Hell Yeah I Am Uber Critical Of Media And Seeing Books/films/etc I Dont Like Get Popular Sparks A Determination Inside Me Like No Other - Tumblr Posts
4 years ago
Are other people also more motivated by “reverse inspiration” then actual inspiration? Because if I read a book that I like then my reaction will almost always be “yes, perfect, all media is like this and I don’t need to do anything :)”
But if I read a book I don’t like or even hate? My fingers are flying. My brain is sizzling. The words are pouring onto the page. Books that fail me are entire oceans of inspiration because I am reminded that others are deeply incorrect about the world and only I, the sole girl in a dystopian YA novel, can fix this.
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hell yeah i am uber critical of media and seeing books/films/etc i don’t like get popular sparks a determination inside me like no other
but also i have SUPER BAD WRITING ENVYYYYY
every time i consume media that i love i am taken over by either FULL DISAPPOINTMENT in myself for my lack of creativity
or INTENSE MOTIVATION to follow in their footsteps and pay homage to them any way i can
there is no in between