their Love Language ♥
Reference:
"We're two fish trapped in the same bowl"
Even if I didn't want to make Lina at Shadow Moses, I like to think that they could be a couple and maybe they hide in some lockers or small storerooms just to kiss and cuddle far from pry eyes...