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OK, so I was always intrigued and interested by mental illnesses, and well psychology. So here is my little analysis on why q84 from the game hello charlotte has bpd !
First of let's list all the symptoms of bpd and then see if it fits her :
1. Threats of suicide or self-injury.
I think it fits her a LOT, since she threatened and even committed kind off a suicide! Charlotte or way more known as q84 is suicidal and depressed, there's no doubt in that. She even was read beat the shit of Charles, her creator, her God, her kind of a father just cuz he "revived " her.
• "I feel like shit."
• I get up in an instant.
• "What the hell, Charles?!"
• "Why the hell am I alive again?!"
• "But it was still you who brought me back, wasn't it?!"
• With horror, I notice the change in my voice's pitch. Something isn't right.
• "Oh god."
• "Whose vessel is this now?"
• "Please don't tell me it's Vincent's."
• "Fuck!"
• "Can't you just let me rest already?"
• "Why do you keep doing things like this?!"
• "Calm down? Calm down?!"
• "I want to die! God, I want to die!"
2. A pattern of unstable, intense relationships, such as believing someone is perfect one moment and then suddenly believing the person doesn't care enough or is cruel.
This also fits for her relationship with Charles, or way more know as c. Since she actually thought of him as a friend, and then the moment he gets in her way of dieing, she snaps and shouts at him.
• "Yeah, sure. Bet you're happy you got yourself a new meatsuit."
• "You should join me on the WSoc meeting next time. It'll be fun."
• "Charles has no friends!"
• "Hm. Valid point."
• "Okay you win."
• 3. Quick changes in how you see yourself. This includes shifting goals and values, as well as seeing yourself as bad or as if you don't exist.
This one is shown in her ego, and how much it matters for her to show herself off to people as a strong and independent person! She even "reads " books that would swoon anyone into thinking she's smart. But deep down inside she" knows "
Nobody likes her or that she has no friends.
• "I haven't read most of these books anyway."
• "But when I mention these titles, people think I'm smart."
• (Thank god we brainwashed him!)
• "Of course the tea was poisoned. I knew it."
• "Yeah, right. You hate me."
• "The tenants hate me."
• "They say they don't, but I know how it actually is."
• "Felix's afraid of me."
• "The others act like I don't exist."
• "Only Aiden is on my side, but he was brainwashed into it."
• ""Friendly"? Just what part of those nutcases is "friendly"?"
• "56 of my deaths in the House were their fault and only 23 of those cases were purely accidental."
• "But if I don't pick on them, they'll ignore me altogether."
4.Periods of stress-related paranoia and loss of contact with reality.
This one shows in the way she reacts to people of the home, they are actively trying to get her and that makes her paranoid from anything. To the point she knew her tea was poisoned which led to her death.
• "Most of these dolls look like me."
• "This one kinda resembles me."
• "To come think of it, I've never seen the faces of the corpses you're performing the experiments on."
5.Impulsive and risky behavior, such as gambling, dangerous driving, unsafe sex, spending sprees, binge eating, drug misuse, or sabotaging success by suddenly quitting a good job or ending a positive relationship.
This one is literally all the execution hours ! And of course the fact that she got on Bennetts nerves when he was "angry" and sober. This is also shown in her fight with scarlett in which she actively chooses to get the gods wish and die afterwards.
• Oh."
• "Someone's having a hard time."
• "But..."
• "...it's none of my business, is it."
• "Oh wait. Let me snap a photo."
• "Ka-chink!"
• "Aaaand done."
• Hi everyone!
• "Welcome to our daily program, the Execution Hour!"
• "Meet Girl B! For today's show only, she'll have the privilege of having a face!"
• "You must be wondering, "Who the hell is this?""
• ""This is the first time I've ever seen this character!"
• ""How the hell am I supposed to sympathize?""
• "And you're absolutely, totally RIGHT!"
• "Because this...is a total stranger!"
• "But...If I told you she did bad things, you'd believe me, right?"
• "If I told you to avoid her, you'd believe me, right?"
• "Nobody cares enough to check the facts anyway!"
• "That is why we're here right now."
• "Anyhow..."
• "She was chosen to be the guest in this week's episode by you, dear friends."
• "Today we'll be baking cookies!"
• "Hush. We're on TV. Manners, remember?"
• "Now them you need to preheat the oven to 180C."
• "But since we don't have an oven, we can use our guest's body as a substitute!"
• "Here I go!" <3"
• "This concludes our show!"
• "Stay white with us! Join White Society!"
• "Bennett? Are you dead?"
• "What a meanie!"
• "Oh, oh! Don't tell me you're going through withdrawal syndrome?"
• "So disgusting! Weren't you supposed to be a comic relief character? Where did that go?"
• "Oh! I know!"
• "It's all because of the regular soap intakes, isn't it?"
• "Anyone can be manically happy forever when they're braindead, right?"
• "Yeah, right. You hate me."
• "But, it doesn't really matter."
• "You can't kill me anyway."
• "Oh no! Bennett is so scary!"
• "Are those the kinds of jobs you do for dr Huxley?"
• "Yet, he failed to raise a mindless killing machine out of you."
6.Wide mood swings that last from a few hours to a few days.
This one's shown frequently all through out the game ! From her reaction to aiden to the talk with c, her near death with scarlett and her relationship with anri.
• "...ah."
• "Aiden! Hi! Hi!"
• "School, schmool~ Who cares!"
• "Play with me?"
• "Come on! Let's go arrange the food in the fridge or something. You love that stuff, don't you?"
• "It'll be fun!"
• "...Aiden?"
• "...oh."
• "Well, whatever."
• "Bye, Aiden."
• "Hey, dr Huxley."
• "What is the meaning of this?"
• "You left the door open yourself."
• "If you try to harm me, my soul data will get loaded into a new vessel."
• "And I'll be coming here again and again until I get an answer."
• "Hey. Don't change the subject."
• "What are you getting at?"
• "No, and I frankly don't care."
• "Does Felix know about this?"
• "Eugh. I didn't need to hear that part."
• "..."
• "I'm gonna tell him."
• "..."
• "I see, I see! You have it all arranged!"
• "Oh. So this is where you were hiding."
• "A panic attack, really?"
• "It's fine. Here, I'll pat your head, useless C."
• "Well. Sort of."
• "it hurts it hurts it hurts IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS "
7.Ongoing feelings of emptiness.
This symptom is so clearly seen in the scene when charlotte was talking about anri and how she met her !
• It was back then, when her skirt got stolen from her locker during PE class.
• By the girls sitting right here, no less.
• She had nothing to change into, so she had to wear her track shorts all day.
• Everyone was laughing at her.
• Seeing how helpless and embarrassed she was...
• I felt nothing.
• And didn't do anything.
• I left her alone, and now she's nothing more than an errand girl buying us coffee.
• That's all there is to it.
8. Inappropriate, strong anger, such as losing your temper often, being sarcastic or bitter, or physically fighting.
Is shown with Charles and everyone else ! Especially scarlett ! With whom she is really bitter and sarcastic, also it's really shown in her interactions with people from "home ".
• Eyler, what the actual hell?"
• Scarlett kicks my broken leg, causing me to arch my back in pain.
• "Gh...!!"
• "Why are you...doing this..."
• "...oh really? We're playing heroes and villains now?"
• "Oh, so she's the victim now?"
• "Alright, alright, I'll shut up."
• "But what..in the world... do you want to achieve by showing me all of this? Kh..."
• "Shut it, Eyler... you don't know anything about this...world...or the person you're talking to..."
• "Just whom are you protecting? A bunch of NPCs whose only line is a laugh track?"
• My Educational Program at School began.
• On Monday, I got laughed at in class.
• On Tuesday, my bag got stolen.
• On Wednesday, I got dunked into a toilet.
• On Thursday, I got assaulted in the changing room.
• On Friday, I was made to eat dirt.
• On Saturday, I decided.
• I will not give in.
• I will not become a victim.
• I will not get soaked in ugly colors.
• I will not become tainted.
• No matter what it takes, I will stay pure white.
• "Oh? What are we celebrating?"
• "Ah!"
• "I love surprises."
• "Mind pouring me a drink?"
• "Oh, you went so far as to frame my photo with black ribbons. My favorite color is white, you know?"
• "No, no, keep it."
• [slurp]
• "Truly delicious!"
• "Well then, I'll be off. Keep on partying!"
So yeah ! That kind the end of my little analysis! I hope ya liked it :) I sure would love to see your input in this !
I think we can agree that The Coffin of Andy and Leyley was really gross and poorly written but I’ve come to a conclusion
Charlotte Wiltshire (Q84) is what people say Ashley Graves is (a well written character lacking empathy and defying most morals for a compelling and interesting reason) but is, in fact, not.
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