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Shidou Ryusei x reader! F

So what?

Hm.

Lately, Shidou has been ignoring Y/N for months now, all because since Shidou's childhood friend appeared in his life once again, then he started neglecting his own girlfriend and gave most of his attention to his childhood friend named 'Ray', Y/N always thought that Shidou was better off with Ray and that Ray was way more prettier than her, One day, Shidou and Y/N had an argument at their shared apartment,

"Ever since that Ray girl appeared you started ignoring me, you treat her like a girlfriend and treat me like a stranger!? how generous of you!"

Y/N said, never daring to raise her voice at Shidou.

"Stop being so Childish, she's just a friend."

Shidou said, not raising his voice... yet.

"Childish huh.... childish, yet you treat me like a lowly peasant while give Ray princess treatment!? stay clueless on how much... nevermind..."

Y/N said

"Hah! ran out of excuses Y/N? How pathetic of you, and, Dont act like the victim whom I hurt!"

Shidou snapped, rising his voice.

Y/N flinched, her lips quivering and her hands clenched into fists, and also avoiding eye contact, it was obvious she wanted to cry, just then, the sight of her made Shidou realized how much he'd been neglecting the love of his life, he realized how she might have felt and started to question himself,

'what am I doing? why did I say that?'

Shidou thought, Mentally realizing how much Y/N had been suffering, but before he could say anything, Y/N excused herself to do some homework in her room and ran off, This made Shidou feel a pang of guiot and fear,

'What if she hated me since then? what if she leaves me?'

Shidou thought again, conflicted on what he should do, despite his actions, he loved Y/N dearly.

So then, Shidou went to Y/N's room and knocked on the door.

"... Y... Y/N?"

Shidou asked.

"Go away!"

Y/N snapped, her sniffling was audible to Shidou and it made him fear more of losing Y/N.

"lemme in hun..."

Shidou said in a soft way.

"Don't call me that! Shidou I kept doubting and mentally hurting myself and you're to blame."

This stabbed Shidou, Y/N usually called him nicknames such as Baby, Hun, Ryu, Ryuryu but never ever Shidou, and he was the reason why Y/N was acting like this.

"Y/N."

Shidou calmly said.

Then a hic from Y/N was heard and she was whimpering quietly, She was hurt, of course she was, it's only natural after all since she's probably been like this a few times for months since Shidou started neglecting her.

"No!"

Y/N yelled.

like for part 2 of this boring af story🙂